A/N: We're gonna be shaking the lemon tree this chapter.

Do not own, only the story line ;o)

Chapter 14- I'm so stupid, it should have been you

**EPOV**

Ok, slow, slow, slow I chanted in my head. I just wanted to ravish her right then and there. Without saying a word. I took the note from Bella and sat it on the bed, then pulled her on top to straddle me. I pulled her face down to mine and unleashed my lust felt kisses on her. She started to moan and I knew that I was going to do everything right and slow and make her a very, very happy woman tonight.

I flipped us over so that I was now on top of, I slowly kissed my way from her lips, to her neck, down to her collar bone. I could feel her little hands running from my hair to my ass. I let my hands roam from her waist up to her sides and grazed them over her breasts…-no bra, beautiful firm breast.. not too big, not too small but enough to enjoy...emmm –I swept my thumbs over her pebbling nipples.

"God Bella, you drive me insane." "I want to see that beautiful body of yours..can i?"

She looked away as a blush crept over her cheeks, she seemed a little timid, closed her eyes for a moment and then turned her head back towards me. When she opened her eyes there was no doubt that she trusted me completely, not hint of shyness or embarrassment. She started to sit up and pull her tank off when I stopped her.

"Bella, we will only do what you are comfortable with, if you want to stop at anytime we can ok? I just want you to know how much I care about you. I want tonight to be about you."

She pushed me off of her, got up off the bed and pulled her shirt over her head, then pulled her shorts off; leaving her standing there in nothing but a pair of royal purple cheeky panties. (hey I know my bras and panties) I took a moment to take the sight in she was stunning. I scooted to the side of the bed that she was standing in front of and pulled her to me. "I want to make you happy." I told her.

I took her in my arms and pulled her back down onto the bed. I started at her toes and trailed kisses up her left leg to her knee then her thigh pausing at her panties, I placed a long kiss right at her heated core.

"Fuck Bella, you smell so good."

She was squirming with anticipation. I looked up asking her with my eyes if this is what she wanted. She looked down into my eyes and nodded her go ahead. I placed another kiss through her panties to her core. I then took my fingers and hooked them to the waist of her panties and slowly pulled them down. I made my way back down her body kissing the right leg now, thigh, knee, toes and finished removing her panties. I looked up at my Goddess sprawled out on the bed waiting to be worshiped, I looked from her beautiful hair to those pouty pink lips, to her firm breasts down to her tight little stomach, my breath hitched when I finally saw the "hardwood floor" -oh God she was going to be the death of me- Her beautiful pussy lips were already glistening with wetness. I felt me cock grow even harder –down boy, not right now, not even tonight, we are here for her.- I think I heard it growl.

I ran my hands up her legs to her pussy leaving a trail of burning kisses all the way up. When I got there I paused, she had her head back, hips forward, back arched and was rubbing her pebbled nipples through her fingers. Oh, she was ready….

I placed my hands on her inner thighs and watched my beautiful flower open. If I thought her pussy lips were beautiful, the sight I had before me now was utterly breath taking. I reached down and placed a kiss right above her clit, she shuttered. I then gave her a small lick "Oh God you taste so good." I then ran my long tongue down her lips. I knew that she enjoyed my tongue stud so I used it to its full glory.

"Bella, you are so fucking wet."

"It's for you, I've never been like this before, this is only for you." She moaned.

That made me smile. "Well then, let's see what I can do for you."

I let one finger run up the folds of her pussy lips, teasing her just a bit, I made my way up to her clit and gave it a lite rub, hearing her response I bent down and placed my lips around her clit letting my tongue slowly lick and then started to suck. I slide two fingers into her wet folds and started to pump. Bella was moaning loudly now –who know, she was a moaner, that's a plus on top over everything else. –

"Oh, God Edward…don't…stop..oh fffuck."

God I got turned on when she had naughty little mouth. I pushed my fingers in deeper and sucked harder on her clit.

"Oh…emm..ahh…Edward..oh..God."

I could tell she was close, her little frame was lifting us both off the bed with an enormous amount of strength.

