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I rested my feverish head against the cool steering wheel and let out a shaky breath. I felt like I was going to puke. Today would be the first time I saw Edward or Alice since they shut me out of their life three days ago.

My scream was silenced by a warm hand covering my mouth. I looked up at Edward, my eyes still wide in shock. We were both sitting up now, our legs tangled in soiled sheets. I was trying to cover up my chest while my mind went in circles coming to terms with the fact that I had slept with Edward.

"Jesus, Bella! Are you trying to wake up the whole fucking house?" Edward's face was hard, calculating. He was staring at me, also trying to figure this out.

We sat there in silence for a moment before I finally spoke.

"No one can know about this, Edward. No one." I looked down, unable to hold his gaze any longer.

"I know." A shiver ran down my spine. "You should go."

His voice was so cold, distant. I looked back up to find him staring at somewhere behind me, focusing on looking anywhere but at me. His jaw was set and his eyes dark.

I got up slowly and found my dress from last night rumpled on the floor. It slipped over my head and I heard a small almost inaudible gasp from the door.

I spun around to see Alice staring at me, her eyes wide with shock and disgust.

"Alice, no! It's not...I mean. No, Alice. NO." Words fumbled out of my mouth trying to form a sentence as I walked toward her.

She held her hands up stopping me. "You mean you didn't sleep with my brother? You whore!"

I flinched. "Alice, please. It was an accident. We didn't mean to.."

"You know how I feel about people using me to get to my brother! I thought you were different, Bella. I really did. You disgust me." She turned and retreated down the hallway.

I followed her into the living room, tears spilling onto my face. My voice was pleading, "Ali. I never used you. You're my best friend. We were drunk. It was an accident!"

I stumbled back, a sharp pain residing on my cheek. It took me several seconds of staring at Alice to realize she had slapped me.

"Bella. Get the FUCK out of my house."

I don't know how I made it home. Everything from the moment I ran outside of the Cullen house to when I collapsed on my bed sobbing was a blur. I locked myself in my room only coming out when necessary. Telling Charlie I wasn't feeling well so I wouldn't have to go to school Monday or Tuesday. He was worried but he didn't push it, trusting that I'll tell him when I was ready. Charlie could never find out. No one can.

The school's tardy bell pulled me from my unpleasant reverie. I took another deep breath, grabbed my backpack, and joined the flow of students going inside.

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