Gon busts down the door to Micky's room, marching in with his eyebrows furrowed, not sure what he's going to be met with or how Micky is going to treat him-
"Hey babe." Gon blinks when he sees Micky laying on the bed with his arms behind his head, his shirt off, showing his little waist and smooth skin. Micky is giving him a lopsided smile, his position relaxed. It takes Gon off guard a bit considering how Micky was acting back in Killua's room and with the knowledge Micky has done something to his body that's dangerous.
"Don't 'hey babe' me! Micky what is going on? What have you done to my body?" Gon closes the door, knowing that Micky wanted it close, Gon just realizing he was controlled again. Gon walks towards Micky, crossing his arms over his chest.
"I told you I changed your nen network. I've changed everything about you. I told you it was like you were a new person. And this new person is connected to me. Isn't that amazing? You have a body that can't survive without me. You need me." Micky's eyes get glossy. "What's wrong Gon? You seem upset."
"Well yeah. I wouldn't mind all of that Micky if you didn't just threaten Killua and you made me feel like my guts were going to fall out! I don't mind that I'm a woman, or that we're connected but you're trying to control me. And you pretty much said you were going to kill me if Killua didn't listen to you. You betrayed me."
"Oh don't be like that. You're being over dramatic Gon. No one likes a drama queen. Don't step to this diva with that." Micky huffs, puffing out his cheeks as he looks over at Gon with this smirk. "I'm still your pal."
"But you're trying to make me into your puppet. Friends don't do that." Gon tries to reason. He doesn't feel any dark will from Micky. He's acting like he's been acting since he met him.
"Those are just minor details-"
"Minor?"
"You got to look at the big picture here." Micky spreads his arms trying to show him the 'big picture'. "Because of me, Killua said sorry and was all over you like a protective little hunny bun. Did you see that face when I came out? It said 'yo, stay away from my man' and he was also all like 'ohhh Gon I want to have your babies' I swear he was exposing himself so much it wasn't even funny. He mind as well been throwing up rainbows in your face."
Gon blinks, trying to catch up with all the weird things Micky just said. "Huh?" Gon doesn't really get the rainbows but he understood the first part. "I am happy I get to talk to Killua again but you didn't want Killua to know about me. It was only because my contacts came out that he knew it was me."
"Minor details!"
"Minor?!"
"Either way, you're going to get what you want. You're going to spend time with Killua and you can have your way with him. Since we're connected, I saw through your eyes how you were checking him out. You want to play with him a bit." Micky smirks, his smile crude as he turns on his side to face Gon who's face has gotten flushed.
"I was taking in how much he's grown-"
"Yeah right."
"Just because I like Killua doesn't mean I want to be around him just so he can worry about me. Nothing has changed-"
"I don't think you understand, Gon. I control Killua. Since I control you, I also have control of Killua. Because I have control of Killua, I have control of Alluka. It's a vicious cycle. So if you want me to get Killua to do something for you I will. Like I said, we're buddies. I like you Gon. I don't want to hurt you. But that's just a small part of me." Micky's' eyes get dark. "When I look at you, I also see the person who means the most to Killua. That fucking guy."
"What did Killua do to you? Why do you hate him?" Gon grips his fist, knowing that look on Micky's face. Seeing the silent rage there, something he's seen in Kurapika plenty of times.
"He took all I had left." Micky sits up in bed. "But he's also the one who can give it back. Even though I hate him...because I like you Gon, if he heals him than I'll fix you. I'll let you go. But if he won't listen to me, then I'll have to kill you, Gon. I'll take the person who means the most to him. I'll make him suffer." Micky's hatred gets weaker, those eyes softer before he smirks over at Gon.
"So as we're waiting for my wish to come true, the anxiety and worry I'm going to cause Killua will hold me off. Right now, Killua is probably pacing back and forth, the anxiety of not knowing what I'm doing to you is driving him crazy, like a bug crawling in the brain that he can't get out." Micky smirks, his lips turning into the smile of bliss.
