So here I present you the second chapter! In germany it's saturday and I know it's not good quality but I've exams the whole week and was happy that I could posz something. Enjoy!

xoxo MissLisa-Marie

Chapter 2

"What the hell was that?" Alice whispered as I stared blankly in the distance. She was right though, what just happened? Was he flirting? I mean it wasn't knew that he would catch me, I fall all the time but this time it was so…different. I shake my head and look at a smiling Alice,

"He loves you." She whispers and dodges my punch while jogging down the hall in a very Alice fashion. Bitch will get payback someday. I grab my bag and go to my next class as the bell rings.

I think about him during English class. During Algebra, hell I think about him every second of everyday. Right now I'm thinking about him while he is sitting next to me in lunch. I'm totally in love with him and I can't say anything. Okay we "I love you." but only as friends and it sucks. It sucks balls. Love can kiss my ass. No wait, love can go and burn in-

"Bella!" I scream and almost fall backwards in my chair. As always Edward is there to catch me. I blush and look down on my tray and hope to god that I can be invisible right now. Edward chuckles and stroke my cheek, making me blush more than before, "Wow what you've been thinking about must have been good." That just makes me blush harder.

"Ohhhh Bella has dirty thoughts about Edward!" Emmett, Edwards brother yells really loud so the whole cafeteria looks at me. I glare at him and throw a fork at his head. Emmett yelps and rubs his forehead,

"Emmett leave Bella alone."

"What it's probably true! Look at her face!" Emmett laughs and dodges my napkin. I'm tomato red right now and could put Rudolf to shame. I stand up and grab my stuff,

"Well Emmett, I think Rose would just loovvveee to hear about your crush on Lauren that you had last year." I snap and walk away while Rosalie starts yelling.

I go to my locker and grab my biology stuff and look for a spot where I can hide. I know I shouldn't have said that but Emmett knows that I'm in love with him and he just…guh! I run to my truck and get in, hitting my head against the steering wheel. Stupid Emmett. Stupid mouth. Stupid temper. Stupid life. I wanted to cry so bad but not because I'm sad but because I'm frustrated. Every time I see Edward I melt and I know that he will never have half of the feelings I have for him. I hear my door open and close, while a pair of strong arms, Edwards arms, pull me into him. I lift my head and stare into his eyes. Those beautiful emerald eyes, the eyes that dazzle me every time I see them. He smiles and kisses my nose and I start laughing. Edward always knows what to do to make me laugh. That's one of the things that I love about him.

"Bella, Emmett is a asshole. He doesn't know when he's gone too far."

"I know, I should apologize though, what I said wasn't okay either." I try to pull away but Edward holds me tighter and strokes my back,

"What were you thinking about Bella?" My eyes widen and suddenly I'm the shy, red faced girl again.

"Nothing special." I look at my watch and pull away, his arms falling to his sides. "Oh look at the time. We have to go to biology." I open the door and sprint to the school just as bell rings, leaving a very confused Edward behind me.

I'm sitting at our lab table as Edward walks in. The smile on his face replaced with a frown. I stare at my hands that are sitting comfortably on my lap. He sits down stiffly next to me and opens his notebook as Mr. Banner starts his lecture. I think that he's taking notes, so I start writing to but stop as Edward slides a piece of paper to me. I catch a glimpse of his expression and that frown is still present. Shit.

Bella, what's wrong with you? You're not telling me something and I hate that! You can tell me anything, I'm your best friend.

I sigh and look at him. My stomach flips at the concern in his eyes and I wish that I could tell him but it's impossible. It could ruin our friendship.

I know Edward but I can't tell you. It's something that I can't discuss with you because you wouldn't understand. Please just leave it.

I slide him the note back and watch his reaction. His eyes narrow at every word and his hand ball up into fist. He stares at me before he starts writing. Why can't he leave it alone? Why can't he just forget about this whole thing so we can go back to being Edward and Bella, BFF's for life. What am I thinking? This is Edward we're talking about! I cringe as the note comes back,

Are you serious? I'm your best friend! I know everything about you! Alice is acting strange to and I have this feeling that she knows what's going on! I, as your best friend, should be the one trying to help you! I hate secrets and we agreed that we wouldn't have any between each other.

I know Edward but maybe it's a girl thing and that's why I can't tell you about it?! Why do you want to know so bad?

Because everything you do concerns me. I love you and want to BE there for you!

My heart breaks at the "I love you" he writes.

Edward please! It's about you and I that's why I can't tell you!

I give him the note back without thinking and regret my words as soon as he reads it. What have I done? I grab my phone and text Alice.

Alice try to get out of class! I screwed up! ASAP!

It doesn't take long until I get a text back,

See u in 5.

"Mr. Banner may I go to the restroom?"

"Of course Ms. Swan." I run out of the room and go to my locker, where Alice and I always meet up in a situation like this. Alice jogs up to me and I tell her everything. She nods and hugs me as I frantically pace.

"Everything will be okay Bella."

"Edward will never feel that way about me and-"

"Edward won't feel what way about you?" I gasp and turn at the silky, familiar voice and see Edward in his glory standing in front of me. FUCK!

Um yeah, so here it is..hope you guys enjoy it. Give me some love and reviews