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Blair was getting ready, concerned about her appearence.
Fat, that dress makes you FAT, didn't you learn that you can't wear that kind of clothes? Awful fat bitch.
Blair was trying to ignore it, and eat everything Chuck could give her. And not purging afterwards. Chuck entered the bathroom, worried that she was doing something stupid like wondering if she looked good or not. When he entered the restroom and saw her posing to the mirror, he held her.
" You look beautiful." He whispered in her ear.
" Thank you, Chuck." She said smiling and kissing his right hand. He turned her around and kissed her softly.
" Remember what I told you. You look beautiful and you can eat all that. Okay?" He asked, gently. Chuck was such a gentleman. He had changed. Better, Blair changed him.
" You will be there to remind me." She tried to assure herself. He nodded.
" Come, they must be waiting."
" Chuck?" He looked at her once again and saw fear in her eyes. " yes, Blair?"
" I need to call you master?"
" Yes, but don't worry, I don't see you like a slave." She nodded and he smirked. " You are much more gorgeous actually. And hotter." He dared himself to say. She chuckled.
" Pervert." He smiled and kissed her. " My pervert." He took her hand and lead her through the stairs. The room was huge, music playing. The king and queen were already sitting. Serena appeared running, with a brown haired boy, probably Dan. In the table was also a well-looking blonde, Nathaniel, she guessed.
She sat down next to Chuck and stared at the food. It all seemed so perfect. And Blair didn't deserve perfection, did she? No, of course she did not. It was bulimia talking with her and she knew it, but she couldn't shut her out. Her only company for so many years. She couldn't let go.
" You must be Blair." Lily said, gently.
" Yes, pleasure Majesty." Blair said politely like always. Bart smiled at the petite brunette.
" I like her." The king told Lily. " She seems, different..." Blair smiled softly. It was going well, she thought. Then she stopped thinking like that, because it always happens shit when everything is going ok.
" Me too." The woman said. Nate looked at Serena and Dan with jealousy. it was obvious he had feeling for the blonde princess. But Serena wasn't like that.
" Well, you may start eating." At the word eating, Blair shivered. She hated food. It made her sick. Literally.
The meal went well. They were all talking and Blair even opened up a bit. She felt so home with this people. More than she ever felt with her parents. Well, at least with her father. But she wouldn't think about that. The Kings were loving Blair. She was so polite, pure and... innocent. Chuck was relieved everything turned out good. Serena even shared a kiss or two with Dan. Nathaniel was feeling alone, so he whispered to Chuck 'Do you wanna go smoke something outside?'
Chuck nodded to his former best friend, which smirked. They excused themselves and went to the garden.
" So, what's the deal with Blair?" He asked to dark haired boy.
" She's so perfect, Nate, really. I mean, she is so different."
" She's hot too." Chuck's eyes narrowed. " I didn't mean it like that. But she is pretty, admit it." Chuck nodded. " Yes, she is. But don't you dare to try something with her."
" Because she is your slave."
" No, because she is too good for you." And for me too, Chuck thought, with sorrow. Nate just laughed and smoked the joint.
Meanwhile, Blair was socialising with Lily about girl things and with Bart about business. She was really smart for a slave. She felt that they were apreciating her presence and it made her unusually glad. But she missed Chuck. Where was he?
He left you, fat whore. Her mind spoke. Her insecurities were back in a while. Serena must have realized something was off with Blair, because she had her 'pity-concerned' eyes. Blair forced a smile that didn't reach her eyes and Serena seemed to let it all go. Thank God. Dan was really smart too. He read tons of books and usually brought that up. Blair was trying to be interested. But she still could feel the food on her stomach.
Pathetic, Blair. I let you a bit free and you screw up everything we worked for. FAT bitch, purge that, now.
Blair shook her head and held back tears. " Are you alright, Blair?" Lily asked. Bart seemed concerned too, in his own way.
" I'm not feeling so good. May I be excused for a second?" Both the man and the woman nodded and Blair smiled greatfully.
When she reached the bathroom, she lay on the cold floor, crying. Chuck would be so disappointed. However, if this killed her it'd be fine to everyone. There were 4 billion people in this world, no one needed her. Not even Chuck, her boyfriend, was there. Where was he?
She threw up all the contents of her stomach and she hated it. She hated the feeling of emptiness that took over her. When she looked at the toilet, she saw some blood in there. She purged... blood? That wasn't good.
She cried her eyes out for lots of time until her eyelashes closed slowly and painfully.
When Chuck got back in the table with Nathaniel, he saw Blair was gone. " Where is Blair?" He asked to her step-mother and father.
" She said she wasn't feeling alright, so she went to the restroom." Dammit Blair!
When he got there, he saw her lying on the floor. His blood went cold. What was wrong with her? She had never passed out before. He glanced at the blood on the toilet. Oh, my, God, was that Blair's? She was pushing herself to the edge.
He told his parents he had to go now and so Blair would go with him. He laid her on the bed and lay besides her.
When she finally opened her brown eyes, she found Chuck crying. Chuck never cried. " I'm okay." She whispered. He hugged her so tight she didn't even know how could she breath.
