Can I forgive you?
Of course I can
You have done nothing wrong
You have tried to be there for me
Time and time again
But I am the one distancing myself
Our friendship is strong and unbreakable
Not even your lover can come between us
But I can not be selfish
You need to be there for him as well
You can't always be there for me
And I understand this
I am distancing myself from you
Because he needs you too
You say I'm patient
But am I really?
I'm searching desperately for my love
I'm not just waiting for him.
I have time
My life is just starting
But I'm still rushing it
I am not patient
I need to slow down
Sure I feel lonely and left out
But soon I won't
I just have to gain the patience needed
So I can wait for that moment to come
Where I will find him
But for now
I'm just glad
I have a friend like you
I can call you my friend
Because you have been there for me
Sure I am ignored sometimes
But I can not have all of your attention
That isn't right
That is what I was asking from you
I realize now that that was selfishness
On my part
And now I have made you feel bad
Well no more
I don't forgive you
Because there is nothing to forgive
I am the selfish one
I am the one who comes crying to you
I am the one who is rushing my life
Past so fast that problems are arising
You are not the one
Who needs MY forgiveness
I'm the one who needs YOURS
So now I will ask you
Could you possibly forgive me?