Blasting my rock and roll,
Lying and crying alone
in my bed,
I think about my life,
And how it was destroyed,
In only a day.
My relationship with him is over,
But that's okay with me,
I love someone else now,
It's he that I can't have.
He is taken by someone else,
And he loves him,
Not me.
So I lie here alone
Wondering if life is worth living anymore.
I want to end it,
But I don't have the guts.
The blade is shining like heavens gates,
But the pain threatening to come,
Is as terrifying as,
That never ending nightmare,
where your love is your murderer.
So here I am,
Alone,
Thinking of ways to help him stay happy.
That's all I can do,
Make sure he's happy and stays that way.
He has the one for him,
While I have no one.
So here I am,
Still lying in bed and crying,
Absolutely Alone.