"How did Killua take what you had left? I don't understand." Gon wants to know the full story. Though he can feel a bit of anger when he thinks of Micky getting off on making Killua worry. Because he knows he's right. He knows Killua is worrying about him right now. The look On Killua's face when he had grabbed his wrist before he left told him that much.
"...You really love him don't you?" Micky's face completely changes, his attitude doing a 360 as he beams over at Gon, those eyes getting half lidded and his smile too sweet.
"Of course I love him. He's my best friend. Even though he didn't talk to me for two years and I don't really understand why, I know he cares about me-"
"No, no. I mean you love him." Micky sits up in bed, his smile playful. "You wanna kiss him and touch his body. And don't even deny it. Do I have to remind you that you started smelling his jacket like a weirdo?"
"That's because I missed him!" Gon tries to protest but his cheeks heat up. "I d-don't know how I feel about Killua but...I wouldn't mind kissing him or touching him. I'm curious about these feelings but Killua didn't seem to like the idea that I was gay-"
"Oh please. He likes it if it means you're gay for him." Micky rolls his eyes. "I'm going to tell Killua that he has to do a strip tease for you." Micky starts to get up, chuckling when Gon's eyes widen. He's walking to the door like he's really going to do it.
"M-Micky no." Gon grabs Micky's arm, pulling him back. "Don't make Killua do anything!"
"But it's funny."
"No it's not."
"Hey Gon, have you ever sucked a dick before!" Micky yells this, turning his head to aim the sound to the wall.
"No I haven't and why are you shouting that-"
"Gon?" Gon's eyes widen when Killua is knocking on the door, his voice sounded frantic. "What is he-"
"Open that door and Gon will get hurt." Micky sighs. "Stop trying to be a cock block."
"Micky stop that." Gon glares at Micky.
"I'm not going to stop. Why don't you get on your hands and knees for me babe?" Micky shouts only to snicker to himself as he runs over to the bed and starts to jump on it. "Ohhhh yeah you like that baby? You like that? Bite the pillow-"
"What the fuck!" Killua snarls, cutting off whatever Gon was about to say. All of this is very strange. Killua's nails suddenly pierce the door, ripping out a piece of it, his dark, almost black eyes peering in, a bead of sweat falling down his face. He blinks when he sees Micky jumping on the bed and Gon staring at him with his head tilted.
"Hahaha you should have saw the look on your face!" Micky busts out laughing, falling on his back. "You really thought I was fucking him!"
Killua looks pissed. He's trembling, gripping into the wood till it breaks.
"You mad bro? Is it that you want to fuck Gon?" Micky smirks when Killua's eyes flash and his face heats up when Gon looks at him.
"N-No! You're sick. I thought you were forcing him to-"
"What do you mean no? You shouldn't lie." Micky sighs as he gets off the bed, walking over to Gon, grabbing his face, rubbing his cheek. "Who wouldn't want to fuck him? Look at him." Micky rips Gon's shirt, getting his eyes to widen when his green bra is exposed and the cold air hits his chest.
"Micky what the hell! I kind of liked this shirt." Gon grumbles, trying to get out of Micky's embrace but it's like here's a bar on his strength and he's weak in Micky's arms.
"Get your hands off of him-" Killua takes a step forward, those blue eyes trembling-
Gon winces at the sudden pain in his stomach, it was too sudden to try to cover it up. Killua stops walking immediately.
"I would stay where you are." Micky smirks as he runs his hands down Gon's body, rubbing his flat muscular stomach.
"Damn it." Killua snarls, his body trembling, his teeth grinding.
"Uh Micky could you stop." Gon feels flushed when Micky grabs his breast through his bra. He doesn't like this happening in front of Killua, it's doing things to him. He feels too hot.