I stopped sucking on her clit and started letting my tongue swoorl around it, I kept pumping my fingers in and out..she was moaning and thrashing .

"OH GOD…OH FUCKING…OHH……EEDDWWARRDDD….FUCK."

And she came…oh god she came hard, I drank in every ounce of wetness that she would give me. And then she collapse back into the bed.

"Oh fuck..that was umm..wow. I've never had one like that." She breathlessly said.

I smiled. "I'm glad that you liked it."

I crawled back up the bed pulled her under the covers and wrapped her in my arms. I knew that I couldn't do much about my hard erection right now, so at least I would try to sleep.

**BPOV**

-Oh God I have never, ever had an orgasm like that one. Jeez I think I strained my vocal cords, who knew I could be so loud, if he can do that with his mouth I can't wait to see the rest.- I really should return the favor.

I could clearly feel just how turned on he was pressed against my back. I decided to have a little fun first. I snuggled back into him and ground my ass against his hard cock..let's see what he can take.

He growled…"Bella.."

I turned over and looked at him. "What? I like to snuggle."

"Yeah, that's what we're going call snuggling?" he sighed.

Then before he knew what hit him I was on top of him straddling him again. I started kissing his eyelids I then traveled to his nose, down to his mouth, pausing long enough to show him just how much I loved kissing him. I then started down his neck, to his collar bone. I pulled back and looked at his glorious chest. "Hmm, looks like I'm not the only one with hard nipples tonight." I said. He smirked. I continued down his chest, I took his left nipple in my mouth and pulled the ring. He bucked up under me. I smile. "Hmm..i see someone really likes that too."

"Bella…"

I ground my wet pussy to his clothed erection, then kissed over to his right nipple and tugged then took it in my mouth. His erection was straining so hard on his pants I knew it couldn't be pleasant.

I climbed between his legs and reached down and put my hands at his waist, tapped him on the nose and said "hips up Loverboy."

He looked a little shocked. "What? You think I'm going to tease you and then go to sleep?..Oh no, I am not passing up this opportunity." I smiled.

"Bella, you don't.."

I cut him off yanking at his pants "hips up."

He lifted his hips so that I could bring his pants down lower. I didn't feel any underwear.

"Mr. Cullen, commando?"

"Hey those pants tonight were like a second skin, I really didn't find underwear to be an essential item of clothing tonight." He responded.

I continued to pull down his pants, with great anticipation I held my breath, I knew he was pretty large since he had been pressing against me most of the night, but I wasn't prepared to see just how large he was.

"Emm…nice." I said.

Running my hands over his length. I bent down and licked the pre-cum off his tip. I then swoorled my tongue around him.

"Ahhh..Bella."

I opened my mouth as wide as it would go and wrapped my lips around as much of him as I could. What I couldn't fit in my mouth I stroked lightly with my right hand. I cupped his balls with my left hand tugging ever so lightly. I started bobbing my head taking as much in as I could with mouthful.

"Umm..Ahh..fuck Bella…oh..God..that fucking feels like heaven. "

I wanted to really show him how much I was enjoying myself, I slowed a bit and relaxed my neck muscles as much as I could, then I pushed all of him into my mouth I could feel him traveling well past my gag reflex.

"OHHHH FUCK…BELLA…OH GOD BABY."

-Wow I want to get that response from him as much as possible=

With a response like that my confidence went through the roof.. I nuzzled my nose to his pubic bone as I took him in. I pulled back slowly and bobbed a few more times before deep throating him again. He was getting close, I continued this routine until I know he couldn't take any more…he was starting to tense up.

"Bella…baby, I'm….I'm..gonna..oh.."

I reached around and cupped both his ass cheeks, so he couldn't pull away, I wanted all of him, I wanted to taste all of him.. I pushed all of him into my mouth and felt him explode down my throat.

"OH…FUCK…BELLLLAAA."

He dropped back down to the bed with the most beautiful look on his face.

He made me cum three more times that night and I returned the favor to him once more..We finally drifted off to sleep from exhaustion. The last time I looked at the clock it was 6:34am..Ah a Halloween I will never forget.

