Welcome back. Let me make some things clear. I know that some might think that Rachel shouldn't be romantically involved with the two girls, but this is fanfiction, so anything that the author writes is the way it's going to be. If you don't like it you don't have to read it. You could wait for future stories that involve characters you like. Secondly, a majority of this story is a flashback. The beginning when Rachel was pregnant was years after high school. Now it's back to high school due to the sentence about Quinn thinking back to where it all begins. It is a Fabezberry story, so you get a lot of Quinntana in the beginning, then the rest you get a mixture of Quinntana, Faberry, and Pezberry. Everything clear? If not feel free to write your questions in the review or inbox me on Tumblr. Thank you.
This chapter starts at the Lima Bean the jumps a couple months.
As soon as they walked into the Lima Bean, they instantly heard, "Quinn! Santana!" and Rachel Berry motioning them toward her table in the back, where she was sitting with Brittany. Quinn groaned and Santana smiled at the girl. Quinn thought they were going to get their coffees but instead Santana turned to her and asked, "You know what I like right?" The blonde just nodded and Santana went to sit with her friends. Quinn ordered herself and Santana their coffees and arrived at the table in the back hearing, "Oh Santana you have to join glee club it's so much fun! Right Brittany?" The taller blonde just smiled and nodded.
Quinn's eyes widened at the statement. "Britt, you're in glee club? Since when?"
"Since yesterday. Rachel and I have gym together and she told me that they dance a lot. So I figured that since I love dancing and they do a lot of dancing that it would be fun. And it was." She smiled at Rachel.
"That's right. We dance, sing, and compete with other schools. It's so much fun." Rachel told the girls excitedly.
"But that club is for losers. I'm a Cheerio. I can't be seen in that club." Quinn said coldly. Rachel looked hurt.
"Q, I'm a Cheerio and I'm in the club. I also convinced some of the football players to join. It'll be fun, trust me."
Quinn looked back and forth between Santana, who was playing with the lid of her coffee, and Rachel who was looking up at her with pleading eyes.
"San, what do you think of this?"
Santana looked up tired and confused. "Huh? What are we talking about? Sorry I'm still tired from this hardcore work out that I did earlier." She smirked at Quinn.
Quinn blushed and explained, "Britt and Berry want us to join glee club."
"Oh sure, I'm in." She smiled at Rachel and Brittany. Quinn felt something in the air between the two brunettes and agreed to join for two reasons. The first being that she wants to be with Santana at all times and the second to keep the hobbit away from her girlfri-…friend. She was surprised to see how casual Rachel and Santana were being toward each other.
"So San, when did you and Berry become friends?"
Before the girl could answer Rachel jumped in, "Well, Quinn, I ran into her at the party I hosted this summer. I took care of her when she drank too much and let her sleep in my bed. Oh, and when she asked for my number on Thursday we've been texting nonstop."
Santana just shrugged when Quinn looked at her confused. "Oh, well we have things to do today so see you around, Britt," She nodded in Rachel's direction, "Berry," then pulled Santana to her car. As soon as they got in she pulled the brunette in to a rough, possessive kiss that caught the girl off guard.
"Q don't start something you can't finish." She said slightly out of breath.
The blonde stared into her eyes with pure lust. "Then take us back to your house."
It had been a week since their established friendship with benefits. All week they would subtly work each other up then go home after school and have sex all which ways they could until one of them had to go home and actually get homework done. Today was different though. It was after lunch when Quinn had English and Santana had Spanish. Since she only took the class for an easy A she was constantly bored, so today she decided to text Quinn.
San: Q what r u doing rn?
Q: Learning about précis. Bored.
San: I could help u out w/ that (;
Q: How so?
San: How important r ur priests?
Q: My PRÈCIS r simple and don't need much of my attention now. Help me.
San: Meet me in the jc in 5. Knock x2
After five minutes, both girls excused themselves to the bathroom. Quinn knocked twice and was tugged into the closet by the front of her Cheerios uniform. She was met with a needy kiss and an even needier Santana grinding against her spanks covered cock.
"Fuck baby I need you do bad." She whimpered into the blonde's ear, then sucked the lobe into her mouth. As she trailed kissed down her neck she heard Quinn growl into her ear, grab her ass and pull her against her body, grinding ever harder into her. Quickly getting rid of the spanks, Quinn pushed Santana against the wall as she wrapped her legs around her waist. She teased the girl by rubbing the tip of her dick against her throbbing clit.