"Ah I can't stop. Not with that delicious tan skin of yours and those cute lips of yours." Micky smirks when he looks over at Killua who has looked away. "Killua, look at him. Don't make me repeat myself." Killua grips his fist but he looks at Gon. The look on his face makes Gon's heart sink. He looks so upset, his eyebrows furrowed, those blue eyes deep, his lips trembling. He's worried about him and he's frustrated he can't do anything for him. But there's something else in those eyes...guilt and a slight flushing of his cheeks.
"Isn't he adorable? Woman or man, that face is the same. Look how much he likes it rough." Micky sudden grabs Gon's hair and pulls, forcing his back to arch, his hand still feeling him up. Gon's face gets flushed, biting back whatever sound was going to leave his lips. Gon did like the hair pulling but what's really causing reactions out of him is the fact Killua is watching. His underwear feels wet and Gon has to question if he's peed himself by accident.
Gon tries to protest but his voice has left him when he looks over at Killua. Killua is staring with wide eyes, an anger raising but his blush has reached his ears, his breathing uneven. "Get your dirty hands off of him. What do you want? I'm giving you the wish. What can I do to make you stop doing that to him?"
"Hm? What can you do?" Micky smirks, stopping his hands to hug Gon from behind. "Don't you like the show?"
"Hell no!" Killua snarls. "You're fucking molesting him you creep!"
"So mean." Micky pouts. "Fine I'll stop. Bring me something to eat Killua, you two don't bother me for the rest of the night." Micky pushes Gon away from him, Killua quick to catch him, wrapping those arms around him, protective and strong.
"You don't have to worry about that." Killua snarls before he walks out with Gon, shutting the door quickly. Killua grabs his wrist and pulls Gon along, the raven haired male's mind still trying to catch up with what just happened, again. "Did he do anything to you when I wasn't there Gon?" Killua suddenly turns on him once they're in his room. Those eyes filled with concern as he touches Gon's shoulder.
"No. He only started acting weird when you came into the room." Gon frowns.
"...Are you alright?" Killua shifts from foot to foot, looking restless. "That fucking...I wanted to rip his head off but-"
"I know. You couldn't do anything Killua. Micky has gotten me good." Gon sighs. "Don't worry though Killua. I'll be fine. He likes to make you worry."
"He said he wanted to make me suffer." Killua grips his fist, those eyes getting glossy before he looks at Gon. "I'm going to make him something to eat, you can wear some of my clothes to cover up." Killua stare at him for a moment longer. He glances away. "I'll be right back." And then he leaves.
Gon looks over at Killua's dresser and walks over, opening it up and looking for something to wear. He settles on one of Killua's shirts and he can't help to huff in irritation when the shirt half way covers his butt. Why is Killua so much taller than him?!
Take off your pants, Get in the bed and just be in his shirt and panties. Trust me you'll get a good reaction.
Gon pauses, thinking about what Micky said. The bra is hurting him and it's almost time to lay down to sleep so he doesn't really see the harm In that. Killua has seen him in less. Even as he's thinking this, his body is already moving without him thinking. Damn. Micky has a stronger hold on his body than he thought. He takes off his pants before taking off his shirt to get the bra off. He puts Killua's shirt back on and gets in bed.
Gon can't help to sniff Killua's shirt, feeling very warm and his underwear still feels wet. He squirms, feeling restless so he covers himself up with more blankets, his face flushed.
All these confusing things are happening too fast. He's back with Killua and Killua knows him. He's being kind and they're falling back into place but there's questions that haven't been answered. What was he trying to fix? What did Gon have to do with it? Micky is another problem entirely. Gon knows that Micky is trouble for him, he understands the threat, and he's angry that Micky is worrying Killua but there's a part of him that still believes Micky is good. He wants to know what Killua did to Micky. He wants to know who Micky wants to heal. He wants to understand.
After awhile of just sitting in Killua's bed Gon starts to get restless. He's not one to sit still and his wet panties are bothering him. He sits up and starts to looking around the room. Killua didn't clean too much of it but he's already unpacked. Gon's eyes widen slightly when he opens the night door stand next to him, his heart beating faster at what he finds.
