Yoyo, 3rd chapter! Anyway, thanks to everyone whos been putting this as a story alert or fav. Please remeber to review! I know story with more reviews usually get more views from people
Anyway, on with the next chapter.
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Second Time
No matter how much I tried to distract her mind from want she wants, she seems to keep pushing me to the edge. Every night her clothing becomes even more provocative and I try to shy my eyes away before my thoughts go elsewhere.
But tonight, the streams of water gushing down her face – how can I deny her? I want to make her happy, but this decision is leaving me so torn.
"I'm s-s-s-orry." She stammers, not getting enough air.
I bring her closer, trying to comfort her. Why can't she understand what a monster I am! That I will hurt her too much!
My brain feels so tortured I groan out, "I can't, Bella, I can't!"
I feel her warm breath on my chest as she spoke into it. "Please," she begged. "Please Edward."
And then, feeling her that close to me again, her breath on my skin – maybe this time it will be better, I think. I pull her away gently, pressing my mouth to hers.
I would not hurt her this time, I would not. My hand wondered to her thigh, to her black lace. Damn that Alice, she knew exactly how to make a situation more … tempting.
As soon as Bella and I rearranged ourselves in the new blue bed, I tried to think of everyway possible not to hurt her. Now that I was over her, I kissed her softly, trying to remember my sanity. Trying not to let go completely, before I would lose control; I held her shoulders lightly, moving my mouth down to hers.
Her breath was hot, and her body was hotter then normal. It seemed to radiate from beneath me. I breathed into her, gasping slightly. She smiled.
I let my lips graze her neck and felt her shiver. And then I moved my other hand to her thigh. Going over the inner skin, feeling her flesh go rigged under my touch. I pulled onto the lace there, trying to bring it down. But then her leg rose lightly, brushing against something. I couldn't help but pull the lace into shreds.
Slowly, as things progressed, I knew I would be able to control myself. And now, instead of grabbing onto Bella's shoulders for leverage, I grabbed onto the head board behind her.
When I kissed her I wasn't afraid to let her tongue wonder into my mouth, I welcomed it willingly. And when my fingers ran across her breast and she shuddered, I felt a grin creep up my face. So now as I started to move into her, I held onto the head board tighter.
This feeling of warmth consuming all of me was so much. I wasn't prepared before, but now that I had the general feeling I thought I might be able to predict what to do next. I slid in slowly, watching her body arch into me. Hearing both delicious and interesting sounds escape from her.
Finally, when the warmth totally consumed me, I let out a sharp breathe. This warmth her body contained was so much, almost too much. Each time I moved back, I gripped the head board tighter. I could see my knuckles turning whiter then normal, and I could feel the board form to my hands. I looked down to see Bella's face. Her eyelids were fluttering, her eye lashes were long and brushed past the bottom of her eye. The moonlight was strong and almost blue, high lighting the curve of her body, a shadow from my body creeping across her torso. How could she think she was boring? She was anything but plain, anything but ordinary. At first it had been the throat burning sent that caused my insides to become inflamed and my thirst to become uncontrollable. It was interesting, and it was tempting. But now, I was no longer just attracted to her blood. Especially after Italy, no matter how good her blood tasted, drinking all of it was not worth it.
I felt Bella tighten around me, her breathing coming in short gasps. And then I felt the height of my pleasure. Something rushed through me and released as I pushed onto the head board again. Gripping until I heard a crunch and when I pulled back to relax myself I saw that I had pulled two large, bigger then hand, size pieces from it. Esme won't be too pleased…
Bella's chest relaxed more, her voice so light and delicate, "I love you."
I fell beside her, brushing pieces of plastered hair from her face.
"I love you too."
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The next chapter is proving kind of difficult to write. Its when Bella is finally a vampire, so they don't have to worry about being gentle and what not. so therefore more things can happen between them. So, I'm trying to find a when to put that detail in without making it super dirty, trying to keep with the style of the other chapters. Its almost done though, but Im not sure when I will be posting.