I woke in my bed with at since of completeness…I rolled over to see Edward was still asleep…he was so beautiful and I knew that even though I couldn't give myself all the way yet, he would be waiting until I could. I reached over and ran my thumb over his lips and he stirred.

"Morning my Goddess." He said

I giggled…"Edward I am far from a goddess."

"Emm…nope, I am not mistaken, I am staring at a goddess."

"Whatever."

"Bella, you just don't see yourself clearly."

"And you apparently need glasses." I shot back.

-It has taken me a very long time to look at myself as being pretty, I knew I was pretty, I wasn't gorgeous but I had a decent body and with the right amount of work from Rose & Alice I could pull off prettl. It's just I wasn't use to hearing it from anyone other than Rose or Alice.-

Noticing that the house was too quite, I was sure the girls would be in their rooms for most of the day, I said."Soo..what do you want to do today?"

"I was thinking maybe you and I could spend the day together, go for a pick nick and talk or something."

"That sounds nice."

"I need to run home and shower and change anyways."

He leaned over and kissed me. "You get ready, by the time you get in the shower and get dressed, I should be back."

"Ok..but don't take too long ok."

"I won't I'll see you in a bit."

He rolled out of bed and stood up

-Yep..That truly was a nice ass.-

I growled..

"Bella…how are you ever going to get ready if you lay there ogaling me?"

I blushed.."Sorry just enjoying the view." I went to get up too but he leaned over and pulled the sheet tightly around me.

"Nope, wait, no getting up, if I see your beautiful naked body I am going to want to do much more than ogal and then we would never make it out of this room today."

"I wouldn't mind."

Neither would I, but, slow remember there are some other things I would like to do today also."

I smiled at him, reached behind him and grabbed a handful of his ass and squeezed. "You said no ogaling, you didn't say no squeezing."

He kissed me and pulled back. "Bella, shower, get ready and I'll be back in an hour ok?"

"Fine."

He smirked and walked out of my bedroom.

I had dressed in my most comfy pair of jeans and a deep blue v-neck sweater I finished up the outfit with my comfy, yet stylish, black boots. I put on my charcoal jacket and my multicolored scarf and was ready.

Edward came back in thirty five minutes..the boy was fast, his hair was still wet he was dressed in jeans, a cream colored shirt with a tan leather jacket, he had boots on that screamed bad boy. When I opened the door he handed me a single Star-Gazer Lily

"For you my Goddess." I giggled. "Come on Loverboy."

- I just loved the nickname Alice deemed him with.-

"So where we going?

"It's a surprise."

"Edward…please, I don't like surprises."

He leaned over and kissed my neck and whispered.."Bella, come on, give me this today please."

Oh no fair!! All he has t do is that???? Dammit, I'm never going to win…cheater

"Fine."

We drove for another fifteen minutes, before reaching the park that he wanted us to go to.

We got out of the car, Edward pulled out blanket and settled it down on the grassy hill. He opened the pick nick basket and starting pulling out a variety of foods; I didn't realize how famished I was until we started to eat.

With full stomachs we were now both laying down on the blanket, Edward was on his back and I was snuggled up on his chest.

I couldn't think the day could get any better.

"Edward."

"Hmm."

"Can I ask you a question?"

"Yeah."

"How long have you had feelings for me?"

"Well since I was eleven..but it was only a crush back then."

"When I was fifteen and you were getting ready to graduate high school with Em and Jaz, I started to realize that you were probably going to go away somewhere like they were planning to. You had always been so nice to me and we always could just hang out and do whatever and it was fun." Once I realized that you wouldn't be around as much anymore I finally realized that what I was feeling for you was much more than a crush."

"After you graduated and Em went to Minnesota and Jasper went to Texas and you stayed here I thought I had died and gone to heaven because you would still be around. "I took every chance I could get to see you or talk to you. You were eighteen and I was fifteen and a half, I didn't know how to tell you that I liked you and how to pluck up the courage to ask you out. I didn't want to do anything that would hurt the friendship that had developed between us, but I wanted it to become more also…so I kept quit "

"Edward, that day of thanksgiving break when I picked Em & Jazz up from the airport and then we all stayed in the basement. Where were you that night.?

