So uh...yeah. I know I'm a terrible person but honestly I haven't thought this fic out all that much...I have an idea but I'm not quite sure. Pairing are; (in order of seme to uke) aokaga, kasaki, akafuri, kiyokuro, muramuro, midotaka, and imamomo. (Imayoshi x Momoi )
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I started walking back to the locker room by myself so that I'd have some time to myself to think. Honestly, I don't know what's happening to me. Lately I've been feeling so hollow, almost lifeless. The natural excitement and passion that I usually have seems to have become dull. And basketball...
Oh basketball.
It's as if I'm playing with a broken toy. At the start of a game I (nowadays) feel a slight tinge of hope that maybe this will be the game to break me from this horrible depression I'm facing. I always pray that it will be the game that puts a fire back in me.
But it never does.
It's as if the more I play, the deeper this empty void in my psyche gets. I can't just give up on basketball though, 'cause that would mean that I'd be giving up on all my friends. On all their dreams, our dreams!
I was so lost in thought that I didn't notice the moving figure in front of me untill I ran dead into it.
Or should I say, him.
A long stream of curses were on the tip of my tongue but died when my brick red eyes met sharp indigo ones. "Aomine," his name came out in the form of a breath. Why was he even here? His team played (played, hah, more like obliterated) in their matches hours ago. Their next match starts tomorrow morning, so why did they stay so late?
Or was it just him.
"Damn it Bakagami, what the hell was that!? What type of shit are you trying to pull playing like that?" The question caught me completely off guard. Of all people, I didn't actually expect Aomine to be the one to ask such a question. I couldn't really tell whether he was concerned, taunting me, or just making aggressive conversation, but I do know one thing.
His tone and attitude was pissing me off.
Standing at my full height so that I could glare daggers in direct eye - to - eye level, I balled my fist up at my sides. "I don't know what the hell your talking about, Ahomime! My playing couldn't really have been shit if we beat every team that we faced so far!"
His eyes narrowed when I said that and I honestly didn't know whether or not he was gonna punch me. "Kagami," he slammed my back into a near by wall, knocking the wind out of me. Grinding his teeth together, he held me down by the shoulders before speaking in a slow, threatening tone. "Tetsu told me that you've been having a shitty attitude lately so I'm only gunna ask nicely once. What's your problem?"
I blinked.
"This is you asking nicely?" That earned me a few fingernails now digging deeply into my shoulders. "O-ow, fucking stop it, Aho!" The pain was making my eyes water, and with my face all heated up due to our current position, this probably looks worse than it actually is. "Kagami," he nipped at my neck lightly. "Tell me what's up with you. I really don't wanna have to be mean about this." Wetting his lips, I watched as Aomine began planting slow, wet kisses on my neck. I let out a quiet gasp when I felt him begin to suck on my pulse. "N-no please, Aomine, stop. If anyone catches us-," "tell me what your problem is and I'll stop."
I could tell he ment it by the look in his eyes. It was almost impossible for me to get any actual words out due to all the kissing. A loud moan escaped my throat when I felt his hands give a firm squeeze to my backside. "Fucking hell," he growled out, "dammit, i need you, now!" Before I could even object he had pushed me into one of the empty locker rooms.
"Your lucky as hell that my next game isn't for another two hours," my words come out pretty lax as I snuggle closer to my boyfriends chest. He gives a slight laugh. "Yeah, yeah. Let's both just be lucky that Tetsu didn't catch us. For such a small guy that fucker hits hard."
After having a small laugh over his half joke ('cause shit, when it comes to Kuroko's hits, the struggle be real ) we laid on the cold tile floor in silence. It wasn't a bad silence either. In all honesty, it felt pretty good. Only the problem was...
My thoughts from earlier were eating me alive.
"Hey, Aomine. Can...can I talk to you about something?"
"Shoot."
Swallowing the giant lump in my throat, I turned so that my face was buried in his chest, 'Case this got too emotional. "Lately I've been feeling... well ... depressed." This must have caught his attention. I could feel him shift around, my guess being that he was giving me some sort of look. "It's strange though 'cause it just came out of nowhere. Lately nothing really holds my attention long enough to really entertain me, and my attitude is even changing. And oh God even basketball doesn't feel the same. Like, we aren't invincible or anything like that. I know that for a fact, but... it's like every time we win it's not a huge deal. And even when we lose I still don't get the rise I use too. I don't know what to do. For the past few weeks, I've been skipping practice, dissing my teammates, minus Kuroko, and have just been so out of it."
I don't know when, but at some point through my ranting I began to cry. I only now know because Aomine's holding my face in his hands and brushing away the tears with his thumbs. It made me smile considering the fact that he doesn't usually open up to people. The smile, of course, was internal.
"I think I know what's wrong with you," he was mumbling in a way that seemed more to himself than directly at me. "Personally, I was wondering when it would finally kick in for you. A little bit early but may as well kill the virus now."
Virus?
"What do you mean, virus?"
He looked down at me, face going hard. "What I mean is... you truly becoming one of us." Seeing my confused face he sighed.
"Kagami, you are going through what we, the generation of miracles, like to call 'walking through the black fence.'
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Sorry this was so lame. I wrote like four new story chapters I'm two days (each for separate story) by the time I came to this story, I was drained. Anyways I hope you enjoyed, please review and tell me about any ideas you may have oh and my sequel to "To Love a Prince" has been released. It's called "black hearts."