"Baby please." The brunette whimpered. "Q, seriously if you don't-" Her sentence was cut off by a loud moan. Quinn pulled her hand up and held it against Santana's mouth to avoid being heard. She started thrusting faster and harder when she felt Santana suck her finger into her mouth. Twirling her tongue around it, she moaned and the vibrations went straight to Quinn's dick, almost making her blow her load. Santana was close, so she pulled her closer by the back of her neck and brought her into a hungry kiss. Their tongues danced on the insides of each other's mouths. The brunette came instantly when Quinn took her bottom lip into her mouth and started suckling and biting. The clenching coming from her friend almost made Quinn cum inside of her, but not wanting to risk anything, Santana hopped off of the girl and dropped to her knees. She suckled on the tip before taking her in her mouth. The vibrations of the moans from tasting the two of them together came up from Santana's throat and straight through Quinn's entire body. Soon she was filling up the girl's mouth with her cum.
"Shit you're good at that." She said as the girl got up from her spot on the floor.
"I can't make it after school today." Santana announced.
"Why's that?"
"I'm hanging out with Rachel."
"Oh so you're ditching me for Manhands?" Quinn asked, clearly angry.
"Don't call her that, she's my friend. She's really cool when you get to know her. And we hang out every day. You can have one day off." She said as they both put their spanks back on.
"Fine. Go ahead."
As Santana went to leave, Quinn pulled her into a passionate kiss and slowly rubbed her clit inside of her panties. She pulled away, sucked her finger into her mouth and moaned, "Just showing you what you're missing out on." Quinn smirked as she exited the closet, leaving Santana high and dry…or wet.
It had been three months since that day. It had been almost routine. They would meet in the janitor's closet every day, alternating periods everyday to not raise any suspicion; then after school they would go to each other's houses. For the first few weeks Santana would hang out with Rachel and leave Quinn on her own. She usually sent her dirty pictures but it wasn't the same. Quinn was invited to tag along and learned to tolerate Rachel. She still didn't see why Santana liked the girl so much.
Quinn was finally tired of being friends with benefits. It wasn't enough for her. She needed to talk to Santana and she needed to talk to her soon. She wanted to treat her like her girlfriend. It was last period. All she needed to do was get through glee club then she could pour her heart out to the girl. She'd joined the club along with Santana the Monday after they were invited. She was glad that it wasn't completely filled with losers. Mike Chang and Matt Rutherford were there along with Brittany. Puck had joined much to Santana's dismay. He was constantly hitting on her trying to get her to sleep with him again. Unfortunately Finn had joined too. She was expecting him to bug her about why she broke up with him but he seemed to move on to Rachel. With him distracting Manhands she could have Santana all to herself…or so she thought. Apparently Finn wasn't enough of a distraction. She's just grateful that he's trying to keep her off the market so Santana wouldn't go after her.
She was distracted the whole time thinking about what she was going to say to Santana. Does she come right out and say it? Does she lead up to it? She was frustrated about the situation. Maybe I should just take what I can get and not ruin things between us by getting feelings involved. No, I've been doing that for three months. I don't want to hurt anymore. She noticed glee had ended and it was just her and Santana in the room.
"You waited for me?" She asked
"Of course, how else are we gonna get you to my house?" Quinn seemed disappointed at the answer. It told her that Santana really was only in this for the sex. Maybe I really shouldn't tell her.
"Do you have alcohol?" She questioned the brunette.
"Of course. How does Captain sound?"
"Great."
They got back to Santana's house and immediately got to it. Santana had Quinn pressed up against the door and was kissing her passionately. She was rubbing Quinn's cock through her spanks. Quinn was getting into it when she remembered that she needed to tell Santana. Or I could do it a little later. She thought before she lifted the girl up and brought her to the couch.
"Let's go get the alcohol." Santana smirked as she got up from under the blanket, walking to the kitchen as naked as the day she was born. Without even trying to hide it, Quinn just watched and enjoyed the view of a very nude Santana pouring drinks. She smirked and winked once she was caught.
They had been sitting, drinking, and watching more movies on Netflix when Quinn gained the courage, well liquid courage, to grab Santana by the waist and pull her back flush against her front so they were laying down in a spooning position. The brunette felt really confused. She thought the girl was going to try some different way of taking her from behind but instead she just pressed a lingering kiss to her cheek and cuddled her. Wasn't not acting coupley a rule? She thought to herself. She tried scooting forward, but the blonde just held on tighter.