"I was in town working at the shelter, It was getting close to Thanksgiving and it seemed that was the time of year when we had the best chances to get the animals adopted, so I had worked until 1 in the morning making sure that they were presentable for the big turnout expected the next day. When I got home that night, I saw your car in the driveway. I went straight up to my room and started listening to music, I knew that if I saw you and said something and you rejected me I wouldn't know what to do, plus Em and Jaz would have never let me live it down."

"After an hour I got thirsty so I went into the kitchen to get a drink. I walked in and flipped on the light but realized I had left my door open, I could still hear the music, not wanting to wake my parents I ran back upstairs to shut it."

I smiled.."Always so considerate weren't you Edward." So that's when I must have came upstairs from the basement to use the potty and retrieve some more Mt. Dew."

He chuckled.."You still say potty."

I glared.."Yes, so shut it."

"Anyways, I must have come upstairs when you went back to your room because the kitchen light was on but I didn't see anyone."

"Yeah I ran back upstairs, closed my door and then bolted back down. When I came around the corner I saw the cutest thing. You were bent over looking in the fridge pilfering, as usual, Mt. Dew. You must have found some because you squealed and then mumbled something about the evil little bastards couldn't escape you even if they hid at the ends of the earth.

He chuckled.

" And it looks like I found them, so there." I stuck out my tongue.

"You were always so cute talking to inanimate objects." That's when you turned around and saw me and asked how Your favorite Cullen was. I always loved that you called me that you know."

"You'll always be my favorite, Em might be on of my best friend, but you've always been…I dunno…more in a different way, somehow."

"Then I was trying to tell you how old I was that I was almost sixteen to try to make you see that there wasn't a big deal with me being younger..but you didn't seem to get the point."

I laughed. "Well I can safely say that I really didn't get hints back then, I was more of the come out and tell me type of person, being Em & Jaz best friend I just kind of got use to people coming out and telling me stuff, you know just treating me as one of the guys. "

"Then when I asked you about coming to the La Push game to see me play, you told me you had a boyfriend who played for La Push." My heart felt like it had been kicked in the gut." Then you told me his name was Mike.." The only Mike I knew was Newton and I was hoping that it wasn't him..but when I asked you and you said his name was Mike Newton I knew that I had to somehow warn you, get you to see."

"Edward, I'm sooo sorry I didn't listen to you, it was weird it was the first time that someone treated me other than just one of the guys, I didn't know what I was supposed to be feeling or how I was supposed to be treated, I just knew it was different and I really liked it.

"I know, and I'm sorry that I didn't have the balls to tell you back then. I could have been the one to treat you like you deserved to be treated."

"Mike had a rep for what he liked to call tracking girls. He would find a pretty girl he liked, set his target, find out as much as he could about them, woo them and then pounce. After he got what he wanted he would leave them by the waste side or just cheat on them until they finally figured it out. He had done that to one of my friends little sisters a few months before and I had gotten pissed and talk to Em about it one night when we were playing video games after he came back. I tried to tell you, you wouldn't listen, you couldn't listen, every time I tried to make you see that the guy with the bad rep I was talking about was Mike you just wouldn't listen. Em & Jaz both tried to get you to calm down and listen, but you wouldn't. " Damn you can be stubborn." He smiled.

I remembered something right then, Edward had a black eye at Thanksgiving dinner.

"Edward, why did you have a black eye at Thanksgiving."

"Ah, you remember that do you?" It was at the basket ball game between La Push. Even though I was a sophomore I was good enough to be picked to play for the varsity team. We had all gotten dressed and then went out into the hall. La Push's locker room was across from ours. I heard Mike inside talking to his friend, tell him how he had met a girl on the internet. He had done some research to see what you looked like, he got a hold of a yearbook and realized you were pretty. He could tell just by talking to you that you never really dated so he knew told his friend "this one was going to be cake." His friend asked your name and he said "Bella Swan..let me tell you, she's a hot little piece of ass..i'm thinking that I'm going to keep her around much longer than normal..she's not tainted by anyone else so I will be able to take that sweet innocence from her."