" I'm sorry." She told him. She needed to stop doing that, it wasn't her fault.
" No, I'm sorry." He said, bitterly. " I told you I'd be with you. And I wasn't. I lied. I let you down. I'm so sorry, Blair. I was so scared of losing you."
" I felt so alone." She admitted. " I hated it. I hated my mind telling me I had eaten too much. And I was waiting for you to tell me I was beautiful, like you always do. And hold me. But you never came." One single tear slid down her cheek. " I felt left behind, Chuck."
" I know, I apologise. You don't deserve any of this. it's all my fault. I screwed up. Bad." She looked down. He kissed her forehead. " I'm so damn sorry." He whispered and he sounded mad. But Blair knew better. She knew he wasn't mad at her, but at himself. And she was letting him blame it all on himself. She was being selfish. She couldn't be selfish with him. She loved him.
" I still love you, Chuck." He gazed into her eyes and kissed her softly. " Please, never leave again." He nodded.
" I won't, I promise." She kissed his lips once again. " And you told me you loved me." She thought about the reply for a second.
" Yes, I did. I told you the truth. I love you, Charles Bass. I'll always love you. And that will ruin me, but I'll never stop thinking about you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. You are the best thing that ever happened to me." He smiled.
" I was so scared." He told her.
" Of what?"
" Of you, of everyone. I wouldn't let anyone in. Not even close to that. But you were so pure. You're the closest to heaven I'll ever be Blair. You are an angel." She chuckled. " You are." She blushed.
" You are such a sweet mother-chucker."
" Mother-Chucker?" He laughed at her. She nodded. " You are so damn perfect." He kissed her with all the passion a kiss could have. it was sweet and tender and she started unbottoning his shirt.
" Are you sure, Blair? I don't want to rush this." She nodded. "I'm sure, but please be gentle. I'm a virgin, remember?" Only her to make the situation fun.
He kissed her neck slowly. She was aching for him, desire filling her fragile body. She grabbed his hair and kissed him, his tongue and hers playing for control. She rolled on the top of him and zipped off his pants, looking at his gorgeous muscled body. This boy would be the death of her.
He started touching her. He took off her dress and got rid of the bra. She was only on her panties. He traded positions, so he was on command. She kissed his neck and took off his underwear. He did the same.
" I love you."
" I love you."
And soon, they became one.
When Blair woke up she was naked, her back against his front. She smiled. She could get used to this kind of mornings. She felt like singing. It was the perfect first time. She loved everything of it. She hoped Chuck did too.
Of course he didn't, you're fat. Blair was suddenly concerned.
" It was perfect, so whatever you are worrying about, stop it. I loved this." He didn't even open his freaking beautiful eyes.
" How did you know?"
" Your breath changes when that thoughts consume you. I know tons about that." She pecked his lips. " You are beautiful."
" That's because you're not looking at me." Blair said, smiling. He opened his eyes.
" Nope, still beautiful" She laughed and blushed a bit.
" You need to stop doing that?"
" What?" He asked innocently.
" You know what!" She whinned. " Making me blush. Complimenting me. Lying and telling it was good. it's annoying." His smile dropped and put his hands on her waist. He could feel her hipbones.
" You are gorgeous, Blair. And it was amazing. Awesome. Legendary. Poetic. I know lots of adjectives. I can't even describe it." She blushed once again. " More than all that, you look cute when you blush." She laughed and kissed him.
" This night was awesome." She whispered. He nodded. " I wouldn't mind repeating it."
" Oh, our little Blair is becoming naughty. I like it!" She smirked and kissed him slowly and painfully. Her hand was on his abs. He was feeling so in need. And so was she, she needed him. She needed to know he was there. He and her were one. She needed the assurance.
And after he gave it to her, they both got up and she showered and helped the other slaves cleaning the house up. Of course he told her she didn't need to. But she didn't find it fair to leave the hard work to all the other girls. Gorgeous girls, btw.
Blair read a little that day too. And hang out with Serena. Those two were getting closer and closer. Blair considered the blonde a sister and Serena did so too.
Nathaniel and Chuck hang out a bit too. And Blair was with them too, because Chuck didn't want to leave her by herself in the huge house. Her mind could play tricks with her. She had eaten and all that, but he knew it was hard to let go.
They didn't say they loved each other anymore that week. They didn't need to. Their kiss proved it, their nights together, their cuddles, their jokes, their trust. It was amazing- Blair felt amazing. And Chuck was changing. Nate wasn't liking this change that much because he needed a friend to be stupid with. And Chuck has always been that friend. Nate was trying to get to Serena, but she loved Dan and didn't want anything to do with Nathaniel.
" Come and catch me, you slug." Blair dared the raven haired boy to chase her. When he catched her, he kissed her neck and whispered " You're mine." against it.
Those little gestures of affection were growing stronger and stronger every single day and they were getting closer. Blair would tell him whenever Bulimia came back and he would help her too.
But the peace wouldn't last long.
" Charles, I need to talk to you." Bart told his son, seriously.
" Yes, father?"
" You're getting married next month. She's a princess from London."
And that was when it all got complicated.
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