"Q, I'm getting a refill, need one?" She turned around to face the girl. Instead of getting an answer right away she felt a soft kiss being placed on her lips. It wasn't any kind of kiss that could lead anywhere, just a soft kiss that was full of meaning.
"That would be great, baby, thank you." She smiled at the girl. Santana just raised an eyebrow and took the girl's cup. What's with Q. I doubt she's that drunk. She thought to herself as she made them more drinks.
When she got back Quinn hadn't done anything more. They had just finished watching Sixteen Candles when the blonde noticed a warm hand on her appendage, lightly stroking it. Santana pushed Quinn to lay down on her back so she could properly straddle her. They met half way into a slow kiss and an equally slow grind. Quinn was really getting into it when she felt wetness on her cheeks. She looked up to find Santana crying, most likely from the alcohol.
"San, what's wrong?" She asked as she hugged the girl and rubbed her back.
"It's nothing let's get back to it. I'm so wet for you, baby." She slurred unconvincingly through a sob. Yep, definitely weepy-drunk Santana.
"San, it's okay. Talk to me." She said to the crying girl. Luckily Quinn didn't drink that much of her refill so she managed to sober up a bit.
"I just…ugh…you're so goddamn beautiful, you know? Like I know I'm hot but am I not enough? I really liked it when you cuddle me after sex and before the movie when you did it without us having to have sex. I only push you off and make it seem like this is only sex, but I just really want to do all that lame coupley shit with you. Do you know how hot we would be together? You just only want me for sex and it sucks because I want to be with you." She sobbed into the blonde's shoulder.
Quinn was shocked. She hadn't expected this from Santana at all.
"Please say something." Santana whimpered from her shoulder. She hadn't realized that she wasn't talking. She leaned in and kissed the brunette instead of telling her what she was planning all day. The kiss was full of passion and spoke volumes.
"I'm so glad you said that," the blonde smiled at Santana, "but we need to talk about this when you're sober. I need you to hear clearly what I'm saying."
Santana nodded sadly. She thought that Quinn was telling her they needed to end it. They went upstairs to go to bed. Quinn tried to cuddle her but was pushed off. Santana stifled a sob as they drifted asleep.
Santana had been the first one to wake up. She was extremely nervous about talking to Quinn. Should I pretend it didn't happen? Should I play it off like I was drunk and didn't know what I was saying? She couldn't sit and wait for the blonde to wake up so she started cleaning the downstairs. After that, the blonde still wasn't awake so she made breakfast.
Quinn had woken up the same time Santana did but pretended she was asleep. She needed to think out how to plan this. Do I tell her how I feel or wait for her to say something? She couldn't think about what to do. Her mind was indecisive. As soon as she smelled the bacon cooking in the frying pan she had to get up. She knew if she didn't go down now Santana would wait for her to come down to eat and she definitely didn't want them to eat a reheated breakfast.
"Good morning, sunshine." Santana deadpanned as she stared at Quinn's bedhead. She even looks flawless when she first wakes up. She handed the girl a cup of coffee and resumed cooking breakfast.
"Morning." Quinn put on her sleepy voice to make it seem as if she had actually been sleeping all morning. They ate their breakfast in silence.
"Q." "San" They both said at the same time. They laughed and Quinn continued.
"We should talk about last night."
"Q, its fine. I was drunk. I had no idea what I was saying." Quinn didn't believe her. She didn't believe herself.
"It doesn't matter. We need to end this. We can't be friends anymore." Santana looked at her with bewilderment.
"Q, I didn't mean it. I like what we have. Don't end it because I'm stupid."
