My Mask

This mask I wear

Is one that no one can

See though.

I used to never

Need a mask

I was naturally happy

There was no reason to force it

No one knows

The pain

I hide with this mask

No one understands the hell

I am going through

I see everyone around me

Some with masks

Some without

When people are around

This mask stays strong

But when I enter

A period of loneliness

It shatters

I let out the pain

The tears

The suffering

I'm scared

That this mask will one day

Become a permanent part of me

I'm frightened

That I will never

Find that one

Who will se behind

This mask I wear

I'm terrified

That no one

In this whole damn world

Will take off this mask

And heal

My shattered heart