Ahhh! Guys, thanks for all the reviews! Here is chapter two! Sorry for any spelling errors!
Disclaimer: I don't own Austin and Ally. I also don't own Beautiful by Christina Aguilera.
Ally's POV:
We were driving in Austin's car in silence. Which I didn't mind, everything that comes out of his mouth is usually mean. What if he drops me off at the wrong house? Stop it Ally, he's way too stupid to think about doing that. I just really need to calm down.
"Okay, Dawson we're here." He said. I started to get out the car, but with my luck I tripped and fell out of his car. Great. My stuff went in different places, and I'm going to have to crawl around to get it. Plus, my hands really hurts from catching myself. Soon I heard a car door open, was Austin actually going to help me? Soon I felt a pair of strong arms picking me up, and handing me my books.
"Thanks." I said. I can't believe Austin actually helped me. I'm surprised that he didn't just drive away.
"I'm only doing this because I can't just leave you here, you look just so...helpless." He said. I couldn't really figure out if he was trying to be rude or not. He then walked me to the door.
"Your hands are really red do you need my help?" I was shocked. Did Austin Moon just offer to help me?
"Uhh, no I'll be fine, you can go now." I said, still really shocked.
"K, bye Dawson. Don't trip over anything else, because you know, you're blind." Back to the rude Austin again. I went inside my house, and washed my hands, they were feeling a bit better. I decided to play the piano. I knew how to play the piano since before I was blind, so I was able to continue playing it even after the accident. I started to play, and add a few lyrics to it.
Everyday is so wonderful
Then suddenly
It's hard to breathe
Now and then I get insecure
From all the pain
I'm so ashamed
I am beautiful
No matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful
In every single way
Yes words can't bring me down
Oh no
So don't you bring me down today
Truth is, I don't know if I am beautiful. I can't see myself, my dad never tells me when I talk to him, which is when he takes me to school. Trish has never called me beautiful, or pretty, or things like that. No one has called me beautiful, except my Mom. The last time I was called beautiful was the day before the crash. We were just sitting down in the living room just me, and my Mom. She randomly called me beautiful, I could tell by the way she said it, and the look on her face that she meant it. She said it because she wanted to make sure that I knew that I was beautiful. I really wish I had her again to tell me. If I was to ask anyone, they would say it out of pity because I'm blind, but my Mom always meant it. It's been six years since I have seen myself, so I don't know if my beauty has worn off or not. I could be really ugly for all I know. I've never had a boyfriend, or any guys interested in me for that matter.
I went into my bathroom to get my razor. I started to cut myself, crying as I did it. I just wish I could see again, or I wish I could have taken the place of my mom. I would rather have her still alive, and me dead. Nobody wants me alive, I'm just a burden. I am useless. I cleaned up the mess, and put a band aid over my cut for now. Tonight, was like all the other nights, I cried myself to sleep, but usually I cried about other things. Not usually about my looks, but I just can't help but feel like that I am ugly.
I woke up, and got ready for school. I got there, and went straight to home room, that was the only classroom I could get to by myself, because I could walk into the school by myself, and home room was the first classroom on the right when I entered. This is a big school so I couldn't get to all my other classes without someone else. I sat down at my seat, and just waited for class to start. I heard Austin talking I was just making sure that he was here by hearing for his voice, but then my name popped up into his conversation.
"So, I had to take the dork, Ally, home, and she tripped out of my car, and fell on her face!" Austin laughed. Ugh, he is such a jerk.
"She was just so helpless, I had to help her up though." Hmm, I'm surprised he added that part in.
Today, was like yesterday, Austin still being rude as always. It was last period, and he took me to my locker, and said that he had to go talk to his friend real quick. I got all my stuff, and waited for him. After about twenty minutes, he still wasn't back.
That jerk forgot me!
Got a little emotional in there! Hoped you liked it! Lookout for the next chapter!