It's a picture frame holding a picture Gon knows every well. Gon stares at his younger self smiling at the camera, Alluka and Killua smiling next to him. He remembers that day. The day they went their separate ways. Gon's eyes soften as he picks up the picture, staring at it. Killua kept it all this time. Gon remembers he let Killua have this picture since it had him and his sister in it and he wanted him to remember him. Even back then his younger self had a fear that day would be the end of them.
"I made that ass hole a sandwich and he-" Killua walks in the room suddenly, getting Gon to look up at him. Killua looks at what he has in his hand, his words stopping. Killua flushes, his blue eyes averting as he rubs the back of his head.
"I got bored and started to look around." Gon smiles at Killua before he puts the picture back. "You kept the picture."
"Yeah..." Killua walks into the room, looking slightly nervous. Gon noticed something when he puts the picture back and turns to look at Killua curiously.
"Hey Killua, you have a lot of lube-"
"Don't look at other peoples things!" Killua's voice raises as he marches over to Gon and slams the door closed, his cheeks a deep red. "Geez! Can't leave you alone for one minute!" Killua grumbles but his blush has reached his ears.
"Killua do you masturbate?" Gon's eyes widen at the realization, his lips parting in an o. Gon has had some times where he's pleasured himself too but Gon has never seen so much lube before.
"S-Some times. Doesn't everyone?" Killua stutters, getting defensive. "Don't just ask me something like that idiot-"
"Do you do it a lot?" Gon gets closer, crawling over to Killua. His blush has reached his neck by now. Gon can't help to think how cute Killua looks all flustered like this.
"I do it a normal a-amount of time! Gon-" Killua whines at the end. Gon swallows, his heart beating faster and his body getting warmer.
"What's a normal amount of time?" Gon presses, getting up in Killua's face. The ex-assassin backs up. Gon can't help to be curious. Now that he's thinking about it, he can't help to wonder how Killua does it and what his face looks like- "I did it a couple of times-"
"Okay l-lets not talk about- You masturbated? wait no, I don't care!" Killua shakes his head frantically, swallowing thickly. "uh why?" Killua covers his face in embarrassment. Gon can't help to chuckle.
"Killua is so cute."
"Don't make fun of me." Killua looks up at him, glaring but it looks more like a pout.
"I'm not. Killua is really cute." Gon smiles, feeling a bit restless when Killua's eyes light up and he looks away quickly.
"Shut up. Don't look at me like that." Killua grumbles, grabbing Gon by the face before pushing him into the bed. Gon giggles, loving this. Loving this playfulness. This is what he's been missing out on. "Don't be calling me cute. You're the cute one."
"Killua is the cutest!" Gon counters., struggling against Killua's hand to look at him.
"W-Where the hell is your pants!" Killua sputters when Gon gets out of the covers to try to get out of Killua's grip. Once Gon does that, Killua lets go of him.
"I took them off to get comfy." Gon blinks looking over at Killua who looks away from this thighs that are exposed, pulling the blanket up to cover Gon again.
"Right." Killua takes a deep breath. Killua still gets flustered so easily. "What was I trying to tell you before...Oh right." Killua's face gets serious. He doesn't look over at him but he's sitting next to him on the bed, above the covers. "I got Micky something to eat and he says he's not going to bother us for the rest of the night but I doubt that. Alluka is in her room and she's locked the door. I'm going to stay up tonight to make sure he doesn't try anything."
"I can stay on guard. We can take turns so you can get some rest." Gon offers. "Micky can see what ever I see and I'm sure he can hear whatever I do too."
"So we have to be careful about what we say." Killua nods in understanding. "I'll stay up." Killua's eyebrows furrow. "Gon...You alright?"
"Hm? Yeah I'm fine. I'm not hurting anymore but..." Gon winces. He really should just take his panties off. He doesn't' remember peeing himself. He would have felt it right?
"But what?"
"Do you know much about girl's parts Killua?"
"I know the basics. What's wrong? Did he touch you there?" Killua's eyes flash with rage and he get closer.
