This kind of long, I wanted to it to be longer but you guys don't deserve it! XD I know I'm evil... yes I'm sorry but that's how life is...
*Puts shield from readers* *Sticks tongue out*
Enjoy, BTW two Lucy's Pov's (Heartfilia the Heart) - Kinda confusing!
Chapter Five
|Lucy Heartfilia's POV|
It's been a long week since Natsu had disappeared and I just know I've been pacing back forth on what me and Levy had concluded.
Last night waking up for a mid night snack, I had found my ink pen moving on it's own on the novel that I have already written, It was quick but also sweet and an idea I had come up with, it was called 'Bringing you Back'.
I checked to see what my pen had written and it almost sent me over the edge. My character Lucy Heart was talking to My Natsu, as in not Drag but Dragneel.
What was he doing in my story?
Woah… What?
This makes no sense… Me and Levy kept observing
'So this is the spell you used' she asked pointing in the book
I nodded my head
'Lucy you did it wrong…the spell was suppose to make him realize you like him right away but it went wrong so now he is sent into you're book to try to figure it out, To come back he has to realize his feelings" she explained, I gaped at her.
"Natsu… Has to figure it out, How is he gonna do that. His Natsu" I hissed under my breath, my nervousness was getting the best of me.
I sat down on my desk, the pen began moving on it's own again and so I decided to read what My Natsu and that Lucy were doing.
'Natsu Dragneel was walking side by side Lucy as they left the guild both laughing at something.
"You're not being serious, that's me" Natsu chuckled softly bumping Lucy's shoulder
"Yep.." she answered hitting him back popping the 'P'
"I look way too serious" Natsu concluded. "Right!" Lucy agreed and smiled, it was just like her Natsu used to be! God how she missed hanging out with his carefree attitude.
Natsu bumped her one more time and this time she almost tripped and fell but before she could Natsu held a firm grip on her waist catching her, easily. She blushed as her red glasses fell to the ground and they stayed at that position. Her ears turned that color, even her nose, she was a walking red head Natsu flashed her a boyish grin before placing her steadily on the ground, bending to the ground picking up her glasses.
He placed in into her hands, their skin brushing softly against each other.
Lucy yelped
"You are so cute" Natsu laughed "You blush a lot, more than my Lucy" he leaned in, "But you smell a bit different from her".
Natsu hadn't notice the effect that he was doing to Lucy who was on the verge of fainting by now, she frantically told him that they needed to hurry and go to the mission before they were late.
"Roger that" Natsu mocked following Lucy to their new Job'.
I twitched angrily
Is my Natsu flirting with that Lucy?
He called her cute…? He Never called me cute before and I do blush more than he realizes, I just cover it up with anger, and yell or even hit him so he won't notice.
Gah! I just hope that Lucy doesn't fall for Natsu, I mean her Natsu used to be just like that…!
That's why it's called 'Bringing you back' Her Natsu was like my Natsu but he changed when some stuff happened to him and the guild, it's romance and comedy book, also on the drama side too and a hint of Adventure to it.
I'm still furious, She better not fall for him.. he is mines!
I made her and I can erase her if she gets in the way
"I think you need to calm down Lucy" Happy observed my clenched fists
"You can't just erase her, she helps Natsu" he explained and unfortunately he was right… Now Happy was giving me advice, I'm losing it big time.
I just want Natsu to come home already because I miss him so much, reading about him doesn't make the loneliness go away, matter-fact it strengths it. I got jealous at my own character, Yea I needed a major cool down.
"What am I going to tell everyone at the guild? That I put a spell on Natsu because I loved him and wanted him to realize he had the same feelings for me" I asked happy pacing once again, There is no way in hell I was going to say something that embarrassing.
I already made an excuse and told them that he had been sick but no one can be sick forever, people at the guild will start getting suspicious and I did not want that.
Happy flew at my pace
"I don't know" he shrugged
I glared at him.
"Wow You are so helpful Happy" I said rather rudely than sarcastically, I didn't mean it.
It's just the jealousy that's talking, Happy shot an eyebrow at me
"I'm sorry that came out wrong" I apologized
"Lucy Natsu's not that stupid… He'll figure it out eventually, he can't stay in that book forever because if he does…." He didn't bother finish the sentence because I knew.
If he didn't figure out his feeling by the end of the book, when Drag and Heart find out their love for each other he was going to vanish.
