"You have to tell Scott." Lydia said as she knelt in front of Stiles she saw the fear on his face and frowned when she saw tears roll down his cheeks "Stiles?" She whispered

"It the same reason why I can't tell my dad." He said as he warped his arms around himself and shivered with a slight fever. The strawberry blonde pressed her hand to her friend's forehead and was worried for him

"But it was in self-defences Stiles?" She told him "Even Scott had killed someone in self-defences and I'm sure your father has." She said seeing the fear on his face.

"You have seen how my dad has been acting lately? And Scott seem to think that we have to take the higher road. Look at me I am driving myself crazy." He whispered, Lydia stood up and sat on the bed with him and warped her arms around him

"Then maybe Scott shouldn't be a truth alpha." She whispered to him, Stiles pulled back and looked at her with wide eyes "Why?" She asked

"Theo said the same thing."

"He knows?"

"He saw me."

Scott didn't take it well like Stiles thought, he told him everything from the attack to what Deaton told him to the fox thing. He was quiet as Stiles sat on the sofa looking down at the ground before he turned to Theo who have wormed his way into the pack "Is this true?" He asked

"Yeah I heard the attack." He said as he leans against the wall, he was shocked that Stiles would tell him. Theo was planning on dropping that bomb shell on Scott at some point but Stiles dropped it himself.

"Why didn't you help him?" Scott asked, he was mad but he wasn't sure who at Stiles for killing someone and keeping it secret, Theo for not helping Stiles and himself for Stiles not being able to come to him.

"I…I…I…" Theo didn't have answer and he saw Scott snarl at them and he saw Stiles shrink he looked sick. He was pale and shaking and it wasn't just from the change.

"Stiles go home." Scott said with a growl that frighten the teen "GO!" Scott snarled at him. Stiles jumped and then ran out the house.

"Scott!" Lydia yelled at him as she ran after her friend to find he was already gone.

She marched back into the house and slapped Scott cross the face letting her nails cut his face. The alpha looked back at her in shock as the cuts healed "How could you? I told him you would understand that you care for him and you won't make him feel like a killer!" She slapped him again this time a little harder than before.

"We all have done things were are not proud of Scott but you didn't have you to be so curl to him." Malia said as she walked up to Lydia

"He killed someone!" Scott pointed out

"So have you!" Malia yelled at him "So have I!" She growled as she stormed off out the house to try and find Stiles

"Deaton told him to tell the truth to fix this pack because it's falling apart, Kira has already gone and if Stiles goes this pack is lost." Lydia told him before walking up to Theo

"And you… should have helped him and for blackmail him into cover up you killing someone." She pointed at him as she jabbed her finger into his chest.

"Awo? He was going to kill Stiles if you haven't notices I have saved him more than once!" She argued

"Yeah and I know why…" She snarled "He was right not to trust you." Lydia told him before flipping her hair over her shoulder before leaving the house.

When Lydia got home she found Malia and Parrish waiting for her at the porch. "Have you taken another body?" She asked him, he shook his head frowning at the implication

"Can't find Stiles, his scent's changed too much to track him and I don't know where he would go because the jeep is in the shop." Malia said and she looked at Parrish as he stood in there in T-shirt and jeans "I found him and told him what happen.

"I do care for Stiles and I feel bad for what I've done to him." He mumbled as he put his hands into his pockets, Lydia played with the keys in her hand before looking back up at them

"Derek's loft." She said "He gave Stiles the keys so he could look at his books." They went to Parrish's car and they drove to Derek's loft.

Stiles wasn't at the loft and he wasn't at the school or the vets and he wasn't home. Stiles was missing and now the sun was rising and they still can't find him. They stood in Stiles bed room to find some things were missing "I'm going to kill Scott." Lydia growled as she sat on the bed just as the sheriff walks in.

"What is going on?" He asked seeing them,

"We have to tell him now." Parrish told Lydia, the girl nodded as she stood up rubbing her tried eyes as she stood up and walked to him.

"What? Is there another body?" He asked frowned

"No Sheriff… there is something we need to tell you and it's about Stiles." The man frowned and led them out the bed room and to the living room.

Lydia told Sheriff everything and she watched the man as he frozen to the spot "We looked all the place we thought he would go but we can't find him." She told him "Sheriff the change is making him fill even feverish." She said as the older man wanted to go into the kitchen and snatch the bottle of whisky and start drinking

"Why didn't he tell me?" He whispered

"I think he didn't want to see the disappointment in your eyes and well the way you handle the body at McCall's house might have scared him." Parrish said, they looked at the man who was sat quietly as he looked at his hands

"Oh god." John groaned as he buried his head into his hands

"Do you know where he would go?" Malia asked as she curled up next to the banshee, she was scared because Stiles was her anchor and she didn't know how she would handle if he just left.

"I…I don't know, Maybe he's gone to find Derek." He said rubbing the back of his head

"Why?" Malia asked frowning as she looked at the sheriff, she knew that Stiles was in contact to her cousin and the bounty hunter

"Stiles has been doing some research for them if they need it." Lydia said but she even frowned at the Sheriff "But that still doesn't make sense why he would go to him?" She asked seeing the older man shift uncomfortably

"We made a backup plan if Stiles need to leave Beacon Hills. He would contact Derek and then leave. But that is only if I thought his life was in danger. Stiles wasn't even to know about it!" He cried out as he tried not to let tears fall from his eyes.

"Sheriff if Stiles came to you that night after he killed Donovan what would have you done? Would you be a worried father or the Sheriff who arrested his friend?" Lydia asked softly. The older man looked up at her with water eyes and held his breath

"I would have been the sheriff." He answered before looking down at the ground. He stood up with a lump him his throat before wiping his eyes "He killed in self-defences and I can't fault him for that because everyone heard Donovan threaten me it wouldn't take that much of a leap that he would go after my son." He said

"What are you going to do?" Parrish asked

"Call him tell him I understand and whenever he is ready to come home I would open my arms to him."