Chapter 3 – Franada – How could you do that to me! AGAIN!
-Matthew's POV-
HOW COULD HE DO THIS TO ME! I-I know he has cheated on me before but he said h-he was drunk o-or something like that… but he had no excuse this time! I'm so mad at him! As you can tell I am extremely pissed off, and as you can probably tell Francis has cheated on me… This isn't the first time either. I HAVE LOST COUNT! Why do I stay with him…? "He's the only one that notices you," a small voice in the back of my head says.
Thumping on the sofa I can't stop the tears falling from my eyes lading onto my lap.
If it only affected me I would do what I always do. Wait for him to apologise and forgive him, but… but this involves my brother. HOW COULD I FORGIVE HIM OF THAT, NOT ONLY MESS WITH OUR RELATIONSHIP HE MESSES WITH AL'S TOO!
But he isn't the only one to blame. Why did Arthur sleep with him! I thought he was happy with Alfred! I swear when Francis comes back from his detention I'm going to- my ears hear the door unlocking and the sickly sweet accent of him echoing through our room.
"Mathieu! I'm back did you miss me?" I hear him laughing, "of course you did!" I don't respond, he had to come now, I'm still crying, I curl myself up into I tight ball. I don't love him anymore! He is just using me, I know he never means it when he says he is sorry, but I stay, because I have nobody else to turn to… but… I can't take it anymore. I'm going to break up with him... a-and then I'll-
"Matthew?" he sits next to me, putting his arm around me in a "loving" way. "What's wrong?"
"Why d-did you do it…" I stuttered, the tears still streaming.
He hugs me tightly, here come the excuse "Matthew… I'm so sorry! I don't know what happened."
"Is that it? Is that all you're going to say?" Inside, I feel like a bubbling volcano. Outside, my voice is quiet and I'm crying! No this isn't how this is supposed to be!
"What more do you want me to say?" he says, rather coldly. This is how I can tell I'm not in love anymore. He starts kissing my cheek and I move away from him, walking to the bedroom and I get my duffel bag and start filling it with my stuff, I suddenly feel his arms wrapped around me and I struggle, he whispers sweet poison in my ear.
"NO!" I cry again, "I can't take it anymore Francis-"
"I promise I can change."
"You said that last time! Francis I won't talk it anymore! I'm leaving you!"
Francis laughed at me, "Non, you love me Mathieu, you can't deny me" he starts kissing my neck and I push him away again. I hate it when he uses me like this! I'm not standing it for it anymore!
"I'm sorry Francis. I don't love you anymore. I'm leaving." His face changed, he didn't care…
"Fine, leave, I didn't love you anyway. I only went out with you cause I felt sorry for you." He walked out the room and I finished packing my stuff, tears falling from my eyes. What he said was probably true.
I heard the door to our, his room closing and I soon followed, with my bag of stuff. Maybe Al will let me sleep on his couch… I sigh, and walk to my brother's room, what if Arthur's there… how can I… sighing I walk to the library, maybe there I can find a quiet place and use my invisibility curse to not be seen and sleep there… More tears fall from my eyes; nothing is going how I wanted-
Suddenly I get knocked to the ground but a tall man with pure white hair, and red eyes.
-Gilberts POV-
"Oh, sorry, Matthew right," I help the person up then just realise that I knocked down Francis's boyfriend Matthew, and he is crying. "Hey, I'm sorry did I accidently hurt you? Shit, sorry…" Matthew looks at me his purple eyes teary.
"N-no it's not that… I'm sorry…" his tears keep falling, he has such a cute face it shouldn't be making that expression… how can I help…
"Hey, Matthew, do you wanna tell me what's wrong? We can go back to my room and talk about it, I'll make you some coffee or something, and it's just me in my room so you don't have to worry about anything." I give him my softest smile and he nods, his eyes hurt, it makes my heart ache.
And that is it, will Gilbert and Matt get together? And when will Matt tell Al?