Warning: This one is probably going to be a lot darker then the previous one although that was pretty dark too.
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'How long have I been here? I can't seem to remember. Maybe a year, maybe only six months. I do know it has been a while. Has Naruto forgotten me? Or is he still out there, looking for me?' These thoughts have plagued my thoughts since that first sexual encounter with Kabuto. He still does that but I am so numb now, Physically and Mentally.
Recently though, Orochimaru has been coming into to join with Kabuto and I. It is sick and I feel disgusting. I am ready to die honestly. This constant numbness. I need a release. Something to let me know I am still alive and that this awful place isn't just a nightmare.
Kabuto came in again followed closely behind Orochimaru. The vibrator that is kept in my asshole to keep it stretched is removed and I am positioned for Orochimaru. He slams in me with no preparation and no lubrication. Now while it doesn't hurt it is still the mental thinking I have from those few times with Naruto. I can't take much more of this.
Orochimaru finishes and comes inside me again- another habit they both do that leaves me feeling even more gross- before pulling out and leaving. Kabuto stays and positions me differently to keep Orochimaru's seed inside me, just because he knows it bothers me. God I hate these people. Why did I ever think that they could give me what I wanted?
Kabuto leaves again and for the longest time I feel nothing until my body starts to cool down and I can feel sensations again. My nerves cool and i can feel the seed in me of a man I truly despise. I wiggle my ass, clenching and unclench my muscles trying to push some of it out. No good the vibrator is in again, plugging anything from leaving my body.
Day in and day out this is my life. I get fed one meal a day and I get one bath a month. I hate the necessary evil the bath brings. Mostly because while I get to be clean again, Orochimaru and Kabuto are in there with me and toying with my body in ways that would make normal people aroused. I still do but I consider my body aroused, not me.
Today must be day, Orochimaru has been in here eight times already and it isn't even noon. I wonder what is happening in the world I barely remember with out my bright ball of blond hair and Sky Blue eyes.
Then, barely, I hear it. A yell of words I had forced my brain and heart to forget. "Believe it" were the words, believe it. I knew of one person in the whole world who would yell those words loud enough for the world to hear.
Naruto.
He came to get me. He did remember me. My god I wonder if he will recognize me. I wonder if he will take me back? I am really dirty now, and I have been with the enemy, in more ways then one. No! I don't want Naruto to see me like this. This pathetic state where I feel nothing. Yet all I want is for him to run in and hold me close.
I hear and watch the door open with a sense of a dread and joy. There shadowed by the bright light behind him, is my Ball of Sun and Joy. Come to my rescue from the aphrodisiac days of pain.
Naruto...my love.