Tensa sat on the bed he shared with his two companions. Ichigo and Shiro were both already asleep, worn out from their nightly activities. Tensa was tired as well but just couldn't sleep. He felt bad for the Shinigami stuck in the dark, damp prison. He remembered a time when they were the ones Ichigo wished to protect and at that time, he hated them all. He hated them because it was their fault Ichigo was getting hurt, why Ichigo was constantly half-dead, why Shiro had to play the villain so Ichigo would be stronger, why everything was so wrong. But now, he felt bad because they were in danger because of Ichigo. He loved his master, more than anything but he knew this was wrong.

The brown haired Zanpakto sighed before wiggling away from his companions. He dressed himself in black pants and a loose black hoodie. He purposely didn't grab his silver crown as he snuck out of the room. He slipped into Nel's room and stole Grimmjow.

The cat remained quiet as he carried down the winding halls. He looked up at the male holding, frowning at the slight scowl. He shifted and curled up in Tensa's arms. The Zanpakto easily opened a portal. "Be careful my queen and be back soon," a voice stated.

Tensa glanced at the brown haired Arrancar. "I will Starrk." He replied, smiling slightly at the brown haired Arrancar. He was a good servant, didn't care who was the ruler and he liked to serve Tensa. Then the Zanpakto went through the portal, disappearing away from Hueco Mundo with Grimmjow.

Tensa liked coming to the Human world. It was a calm place and he could relax and just think while he was here. The Human world had been left untouched while the other two worlds were viciously attacked. Those who knew of the Soul Society simply thought Ichigo had gone to train there; no one knew it had been destroyed. He bought Grimmjow with him for company, he didn't like being alone but he didn't completely trust anyone to come with him without telling Ichigo, Grimmjow was the closest thing to someone trustable.

Grimmjow sat on Tensa's lap after the brown haired Zanpakto sat on a bench. The cat nudged at the male's stomach. He couldn't speak in this form while outside the walls of Los Noches, that was the reason he had the collar on in the first place. He growled and finally got Tensa's attention. Grimmjow whipped his tail towards a few humans Tensa knew.

Orihime, Uryu, and Chad were walking down the street towards their school. Tensa quickly hid his reiatsu. Grimmjow huffed, glaring at the group. Tensa scratched Grimmjow's head to calm him. He watched them walk, his eyes staring at them. He growled slightly. They watched Ichigo slowly lose himself over the year he had no powers and they saw how it got worse after his powers redeveloped, yet they did nothing to help him. Tensa hated them; they didn't help Ichigo when he really needed them even after he did so much for them.

Tensa stiffened when Orihime looked at him and stared back. The Zanpakto quickly looked away, biting his lip. He waited for her to come up to him and question him but thankfully she turned away again and continued walking. The brown haired small male breathed a sigh of relief. That relief ended shortly after the humans disappeared and a Garganta opened.

Tensa stared up at Ichigo, eyes wide with slight fear. Ichigo was furious, seething. "Why would you go to the Human world? Why?! Do you have any idea how dangerous that could have been?" Ichigo snarled, glaring at Tensa with blood tinted eyes. The Zanpakto shrunk under the glaze, whimpering.

The oranget was about to continue when Shiro came back into the room. "King…" he started. Ichigo turned to the Hollow, eyes slowly cooling. "I did what you asked." he stated.

"Thank you. Watch Tensa." Ichigo stated before he left the room.

Tensa was still shivering, eyes down. Shiro approached the Zanpakto, sitting down on the bed. He opened his arms and Tensa crawled into them. Shiro stroked his wavy chocolate locks. "Ichigo and I both love you a lot. You had us worried, Ichigo a lot more than me. I know you are strong and careful but Ichigo was in a panic, he had no idea where you could have gone off to and he was very worried. He only got mad at you because he was so worried before." Shiro muttered to Tensa as he soothingly stroked Tensa's head.

"He scares me when he does that." Tensa sniffed, trying not to cry.

"I know. I try to keep you away from him when that happens, but it's happening more and more often." Shiro sighed. Tensa wrapped his arms around Shiro's neck and buried his face in Shiro's neck. Shiro tucked Tensa's head under his chin, trying to comfort him.

"I miss the old Ichigo. This one scares me still." Tensa sniffed.

"I know you do Tensa," Shiro shushed.

"…Do you miss the old Ichigo, when all he wanted was power to protect his friends and family?" Tensa asked.

"A bit. But at that time he thought I was a villain still." Shiro chuckled, kissing Tensa's head softly.

"Yeah. But he knew you still loved him." Tensa muttered.

"I guess," Shiro snorted. Tensa nodded. "Do you want to forget for a bit?" Shiro asked.

Tensa hesitated only for a moment. "Yes."

"How much?" Shiro asked as he started to kiss the Zanpakto's neck.

Tensa squirmed at the soft kisses. "Everything," he whimpered.

The albino chuckled. "Everything it is, dear little Tensa," He purred.

It didn't take long for Shiro to get Tensa screaming. The brown haired Zanpakto screaming enough to not hear the other screams from the cells of Las Noches. The screams of pain and death, screams of agony, screams to explain the now blood splattered walls and red stained floor. Tensa didn't know what had happened until later, and he felt guilty for it.

I have come off of my break, god I'm tired

Anyway this chapter has been done for a while, kind of forgot to update. and I know how this story will end, 1 chapter, possibly two if I make an epilogue

Hope you enjoyed, please review... it makes me feel better and I will try to update something else tomorrow and Sunday (It's still Friday for me)