"No he didn't but my underwear feels wet and it's been like that since back in the room. I don't think I peed myself though. Do you have any underwear I can burrow?"
"Oh." Killua's face gets red all of a sudden. He looks away from him quickly. "It's probably...You know, girls get wet when they're excited...sexually. I don't know of other reasons." Killua coughs in his hand, seeming unconformable as he quickly gets up. "you can wear some of my boxers." Killua gets Gon a pair before handing it to him.
"Oh! SO it's like getting a boner except I feel like I peed myself!" Gon's eyes light up in understanding. Killua sputters, his face is getting so red today.
"You're shameless as always! But yeah. Yeah it's like that." Killua rubs his cheek, averting his gaze when Gon starts pulling down his panties before slipping on Killua's boxers. Much better. Gon throws his panties to the side, sighing in relief. "It's probably something you can't control. That guy was feeling you up." Killua grips his fist, grinding his teeth.
"I don't think it had to do with him." Gon thinks to himself.
"Then what do you think it had to do with?" Killua locks eyes with Gon.
"Well having my haired pulled wasn't that bad when I think about it but I think it's because you were there." Gon says honestly, watching Killua's expression closely.
Killua's eyes widen and he stares at Gon, waiting for something. When Gon gives him a sheepish smile and averts his gaze, Killua swallows hard, his Adam's apple bobbing.
"You...Do you get what you're saying?"
"That I liked Killua watching?" Gon blushes when Killua gets goosebumps.
"Gon...Shit Gon don't say that to me." Killua rubs his arm, not looking at Gon, those blue eyes holding something.
"But it's the truth. Does it bother you?"
"Opposite." Killua bites his lip. "...I saw you checking me out, before I knew who you were. It's...It's your new body talking. Your hormones have all changed so...Don't say that to me-"
" Micky didn't change my gender. I'm still Gon. A guy in a girl's body. I'm just gay. Micky called me really gay."
"G-Gay?" Killua's breath hitches.
"Yeah." Gon is starting to feel nervous but he wonders if he should just come out and say it. Gon isn't one to hold back. "I think I like Killua a lot. When I'm around you, my heart beats faster and I just want to touch you. I started getting wet when I was smelling your shirt and when you were there with Micky. I think I want to take you out on a date but I'm not saying this because I'm a girl. When I turn back to a guy, I want to take you out on a date and-"
Gon's eyes widen when Killua suddenly attacks him, pushing him down on the bed before crashing their lips together. Gon's eyes stay widen for awhile before they get half lidded and he closes his eyes in bliss, moving his mouth against Killua's demanding one. Gon's heart is beating so fast and he can't help to groan at feeling Killua's body on top of his and having Killua's tongue snake past his lips, rubbing his tongue. Killua tastes like orange soda and his long white locks are tickling his face but Gon doesn't mind. He's focused on the heat and how his boxers are starting to feel soaked.
"Shit.." Killua breaks the kiss, looking down at Gon with half lidded eyes filed with so much emotion that Gon feels his chest stop moving. "If you say things like that I'm not going to hold back. Not when you're giving me that hope." Killua tightens his grip on Gon's wrists. It hurts but he's not going to say anything when Killua's eyes get watery. "clarify that this is okay. Say that you like me. Say that you want me to kiss you. Say it now or I don't know if I can stop-" Killua is freaking out, trembling, his pupils constricted
"I really like you Killua. I want you to kiss me-" Killua is on him in a blink of an eye. Gon moans at how desperate Killua's kiss is, the way he holds onto him like he's his life line. The kiss becomes sloppy and wet real fast, the more they kiss, the calming Killua gets till the kiss is slow and deep and good. Gon bites Killua's lower lip, getting the ex-assassin to groan. Gon is able to wiggle his arms free of Killua so he can run his fingers through his hair and press him deeper into the kiss. Their teeth clank together less and their tongues are fighting it out.
