A/N: Hi! I can't believe you guys! 34 reviews! That made me smile! What does canon mean? It confuses me.

The Diary of Kyo Sohma.

12/12/13 (almost Christmas! XD)

So...I told Tohru that I didn't like her...

It was horrible! Her eyes got all dewy like she was about to cry but she just smiled and told me that she didn't mind. She sounded so sad! Her voice was shaking! God! I'm a idiot!

I must've really hurt her! She hasn't came out her room for hours!

If I tell her I lied about not liking her, she'll just go back to blushing and avoiding me but if I don't she just going to keep crying.

I don't want to make her cry.

I have no idea what to do. Everything just seems to get worse! I just keep on making mistake after mistake!

It'd be better if I were Yuki. He always knows what to do. He wouldn't hurt her. He might make her happy. I don't deserve Tohru. I'm just the cat.

Maybe it'd be better if I just left.

From Kyo

A/N: I don't know what to write next! Please help me! If you do I'll put you in my new story! Its about Ayame, Hatori and Shigure in school. I haven't posted it yet so...Just keep an eye out! Also I need names! Japanese! Give me ideas!