I think I'll rip out your soul this time. Paper mache at its most beautiful and torn. Molded together with calloused and clumsy hands and controlled by nothing and no one. Alone to drift and crumple up into the wind when the confrontation comes calling.

Hate boiling inside to evaporate via tears pooling in the corners of a trembling mouth. Crescent moons marking sweaty palms as the breath freezes in my chest to hold me complacent to the emotions that flow over inside. I feel my eyes heat, cool, heat. I know its trying to get out again. I know this feeling and I hate it every time it comes around. I think I'm going to rip out your soul this time.

I think Im going to make you into a razorblade, fresh and glinting from its confines in a decievingly innocent setting. Laying on the sink next to a tainted pool of crimson and water from the faucet. Mixing together to make an almost Valentine pink.

This isn't okay, what you do to me, I mean... This hurt and anger and pain. The feeling I don't deserve to live. WHO GAVE YOU THAT! That arrogance that you carry around and freeze smiles on people's faces while ignorantly strutting your dark shadow right over shoulder. Slinging it around and dimming everyone's joy and innocence.

I think Im going to seriously fucking rip out your soul this time. I can honestly say at this time I am legally insane. I feel like ripping out my beating heart, just to stop the pain thats spreading through my entire system.

So you fucking betrayed me, that's fine. I never expected anything more, I've learned this the hard way. But everyone else, what about them? You fucking piss me off! Like a squirming maggot opening its maw to bite at the rotting flesh of wounds on an otherwise healthy being. What, seriously, gives you the right? I want to torture you till you scream for mercy, but nononono, thats not enough for me. You wouldn't know why, would you? I can see it now ,"Why Naruto, why?"

YOU DID THIS TO ME. My mask is gone and Im left with this seeping crack in the heart that just throbs everyday everynight and every.damned.minute.of.the.hour.

I wish I had died, then I wouldn't have to think. To reminisce and replay every single moment you had us all going. With you "Avenger" attitude. Sorry, but I would rather see Itachi alive again than you. You sick fuck. I AM GOING TO RIP OUT YOUR SOUL. Feed it to the maggots you so resemble.

I don't want to see you alive. They'll be better... SHE'LL be better off without you! I dont WANT you back, SHE DOES! But you'll never make her happy, no. The only purpose I would have kept you alive minus a soul would be for her, maybe for my shred of remaining conscious. But its all gone now, fucking sliced up and fed to that dark, dark thing that always looms over you.

I think Im just going to give in to this darkness and eat you alive, slide your flesh over my tongue and swallow, savoring the tangy flavor of life and rip that smug fucking face off of you. Then that shadow of a soul on your shoulder, I'm going to consume it. I'll consume it and rip it apart. I'll make you scream Sasuke, I hate you. I fucking HATE YOU.

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My whole family just ripped my heart out...we were getting ready for my brothers graduation party...and it turns out my mom was letting him use my computer and all this other shit without my permission...so I was fairly pissed, right? My mom took his side..called me fucking selfish and my brother said i shouldnt even fucking exist and everyone was embaressed to even be associated with me and ...my parents didnt say anything... I tried to keep up my mask...but I walked inside, and broke down because I love them all so much and...they hate me. Nnnn..bad feeling. Immature as well, probably just being a hormonal teen but still... damnit. Motherfucka gonna kill -dundundun- yo'self. Motherfucka gone kill yourself dun WHHAAAA MSI song... pretttyyy

Now im listening to Nowhere Kids by Smile Empty Soul. Wonderful, no?
OMGOMGOMG This is War by Smile Empty Soul. Fucking ORGASMIC. Ok..Im done..sorry...