They have to part for air, Gon could have gone longer but Killua is panting above him, his pale skin flushed, his eyes hazy. "Hey Killua?" Gon reaches out, touching Killua's chest, brushing his finger tips over an erect nipple, getting the ex-assassin to shiver. "Do you want to kiss me right now because I'm a girl-"
"No." Killua cuts him off quickly, that hazy look turning into a firm one. "Hell no. I do not want to kiss Grace. I want to kiss you, idiot. I don't care if your female or male or whatever. Your Gon so...I want you." Killua's voice gets low at the end, his eyes shifting away but Gon feels like someone just shot adrenaline into his heart. Gon feels so hot. "It's crazy really, how bad I want it. I don't want to scare you off. I wanted to fix this-"
"Killua could never scare me off. I don't want you to fix this. I want to kiss Killua and be like this. I want you too." Those words must have done something because in that moment Gon can see Killua's restraint slip, those eyes getting dark with lust, and passion, And Gon can feel something harden against his thigh-
"Big brother-" Alluka suddenly comes into the room. Killua tenses up like a cat being caught on a table and jumps off of him. Killua was so fast that Alluka didn't see him on top of Gon but with hiding under the covers, she still seems them in bed together with the covers up on their waists. Alluka stops talking, staring at them for a moment before she flushes. "Oh-"
"It's not what you think." Killua says quickly, his voice is trembling though, slightly sweating.
"Yeah we were just kissing- ow!" Gon winces when Killua jabs him in the side.
"Idiot!" Killua's voice turns into a squeak.
"T-That's okay big brother. I was just surprised is all! That's great!" Alluka's eyes widen in realization and she smiles brightly. "I'm sorry I interrupted but I was worried about Gon."
"He's fine." Killua gets serious. "Come in sis, close the door and lock it behind you. You should probably sleep with us."
"Alluka i'm sorry for lying about who I am. I do really want to be your friend though, I wasn't lying about that-"
"I know. I'm just glad you're here." Alluka smiles brightly. "Big brother looks a lot happier-"
"Alluka." Killua flushes.
"I'm a lot happier too." Gon smiles over at Killua, knowing his eyes show how he feels. The feeling of being next to Killua again is to much. Killua wants to kiss him too. Gon is so excited about when he turns back. He supposes he could take Killua out on a date like this but Micky still has control.
Killua's eyes light up, his eyes getting like pools of water with the light of the sun. He turns away from Gon's smile quickly, a small smile on his own lips, his bangs covering his eyes.
"Still saying embarrassing things huh?"
Alluka giggles, and Gon's heart tightens. This is what he wanted. Killua and Gon have clicked back together and now he's being involved with the brother and sister. He's not outcasted. Those feelings of doubt have left him-
How cute. So cute that i'm both disgusted and happy for you. It's a strange feeling really. But I can't have him too happy Gon.
A warmth starts to spread throughout Gon's abdomen. It starts off like a cozy warmth of standing next to a fireplace but as it spreads to his chest, it becomes hotter, like his flesh is being set on fire. Gon bites his lip, trying not to make Killua worry. He turns his face away from Killua quickly, trying to keep his face from wincing.
"I-I'm going to go to bed." Gon gets out quickly, turning on his side. Even though he's hiding his facial expressions, his body is reacting to the pain. He's starting to sweat and his breathing has become deeper. Gon bites his lip as hard as he can when it becomes so painful, like he's laying flat on a stove, frying flesh.
"Gon what's wrong?" Killua catches the changes in him quickly. There's a darkness to his voice once he sees how Gon's breathing is deeper. "Gon if he's hurting you don't keep that from me-" Killua grabs his shoulder, his eyes widening. "You're burning up!" Killua turns him around, Gon not able to stop the wincing on his face or the way he grinds his teeth. "Alluka! Get some cold wet rages from the bathroom!" Killua looks over at his sister who is covering her mouth, looking panicked. She runs off quickly.
"I...I didn't want to worry you." Gon breathes out, feeling beads of sweat start to fall down his face.