"I was in shock when I heard him say that. It confirmed what I was thinking." I got called over by my coach just then so I wasn't able to actually confront Mike about what I heard him say. The game started and I got lucky I was assigned to guard him.

***Flashback***

EPOV

"Hey Newton Is it?"

"Yeah, what's it to you."

"Did I hear you say something about Bella Swan."

"Yeah, what's it to you."

-ok this what's it to you is getting old- I thought

"Well she just happens to be a friend of mine, and I really don't like the way you are talking about her."

"Aww…do you have a crush on my girlfriend?"

"No (well yes but that was beside the point.). She's a good friend and just so happens to be my brothers best friend."

"Well that won't be much longer; you see she really doesn't need attention of any kind from anyone else now that she has me." Her time will be spent with me, devoted to me, doing what I want her to do."

"What they fuck?" You don't treat girls that way." I said

-Not that I had that much experience with girls but still I knew that you didn't objectify them…I was getting pissed now, Bella was free to talk to, see and do things with whoever she wanted, what type of person would treat her like they had ownership of her, like an object-

Mike looked me square in the eyes. "Hey buddy, look I don't know if your pissed because you didn't have the balls to ask her out first or if you really are just a friend. But, she's mine now and she's going to stay that way."

"The hell she is, I will figure out a way to get it through to her who you are and what you are doing, I know of your rep."

Mike got the ball passed to him just then so we actually had to start acting like a forward and a guard, I put my hands up in front of him, he pivoted and just when I pulled my hands down he rotated back around and put his elbow right in my eye.

"Fucking prick." He said.

***End Of Flashback***

"And my coach pulled me out due to the fact that it was bleeding so I didn't get a chance to hit him back and he was long gone once I came out of the locker room after the game…fucking coward." He said as he finished telling me the story of what happened that night.

I reached over and pulled myself to his face, I caught him off guard when I took his lips and started to probe his mouth with my tongue. He seem shocked at first but it didn't take him long to recover and deepen the kiss.

"What was that for?" He said. "I'm not complaining just asking, so I can do it again more often if that is the reward."

I smiled. "You defended my honor..I didn't ask and probably didn't deserve it the way I treated you, but you did."

"Bella, I would and will always look out for you and be here for you. I was just pissed I couldn't punch the fucker."

The rest of the day went by with us going back and forth of stories of fun times and things we did together that was fun. About 6pm I got a call from Alice.

Phone Call:

"Hey sweetie, how is your day going."

"Fine, Edward and I had a great day." But I'm surprised to hear from you, I didn't think you guys would make it out of bed today."

"Oh funny, aren't you, you'll see when you finally get to have that great sex just how hard it is to remember there is an outside world."

"Yeah I know, I'm looking forward to it."

"So Rose, myself and the boys were talking and we want to go clubbing tonight. Are you guys in?"

I reached over and asked Edward, he shook his head yes.

"Sure we're in."

"Ok, Well get your ass home we have to get you ready and tell Edward that he needs to meet the boys at his parents' house. I want no peeking until the finished products are revealed tonight. "

"Ok Alice, I will give you this with no questions asked, you deserve it as your reward."

"How is it my reward?"

"Let's just say that the pj's you left along with notes..caused my more than my toes to curl.."

I heard her squeal and jump up and down.

"Bye Alice I'll see you in a few."

"Bye Bellllllllllaaaaaaa"

A/N: Yep we have a little more background on the ass that is Newton but since this was so long and I want to make sure to actually get a chapter up today, I do want to give the "kicking of Mike Newton's ass" justice it will be in the next chapter with love and devotion. Thank you guys sooo much for reading this and thank you for the reviews they really do mean a bunch. I will work on the next chapter tonight and tomorrow and have it up tomorrow after I get home from work :o)