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I was feeling sick to my stomach as I watched the clock on my bedside table angrily display the time "4:11 AM". I had been waiting for exactly thirty-one minutes since She ended the call with me. Yes, I had been counting. Maybe I was crazy. Maybe she wouldn't even come. I shifted uncomfortably in the position I was sitting in on my chair in the corner of the room. I felt like I was going to puke. What if- *bang bang bang!* My stomach dropped as I lurched to open the retched door that separated me from her. I closed my eyes and gripped the doorknob with trembling hands. Be a man. I swiftly opened the door to reveal what I had been dying, aching for. Her.
"Why are you looking at me like that? It's creepin' me out, Fredface."
I snapped out of the trance her eyes had lured me into immediately upon hearing her speak. I hadn't seen her in a month, and the sick feeling had disappeared the moment I saw her; she was the cure.
"Are you going to make me stand outside your door for eternity, or..?" she quips, swiftly entering my dorm as I stepped aside for her. It was like a shock to my system every time I saw her. She had me dumbfounded. And I was stupid enough to think that a 'girlfriend' would make me forget her and the feelings that came along with her. I shook my head and followed her into my room. For some reason I nearly gasped when I saw her climb onto my bed and bury herself into the sheets.
"So why am I here again?" Shit. Why had I summoned her here? What was I even supposed to say?
"I.. I can't.." The sad attempt at a sentence spilled out of my lips as she gave me the cutest look of pure confusion.
"You and Julia on the rocks or something?"
"We broke up."
"Oh. Well then what's up?"
I took a deep, frustrated breath. Could she honestly not figure it out? Maybe she didn't want to.
"Come closer." She says, catching me completely off guard. I obeyed, walking over to the bed and sitting down on the comforter.
"Just tell me. Can't be that bad." She says sternly, looking up at me with those damn eyes. At that moment, I looked deep into her eyes for the first time without being compelled to look away. They were a window to her soul, and they were too complex for me to even begin to understand.
"How am I supposed to tell someone that they're the cause of my fucking insomnia? That they're the reason I woke up my neighbors because I was screaming in my sleep. How?" The words came out of my mouth dryly, and without my consent. She looks at me and laughs. Laughs.
"That was a pretty good way to do it." I was a little pissed that she was taking this as if it were just a joke. It wasn't. She took a deep sigh, and a lock of her blond curls fell into her face as she sat up in the bed.
"I-"
"I know." She cuts me off. I give her a dumbfounded look. She rolled her eyes and let out a groan as she got up out of the bed and stood closely in front of me. I was still sitting down as she sat on my lap, wrapping her arms completely around my neck, and pressed her forehead against mine.
"I know." She repeats. "Me too, nub."
We look at each other, but we don't smile. Instead we're scared.
My whole body was trembling. We had been in this brutally comfortable position for nearly ten minutes, our foreheads pressed against each other, eyes closed. Just listening to the other breath. My eyes don't open when I feel her legs wrap around my waist. And they don't open when I feel her press a soft, sloppy kiss to my lips. I responded immediately by gripping her back so tightly that it probably hurt her. I felt the ends of the silky curls that fell down her back tickle my fingers, as I moved my hands further up her back. And for some reason it set me on fire. I felt her tongue enter my mouth. And in that moment, I knew that some day.. maybe far into the future.. I would be with her for the rest of my life. I would be able to call her mine forever. The thought exhilarated me. She raked her nails through my hair once more before pulling away agonizingly slow. Only then did my eyes finally open. And were met with the most beautiful sight ever available to me. Her, and the maze that made up those starling azure eyes.
We said nothing the rest of the night, taking comfort in the fact that we would both be sleeping soundly from now on.
"Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to a new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom. Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same."
- Anonymous