"When ever he's doing this shit you tell me." Killua gives him this firm look as Alluka comes back with a bunch of rags. Killua puts the rag on his face, steam coming up. "Shit." Killua starts adding more rags, lifting up his shirt to put rags on his stomach. "Micky fucking stop this shit! What do you want?" Killua growls at Gon but he knows he's growling at Micky who is watching through his eyes.
Gon I want you to tell him how much it hurts.
Gon shakes his head but the heat becomes worse, so much so that all the rags dry up and he's wheezing now, barely breathing. "Alluka get more wet rags!" Killua holds Gon, his face that was seething with anger is starting to change to panic. "Gon is he saying anything? What does he want?"
The more you fight me Gon, the more worried and upset he's going to get. Just tell him how you're feeling.
"I-It burns." Gon wheezes out, not able to fight Micky anymore as he clings to Killua for dear life. "It h-hurts!"
You can actually see the moment his heart breaks. Micky sounds too happy with how Killua's expression gets so soft and sad. Gon doesn't want to show him this weakness. He doesn't want Killua to look at him like that.
When Alluka brings the rags he quickly puts them on Gon, trying to bring him relief. Killua's hands are trembling. "Killua..." Gon breathes out, reaching to touch his face. Finally the heat stops. The pain stops. But it left him so exhausted and drained that as soon as the pain stops, everything goes dark. Gon doesn't feel his hand being caught or kept on Killua's cheek. He doesn't hear the sighs or relief, or feel the trembling hand on his face.
Gon is out for the count.
"Ugh." Gon groans, his eyes fluttering open.
"Sleeping beauty is up." Gon blinks groggily, looking over to see Micky sitting next to him. Gon blinks, noticing that he's sitting up at a table. When did he get here?
"Gon." Gon looks over at that voice. Killua and Alluka are also sitting at the table. Killua's eyebrows are furrowed. He's not happy.
"You passed out last night. You were so tired. Poor baby." Micky smiles, shoving some pancakes into his mouth. "You must be hungry." Micky gets some pancake on his fork before offering it to Gon. "Say 'ah'!" Micky smiles sweetly.
Gon remembers what happened last night, the burning, the great pain, Killua and Alluka freaking out. Gon glares at Micky, smacking the fork away. "I'm not hungry."
"Rude!" Micky gasps looking over at Killua and Alluka who are glaring at him. "Can you believe his manners?"
"Fuck off." Killua snarls.
"Well, someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed." Micky sighs before he smirks over at Gon. "And here I was getting you all dressed up Gon and this is how you treat me."
Gon looks down at himself seeing that he's in a white dress. Who dressed him? The dress is pretty but he's angry at Micky right now.
"You burned me last night!" Gon glares at Micky.
"Minor details!"
"Stop saying that!" Gon narrows his eyes at Micky.
"I feel the love. Don't you Killua? Don't you think we make the cutest couple ever? I want to throw up on us because we're so cute." Micky wraps his arm around Gon, getting the hunter's eyebrow to twitch.
"You're not a cute couple. You're not even a couple." Killua snarls, gripping his fist till his knuckles turn white.
"It's not like Gon has a boyfriend. SO I'm going to claim him while I can-"
"Gon is mine." Killua snaps, his eyes widening soon after but he stands his ground. Sort of.
"Ohh so you two are dating now huh? Is that right Gon? When did this happen?" Micky smirks at Gon, pulling at his ear.
Gon remembers the kiss. Though they said nothing about dating, Killua thinks they are. Gon looks at Killua and sees him start to fidget nervously. "Killua is my boyfriend." Killua's eyes light up in surprise and he stares at Gon with this intensity-
"Now I think i'm really going to puke." Micky gags, letting go of Gon. "But I got to ask." Micky's eyes get mischievous. "Are you guys going to fuck any time soon-"
"What the hell!" Killua slams his hands on the table, flushing darkly, glaring.
"That's none of your business Micky." Gon huffs.