"You didn't let me finish, we need to end it because I can't be just friends with you anymore. I need to be more or I can't be around you. Last night, you said I was 'so goddamn beautiful.' Have you looked at yourself? You're the most beautiful person at McKinley. The most beautiful person in the world. This friendship isn't working for me. I've been just friends with you since we met at cheer camp. And when we decided on the benefits, I was ecstatic because I would get to kiss you so often. Do you know how much I love kissing you? It's one of my favorite activities. I love it so much that I want to do it every time I see you. But I can't because we agreed that we only kiss during sexual activities. I thought I could live with it until someone came along and snatched you up or someone me. I realized that I don't want to be with anyone else but you. I thought I could live with our arrangement, but I can't any longer. I want to break our rules all the time. I want to wake up and kiss you; and say 'good morning, baby,' without having to have sex with you after. I love having sex with you but I don't want it to always be about sex. I want to cuddle you with clothes on. I want to hold your hand as much as possible. I want to send you cute, cheesy text messages that will make you smile and call me a corny idiot. When we're both ready I want to walk down those halls, holding your hand, and say you're mine, so that people will stop flirting with you. I want the chance to fall in love with you while calling you mine and not standing on the side lines watching you be with someone else. It would break my heart. And most importantly, I want to call you mine. In the future I want to introduce you as Santana my girlfriend." She took a deep breath and waited for Santana's response. Every second that passed made her heart clench harder. She got up and walked to the front door to leave. Maybe she was just drunk, talking out of her ass. I've just ruined everything, she thought as she tried to wipe away the tears that were slowly streaming down her cheeks. Her hand was on the door knob when she felt herself being turned around. Plump lips were on hers and she felt a tongue parting her lips. Santana's arms wrapped around her waist as she kissed her. Quinn brought her hands up to Santana's cheeks. The brunette was kissing her as if it was her last chance to ever do so. This kiss wasn't anything sexual. It was the kiss that told Quinn 'I meant everything I said last night'. They stopped their liplock once air became an issue.
"I meant everything I said last night. I didn't get to finish thought. Quinn Fabray, I love you. You don't need to say it back. I've loved you since the first time I saw you. Your eyes captivated me. They were all I could think about the first two days of cheer camp. When we were partnered up for the exercises I knew it was a miracle. Nothing could get them out of my head even after I talked to you. I think about them when you're not with me. How during the summer time they get the most beautiful shade of brown and during the winter they're the greenest they'll ever be. Just know that I want all of those same things. I love everything about you. It made me love you more when you opened up to me about your dick. I will gladly be yours if you'll be mine in return. Again, you don't have to say it back, but I love you more than anything and I'll be here with you while you're falling. I'll be the one to catch you."
Quinn smiled at the girl with tears in her eyes. "Santana Diabla Lopez, will you be my girlfriend?"
"Only if you'll be mine Lucy Quinn Fabray. I love you." She said after she kissed the blonde.
"You caught me a long time ago, baby. I love you too." Santana's heart swelled as she kissed Quinn. It felt like their very first kiss.
"Now let's get upstairs so I can make love to my girlfriend."
Quinn was dragged up the stairs by her hand. Santana kicked the door shut and wrapped her arms around the blonde's waist. As their tongues practiced the familiar dance they found their way to the bed. Before getting on it, they stripped down to their underwear. Quinn laid Santana down on her back as they continued to kiss. She took off the bra of the girl beneath her before doing the same to herself. They moaned in unison as their bare chests came in contact. Quinn kissed down the column of Santana's throat and she slid off both of their underwear.
Quinn tried trailing kisses down her body, but was pulled back up. Santana was too eager to make love to her newly founded girlfriend for what would be the first time. Quinn knew.
She slid the tip of her erection into Santana's entrance. "I love you so much, baby." She whispered as she entered her girlfriend all the way. They both moaned loudly.
It was slow and sweet. They stared into each other's eyes as their hips met with each thrust. They would kiss occasionally but their moans would get in the way of that. It was the only time they broke eye contact. Quinn's thrusts started getting a little harder so Santana wrapped her legs around her waist. They were both close.
"Fuck, Quinn." Santana cried as she came. Quinn spurt her seed deep inside of Santana, painting her walls with cum.
Quinn pulled out and laid down next to her girlfriend. The brunette turned to face her. Santana wiped away the tear that trickled down Quinn's cheek as she looked at her lover with concern written on her face.
The blonde intertwined their fingers and kissed the back of Santana's hand. "I'm fine, baby. I'm just really happy with what happened today."
Santana kissed the girl. "I love you," she smiled, "all this love is making me tired. Let's take a nap then watch sappy Lifetime movies and cuddle on the couch all day."
"Okay, lazy-lovey-Saturday it is." Quinn said as she wrapped her arms around her girlfriend.
Everything was going so right.
Sorry this took so long to update. I had a bunch of distractions. But how did you like it? Let me know in a review or on my tumblr (lostcarlos). I am taking prompt requests for future fics. They can be one shots or full on stories. They can be any Fapezberry pairing (Quinntana, Pezberry, Faberry). Let me know on tumblr for those. Thanks for reading and I hope you stick around for more.
-Racheal
