Dear Finn,
I can't believe it! We're engaged! Sort of! Close enough! (I'm not excited at all….)
I apologize in advance at my letter writing…I'm scatterbrained in person so you can only imagine how my letters are going to be.
I can barely put into words how to express my love for you in that moment on the bus. I was taken by surprise in a way I had never felt before; it was so hard for me to contemplate what had just happened that I couldn't do anything but smile and cry.
For the first time in my life, I knew that my life was worth something-because it had you in it, and you were never going to let me go, no matter how hard I push.
You're the first guy to ever get through to me-heck! You were the first person to get through me at all! I still don't know how you did it, but I'll be forever grateful. My promise to you is that I will live everyday for the rest of my life, loving you unconditionally.
I really wish I could've stayed for at least the summer-but the sooner I get out here, the sooner I can come home.
I love you so much Finn. I'm already counting down the days till I get to see you again.
With Love,
Amanda