"Oh really?" Micky smirks before he gets some more pancakes to try to feed Gon again. "Gon open your mouth or i'm gong to do some dirty things to you."
Gon glares, his eyes shining with defiance. " Gon...let him feed you." Killua says reluctantly. Gon glances over at him before he opens his mouth, listening to his friend for once. Micky's eyes light up and he stuffs the pancake into his mouth a little roughly. Gon chews and swallows.
"See? That wasn't so bad." Micky purrs, leaning over to lick at the corner of Gon's mouth where there had been some syrup.
"When are we going to leave to make the wish. My sister has to be touching the person that you want to heal." Killua cuts in, those eyes getting darker like he's about to attack but he makes no move.
"Hmm...We can start now. It will take a couple of days to get there. So pack your things! We're going on a road trip!" Micky gushes, standing up quickly.
"If we take a air plane it will be quicker-" Killua starts.
"I said we're going on a road trip." Micky's smile sis sweet but there's a danger in it. Killua doesn't say anything but his eyebrows furrow in irritation. "Pack yo shit." and then he's walking away, into his room and shutting the door.
"Uh...How did I get out here?" Gon looks over at Killua who's shoulders have relaxed slightly now that Micky is gone.
"He came into our room early in the morning. He demanded that you wear that dress...Don't worry Alluka is the one that dressed you. You were out cold since last night." Killua frowns. He's still worried, concerned about him.
"I'm fine Killua. It doesn't hurt anymore." Gon tries to reassure Killua.
"I'm going to get my stuff packed." Alluka looks at Gon before she walks into her room. Gon gets up and walks with Killua into their room to start getting their stuff packed.
"My things are in Micky's room." Gon groans when he remembers that.
"Don't go in there yet." Killua shuts the door behind them.
"This dress is pretty." Gon smiles, doing a twirl in the dress.
"Yeah." Killua bites his lip before looking at Gon from the corner of his eye. "Did you mean what you said back there Gon? That i'm your...boyfriend." Killua mumbles, his cheeks flushing. "You don't have to. I was just...saying the first thing that came to mind. I didn't like him touching you-"
"I want to be Killua's boyfriend." Gon holds out his pinky, smiling when Killua gets red in the face. "All these feelings are new but I think i've liked you for a long time. I want to get as close as I can to Killua. I want to kiss you and that's what boyfriends do I think, maybe. If Killua wants to be my boyfriend then I want to."
"Will it...affect our friendship?" Killua seems anxious now but his eyes are lighting up and he's licking his lips.
"I don't think so. As long as we both like it then it's fine. Besides you ignoring me for 2 years didn't destroy our friendship, I doubt us getting closer will either."
"...If you ever don't want it, you'll tell me?" Killua averts his gaze.
"Yup, and if you don't like it, you'll tell me too?"
"yeah..."
"Picky promise?" Gon holds his pinky out. Killua stares at it a moment, a smile gracing his lips as he warps his pinky around his.
"Pinky promise."
In that moment, Gon got a lot closer to Killua. Not aware of how the ex-assassin's heart is beating so fast, his skin getting hot with emotion.
Gon is still trying to understand his feelings for Killua. Killua already knows. He already gets it.
Killua is hopelessly in love with Gon and the fact that Gon is his boyfriend now makes him feel faint, light headed. The happiness he feels is so great but all he can do is blush and look away when Gon giggles at him, joking about how red he's getting.
Killua can't put it into words. He can't explain himself to Gon. And even though he calls Gon embarrassing and pushes him away playfully, stuttering and getting flustered...there's so much more going on in him. So many more emotions, feelings, hopes, dreams...His mind getting ahead of him but all he knows is Gon is his boyfriend. He can kiss him. He can touch him and not worry about Gon not wanting it. The pinky promise is more for Gon, to protect him from Killua, the ex-assassin feels safer with it. Their friendship and Gon is protected.
This love he has feels like it could suffocate him. He just doesn't want to suffocate Gon with it.
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