Fade Chapter 4

Song My world by Sr-71

The fastest man in the world, fast asleep at the wheel
Nobody wants to be alone, so how did I get, here
When I look at you, I see him staring through
Awake and a smile, cuz he's been inside of you
Is he all the things you, tried to change me into?
Is he everything to you?

Does he make you high, make you real?
Does he make you cry? Does he know the way you feel?
Love is all around you, your universe is full
But in my world, there is only you

I can still find the smell
On my clothes and skin
I can still see your face, when youre sleeping next to him
Is he all the things you, tried to change me into?
Tell me does he?

chorus

I've had enough of fears, you let them out
Now I wrap myself around you
Like a blanket full of doubt
He's your everything

chorus

You make me high! You make me real!
You make me cry! Now you know the way I feel
Love is all around you, your universe is full
But in my world, there is only you

Bella's poem

You are my blanket of security

When my heart is shrouded in darkness

You look down upon me in silent awe

While I look at myself with disdain. I'm shadow of my former self

Why will you let hate consume you I will never know

I never thought you to be the hateful kind

In many ways you are the younger brother I've always wished for but

At a time when I needed you the most you turned your back upon me

But now you're here and I can't keep pondering why

But I'm tired of others saving me this time I will save myself.

JPOV
Jake looked down at Bella. Where the hell could they be? What trouble had Bella dragged me into now?

She apparently had about as much of a clue as I did. So I shrugged then she suggested that we explore it was all I could do but comply so I followed.

Later on

The fog had come back and you could practically cut it with a knife. Bella still lead the way but she was getting ahead of me. The fog seemed alive some how. My feelings of unease were growing. We have to hurry up and get out of here.

Bella just kept on and I had to call out to her "wait". It seemed she couldn't hear me so I sped up. Then she suddenly halted and I practically ran right into her.

Epov

I could only stare at the pale angel that lay upon the bed. Her heart would be fine one minute than any minute later would become irregular. Ah could this day get any worse. Her heart rate sped up guess I needn't ask ehh! Her beaten up form only served to remind of how breakable and fragile she was.

If I had heeded her wishes and changed her this wouldn't of happened. If I wasn't so stupid and stubborn she wouldn't of drove off like that. Damn it all!

Carlisle had informed me that Bella had made an appointment with him. She hadn't been feeling well. Jesus why hadn't she told me? Why hadn't I told Carlisle that I suspected that Bella was sick? Apparently the disease still unknown could be fatal.

If only I had changed her and now it could be too late. Alice walked in worry creased her forehead. Doubt raced through her thoughts. Had she had another vision?

How is the wolf?

JPOV

Ice hit me like a ton of bricks. "Bella"? She crumpled to the ground in agony. Suddenly all I could see was black. Just before Bella turned ,my vision cleared her eyes were clear as water seeing nothing. I couldn't shake the thought that something was happening and there was nothing I could do to stop it. I was strong there wasn't anything I could do. In the first time in a long time I felt helpless.