As in disappear from the book and this world and trust me I did not want that to happen, not at all and the worsts part of it was that I had no idea how to communicate with him, I can't just rewrite the book it would ruin everything.
God! I hope Natsu's smart enough to figure out his feelings for me, then a small voice lurked from the back of my thoughts that haunted me 'What if he doesn't have feelings to realize to'.
That sudden question was like a pit in the bottom of my stomach and I wanted it gone but it wouldn't go away, it felt like hole was planted right on my heart, deepening the guilt and settling an uneasy vulnerable feeling that lurched through my stomach.
What if Natsu never thought of me as more than a friend then it would be my fault if he vanished, I'd have to live with that for my whole life.
What was I thinking putting a spell on that letter?
Natsu's life is based on him liking me or not? Aww hell… this is not good! not good at all.
Suddenly I felt sick, my feet became weak, I held on to the chair for support
"Lucy?" Happy's concerned voice was loud but yet so far as if distant…
In a far away land that I wanted to reach to him but couldn't no matter how much I tried, his voice faded along with his image, all I could hear was the flapping of his wings.
Natsu's 'Life' depended on him loving me or not…?
This is all my fault!
What am I going to do?
Sweat trickled down my forehead, my blonde hair felt sticky against my skin, and my throat held a lump, my mouth dry and and my skin turned pale.
"Lucy snap out of it" Happy yelled, I heard the worry in his voice but I feel like I can't really see him even though he was standing flying inches from my face, my vision blurred for a second.
I shook my head but that only created a headache just when I opened my mouth to tell Happy I was fine and be tough to tell him to go home.
I'll be alright and that I could take care of myself…
My body began to dissolve, falling to the ground. I don't know how hard I hit my head but I knew it was hard enough for me to black out.
Everything blurry just tuned out and turned black and even though I was in pain, I was only thinking about one and one thing only 'Natsu'.
|Lucy Heart's POV|
"God you're so weak" Dragneel teased, I glared at him
"Wow thank so much for the compliment" I said sarcastically, he sighed as if remembering something he missed badly.
"What?"
"Oh nah. It' s something my Lucy would say" he smiled, Dragneel didn't realized it but he talked about Lucy more than he should.
So oblivious of it, he smiles at the thought of Lucy like she was best thing in the world. I'd say he already loves her but the idiot was too stupid to even know, Just like my used to be Natsu. He didn't even know how to kiss or anything about dates but now he was a world known player.
Sitting back at the guild,I took out another new romance book, Dragneel looked at me in disbelief.
"You seriously need help? You read way too much" he explained
"Hey just like you eat too much, I read too much" I winked, he smiled
"I'll just go mingle around while you read you're lovey-dovey book" he waved his hand as he walked over to bar ordering food and drinks, I thought he said mingle.
Typical Natsu!
'Liam you know I love you, Just please say it back to me' she screamed and his steps faltered, turning his head his dark blue eyes glimmered at her. Then he smirked 'I love you Sierra, You just didn't know' he shrugged but the look in his eyes where as true as she seen them. She ran to jump into his arms, he caught her swirling her around. 'God you're so hot' he flicked her a boyish grin before leaning forward to her pink lips..-
A voice cleared their throat, You have got to be kidding me! Just when he was about to kiss her.
My gaze left the book (Unfortunately) and looked way up to the flying blue creature, it was Happy.
"Yes?" I asked cocking my head, He sighed rudely as if he didn't want to talk to me, well hell I didn't want to talk to you either.
"Natsu needs you in his office pronto. He doesn't have time to waist" he ordered
"Why?"
"Just go. Okay" he snapped, I flinched getting up bringing my book along.
Did you figure it out? Happy changed over the years too, his not as nice as he used to be… Both were my one my closest friends but they drifted away, their personalities chaging as every year passed.
I walked quickly going to the sixth floor, I think I jogged because I was there in a matter of seconds.
I did this secret knock that me and Natsu had created when we were little, he always spent time at the mansion with me, I guess it was an old habit.
"Come in" his strict voice boomed from the other side, my palms began sweating as I turned the door knob. Opening it to a huge office where Natsu sat in his chair, black suit on him, Gelled hair and fancy shoes, he looked so sophisticated and rich as if he only wore silk.I took a seat in front of his desk, Silence fell over.
