Savannah's p.o.v

My labor and birthing experience were both difficult. The ordeal almost took my life. Thankfully, my family and friends never once left my side. They have been my support

system through everything. I thought the pain would never end until I held my son named Miracle in my arms for the first time. Miracle greatly looks like John in which

made the loss even more unbearable. Old wounds opened up and I couldn't stop crying. Its such a shame that John will never know his son. He died while I was

pregnant with Miracle. He sacrificed his life to save a lot lives during war. John maybe dead, but he remains unforgotten. I feel his spirit everywhere including in the

eyes of our son. Miracle is my Christmas angel, a much needed fresh breath of air. My hope and faith is now restored all thanks to him.