October 24th, 2000
I had to fight a demon tonight on my way home from Janice's. I am fine, at least physically. I had to fight the thing alone though. Buffy was nowhere around, and she couldn't even bother to answer her cell. I needed her and she wasn't there for me, as usual. The demon I had to fight was this really big, ugly looking gross thing that had horns sticking out of it's head, one eye in the center of his face, scales, claws, and no mouth. At least I think it didn't have a mouth. Not really sure. All this was just really strange. The demons usually come after just Buffy, but this one seem to be obsessed with me for some reason. What makes this even more strange is I stopped by Giles to tell him about the demon, and he rudely just shoved me out the door with a half hearted thank you, and then just slammed the door in my face. I haven't really noticed it before, but ever since a couple days ago, everyone around me has been acting really strange towards me, including Xander.
Oh my god! Mr. Bryant is such a tool! He was so totally picking on me today in math class. He kept asking me the questions that I didn't know the answers to, and would then get snotty with ne afterwards. I hate him so much. I mean, come on, I was not the only student in that classroom. He could have asked others some questions, but for some reason, he hates me. Why, I am not sure. I even went to Principal Walker about it and she just acted like I was crazy or something. Seriously, why is he even teaching? It is clearly obvious he hates kids. Or maybe he just hates young girls because he was turned down by them in school. I can see why he was. He looks and dresses like a nerd. I bet he has dressed that way when he went to school. I just wish he wasn't my teacher. Maybe I will talk to mom and see if she can help me get him replaced or something. I hope so.
My mom is sick. The doctors told her the other day what is wrong with her. She has something wrong with her brain, like a tumor or something. The doctors said that they could do surgery to remove it. Come to think of it, that was around the time Buffy started acting odd towards me and telling me that I wasn't real. That I didn't belong here. I agree, it was mean for her to say those things. I just wish I knew why she said them. I guess it could be because of mom, and she was just lashing out or something. If that's the case, then I understand because I have been lashing out as well. My mom has a tumor, and from what I understand, those things can kill you. I know what the doctor said about surgery, but what if it doesn't work? What if she dies before she gets the chance to have the surgery done? I know I shouldn't be thinking like this, but I just can't help it. I love my mom so much. I don't want her to die. I hope that the doctors can do something to save her. I hope this surgery goes well and that nothing bad happens to her.
You know how much I whine and complain about my sister, right? Ok. You also know how much I love her, even if I say I don't right? Ok, so I had this nightmare about her last night. Her and I were up on this ledge thingy, talking. I was in some sort of ceremonial dress or something and I had these shallow cuts on my side that were dripping blood, and the blood was dropping to the ground, but it never made it. Instead, this glowing orb formed in the sky just a few feet below us and it kept getting bigger and brighter. Then all of these demons started popping out of it, and all these lightning bolts were shooting from it. I wasn't really sure what was going on, but Buffy got this really peaceful look on her face, looked at me for a few minutes, hugged me and then started running towards the edge of the ledge, then she dove off. She landed right into the glowing orb. The next thing I know is I was walking down some stairs and then I just stood there and saw my sister lying on the ground. I thought she was asleep at first, but then I saw this headstone, and on it said BUFFY ANNE SUMMERS and then had her date of death, which was May 22nd, 2001. Was I dreaming of her death? Was I prophecizing it or something?
Author's Note: Sorry this isn't as good as the previous three chapters. I really couldn't think of anything at the moment. Please review and if you want, tell me other things you would like to see in this story. It would be really helpful. Thanks.