Yep complete and utter silence.
He sighed heavily the stared at me, his eyes traced my body from bottom to top until his deep piercing green eyes held my brown ones.
He saw that book in my hand and he smiled but it was small as it disappeared away. "Lucy…" His voice began and I blushed, the way he says my name.
I just want to hear it again and again until I get tired of it.
"Hmm"
"Who is that guy you're hanging around so much with?" He asked, he had a hint of irritation to his voice.
"Which guy?" I decided to respond only playing around
"The one with the black hair, green eyes and weird outfit, his hairs all spiky like mines used to be" he explained. "Oh" was my reply
"Well…" he said patiently
"His a really awesome friend" I smiled brightly, I can't help but to not! I mean Dragneel is so much fun!
"What's his name?" he cocked an eyebrow, Why the heck was he so interested?
"Dragneel" I answered
I can't say his names Natsu… You must be crazy.
"So I even heard he stays over at you're house" his eyes narrowed for some reason a dark aura began appearing. "Yea we sleep in the same bed, he doesn't have a house yet since his got destroyed so I'm kind of helping him out" I say casually, you're probably wondering why I'm not shy around Natsu… The answer is trust me, I am it's just that I've known him so long and I'm not scared of him.
In fact I'm in love with him but we hardly talk anymore, since last year
He'd call me in his office once in a while, we'd have a little convo asking me all types of question, Of-course I'd answer and he'd be satisfied and we'd part our ways again.
"So you let him sleep in you're bed? That's nice" he said through gritted teeth, What was he so angry about? "Yeah, he kind of reminds me of you" I confessed,he shot up from his seat making me jump.
He paced towards me slamming his hand hard on the wooden desk shaking it violently.
"I don't want you hanging around him again" his head popped up and he leaned into me, so close that I felt his hot breath right on my lips, My face including my ears turned the color scarlet, his green eyes playfully gleamed at my reaction.
A male smirk on his face, that got me pretty angry. He can't just tell me not to hang out Dragneel!
Every guy friend I make, he made me stop hanging around them but not this time! I finally found someone fun to hang out with, someone that reminded of him and this time… I won't do it.
My eyes darkened "I will hang out with him" I declared, his smirk turned into a deep frown
"Why is that?" his tone serious
"You always listen to me when I tell you not to hang out with the other guys. What's the difference with this one?" his green eyes didn't shimmer anymore, they were deadly.
"His fun and I really like him! And I won't listen to you this time because this guy's really awesome more than the rest" I screamed at him aggravation printed all over my voice.
I've never done that to Natsu!
Uh… Oh
"Is that so?" he questioned, actually it was like he knew something I didn't.
A deathly silence fell over us, the air intense
"Lucy hurry up… I hear there's this delicious ice cream shop down the road" I heard Dragneel yelling from the door, this guy he doesn't think does he?
Just knocking on Natsu Drag's door like that.
Sighing
"I have to go" I told him bridging my book, I could feel his intense gazing at my back as I opened the door. Dragneel pulled me into a hug
"God.. Hurry up! I want some ice cream" he groaned like a little baby, I laughed slightly.
Way to leave it to Dragneel to make me smile, turning back to close the door to find Natsu, he hovered over me, he was taller than me after all.
Natsu avoided my shocked expression, he was staring at Dragneel who let me go and did the same to Natsu.
It's like you can see imaginary sparks in there eyes trying to fight each other, the atmosphere intense. Happy came flying over just noticing the tension
"Sorry Natsu, he wouldn't listen to was like a retard I told him no more than a human being should" Happy shook his head at Dragneel who scowled.
"This is Happy is so fucking annoying" I hear Dragneel mumble under his breath, I giggled a little.
Natsu glared at me and I shut up automatically,silence fell again as Natsu observed Dragneel.
"I don't like you" Natsu finally broke the silence talking to Dragneel who shrugged.
"Okay why should I care?" Dragneel stared back I knew this was going to happen.
Natsu chuckled
"Because I'm the master" he grinned as Dragneel's mouth hang open, then his grin turned into a irritated frown, his tone turned cold
"And I could make you're life a living hell"
Oh shit... Drag is very like... Dark!
Ooh it's a bit of a turn on :D -Naughty chapie anyone?- ignore that... my mind is crazy!
But woouldn't ya? If you do... you know what to say!
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