"That was great, babe. As usual, you never fail to impress."
Cassie scoffed, almost silently at Sebastian's words. She had done what he had asked of her -which was obviously sex, plus other dirty things- and now, if she was being completely honest with herself, she felt so dirty. Sebastian had handled her in a sexual way before, but she couldn't help but writhe at the memory of what had just happened. It didn't even feel like Sebastian touching her anymore. It felt like a stranger. Almost.
Cassie's fingers twiddled with the lace of the lingerie that she had been told to put on during the time of the.. sex. She perched on the end of Sebastian's bed. It was huge, just like her own. The only difference between them was that Sebastian's was currently messed up, due to them moving around so much in it.
"Yeah.. Yeah, glad you liked it.." Cassie gave a weak smile in Sebastian's direction, trying to hide her pain.
She was in pain both physically, and mentally. She loved Sebastian more than anything, but the guy he was today, wasn't the guy she fell in love with. She fell in love with the guy that took her out on dates to the park, and let her wear his jacket when she was cold. She fell in love with the guy who would bake cookies with her, every Saturday. When they used to have flour fights and laugh till they cried. She fell in love with the guy who bought her flowers and sang her songs. Who would call her at 3am and wake her up, just to say:
"hey beautiful, I just wanted to remind you how much I love you".
She fell in love with that guy, not this one.
Sebastian's face fell as she said that, he could see that she clearly was faking her enjoyment for the sex.
"What's wrong? What? Didn't I please you enough? Didn't you enjoy it?"
He sat bolt upright in the bed and stared into her eyes, waiting for a response.
Cassie knew that Sebastian was getting angry, but luckily, by now she knew how to handle these situations.
"N-no, I loved it.. Honestly."
She smiled again, a little more enthusiastic this time. Thank god for her acting skills.
Sebastian slowly laid down again, still suspicious. He knew Cassie, he knew what she was like.
Standing up from the bed, Cassie yawned. Sex always tired her out, especially with Sebastian. Not to mention the fact that it was 3am. Her parents would kill her.
Were they really doing it for 4 hours? Wow..
Sebastian sat up quickly again as he saw Cassie start to get dressed.
"Woe woe woe, where do you think you're going?!"
Cassie frowned over at him, tilting her head slightly.
"Uh.. Home? It's 3am Seb, we have school. My parents are probably going insane trying to find me anyway.."
Sebastian looked down at laughed. It was one of them laughs, you couldn't determine whether it was sarcastic or not.
But he would always determine it for you. He looked up again, an icy glare on his face.
"No.. See Cassie, you don't understand. You're not going anywhere. When I say: 'and where do you think you're going' I don't expect an answer back. I expect you to sit down on the bed, and do as I say. Do I make myself clear?!" Sebastian's voice was sinister, and creepy. At the same time it was so hot, and you just had to listen.
Cassie gave an affirmative nod, and slowly sat down on the bed again.
She left it a few minutes, to let Sebastian cool off. She knew the drill by now.
A few minutes passed by, and she looked up at him again, to find him still looking at her.
"So.. Uh.. Seb.. W-what, what are we going to do now?"
Sebastian smirked and his eyes moved over to the clock on his wall, which read: 3;17am. His smirk grew wider and he moved his eyes back to fixate on hers.
"We still have 3 hours left before school. Round 2 sounds good t'me."
Cassie couldn't help but let her mouth drop, surely after all of that he wasn't expecting more? She shook her head slowly, which caused Sebastian's smirk to turn to a frown.
"What? Are you refusing? Cassie, you know what happ-"
"No, Sebastian. I just pleased you for 4 hours straight, I snuck out in the middle of the night when I was supposed to be studying. My parents are gonna kill me and we have school. I can't entertain you for a further 3 hours as well. I don't have the energy, nor the willpower."
Even she was shocked at the sudden outburst, she slowly arose to her feet as she saw Sebastian growl.
His face turned red with anger and he stood up also.
The room was so silent, you could hear a pin drop. She gulped and she couldn't meet his gaze. He walked towards her as she walked backwards, until she was up against the wall.
Sebastian's fist's clenched and his body tensed up.
"Did you just argue back?"
Cassie shook her head slowly, she didn't know why she was denying it, it was clear she did.
"No, you DID just argue back, didn't you?"
Sebastian's eyes shaped into the 'I'm warning you, agree with me or else' glare.
Cassie nodded and gulped once more, looking at Sebastian's bare chest, instead of his eyes.
"LOOK AT ME!"
Sebastian rose his fist, much to Cassie's dismay and just as their eyes met, only for a split second, he collided his fist with her face. She screamed out in pain which caused him to kick her down.
She was on the floor. With a black eye. In slutty clothing. At 3;20am on a Friday morning. Her boyfriend had just kicked her down, not to mention the bulging bruise that now lived on her face. That one was going to be hard to cover up.
Sebastian walked back and laid on his bed as Cassie came to her feet again.
"Get out, I don't want to see your face until later at school. I can't bare to look at you. Cheap whore."
Sebastian scoffed loudly, his eyes directly on Cassie's.
Cassie just nodded once and grabbed her clothes, before making her way to the door.
"Oh, and... If you tell anyone that I was the one that caused that black eye, I assure you, it'll be a lot worse than a black eye."
She gave a deep sigh, and walked out. Not even bothering to look back. She was dreading seeing him later on, and she had no idea how her parents would react.
Not only did she have a black eye, Sebastian had left her several hickeys, and he hadn't used protection.
These thoughts didn't even cross her mind as she drove home slowly though, all Cassie could think about was Sebastian's words.
"Cheap whore."
Was she really a cheap whore?
These thoughts dominated Cassie's mind until she pulled up in the all-too-familiar driveway of her family home.
She stopped the engine and sighed at the sun, she had the longest day ever ahead.
"WHERE THE FUCK WHERE YOU?!"
Cassie had just set foot in the house when about had her head blown off, by her father.
"Dad, calm down. I was with Seb."
Cassie's father's expression changed entirely when he saw Cassie's eye.
"Did Sebastian do that?"
Cassie slowly shook her head, faking a clumsy expression. She let out a rather convincing fake laugh.
"No silly! It was me, I walked into a lamppost."
Cassie sighed as she waited for a response from her father. As clique as that excuse sounded, she couldn't think of any other one.
"Okay, but that still doesn't explain why it's 4am, and you're only just home.."
Cassie sighed again, for what seemed to be the 100th time that night.
"I fell asleep at Seb's, I'm gonna go shower now, okay?"
Before he could reply, Cassie moved past him and up the stairs. As much as she hated lying to her parents, it had to be done. At the very least to save Sebastian's ass. She was sure he didn't mean to hit her, he just got angry sometimes. And that was entirely her fault.
Cassie let these thoughts play on her mind as she stepped inside the shower, she looked down at her body.
So thin. So strange.
If she was a boy, she was pretty sure that her body would be the last one she'd want to have sex with. But Sebastian liked it so it didn't bother her.
She ran a hand through her now-wet hair, and winced in pain as the water ran over her eye bruise.
She began to wash her body, and prepare herself for the day ahead.
