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(Stupid School Testing….Grrr)
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And What I saw changed my Life forever…
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As opened the door, I realized if I had a pulse, people would think a marching band lived in my house.Here goes nothing ..
Edward was on top of Tanya, grunting and from what I saw they weren't playing footsie. I Can NOT believe him.
I stood there in the door, just waiting for them to notice that I was watching thier disgusting porno imitation. Finally, Edward looked up and opened him mouth to say...
"Holy sh-cow! Bella,love, its not what you think-"
"No, Edward its EVERYTHING I think!" I roared. Tanya , who seemed to have not notice me, looked up with a smug grin on her face. She pushed Edward off of her and used the covers as a makeshift dress.
"Well, I guess I see who can't satify her husband. Such a shame."
I just glared.
"Well, are you going to leave? Or do you want to watch?"
And with that I lunged for her. I CAN NOT believe this stupid whore!
Edward got in the way just in time to stop me from decapitating her. "Love, stop!She means nothing, nothing at all!"
"Well, If she means nothing,you were willing to throw away what we had just for 'nothing'? I can't believe you!"
And with that I stormed off.If she thinks I'm done with her she has another thing coming...
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As I walked off I thought NOTHING! he destroyed 'us' for NOTHING?! That BASTARD!
When I finished ranting I realized this was the first time I had ever bad mouth Edward. I always was so damn forgiving. I was young and naive and insercure. Looking back, I wonder how we lasted this long.
I opened the Front door Of My family's house and ran to where Alice's scent lead.
I found her on the livingroom floor, sobbing.
"Alice, whats wrong?!"
"I-I-I saw what happened....I tried to warn you b-b-but Edward said that he would never so I thought I was wrong. I s-so s-s-s-sorry!"
I walked over to where she sat and gave her a hug.
"Alice, you didn't make him cheat on me. I don't think you did anything wrong. Its Okay."
I found it funny how I was conforting when technically I should be comforted.
Comfort.....From Him.
No! You can't let him think he can use you.
I love him.
He cheated.
I still....love him.
He broke wedding vows. "I promise to love you forever, Every single day of forever. Will you marry me?"
He still loves me.
You sure?
To tell the truth, I couldn't be sure.
Edward came busting threw the door with Tanya trying to restrain him.
"C'mon, you can do better than her. I love you! She stole you from me! I can do whatever she has done better. Please..."
She trailed off knowing she was fighting a lost cause. She let go of him and turned to glare in my direction.
If Looks could kill....
"Bella, I'm sorry, so sorry. I would never do that again. I don't love her! I don't even want her! Please, just lets act like this never happened. Please...?"
Part of me wanted to do just that.
NO! Don't give in! You deserve respect as a woman. Leave the lowlife bastard behind! My common sense seemed to roar in my ears.
What about Renessme?
Take her too.
No. I won't do that to her.
Okay, but don't you think you should think about yourself? For once?
You have a point.
Leave her with Rosalie.
"Edward, I can't trust you. I don't think I ever will again. I need time to think."
And with that I grabbed my purse, car keys, and credit card to find a hotel I could stay in for a while.
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As I walked up to room 813, i realize its the date me and Edward got married.
Dammit.
Looking around the room, I noticed the King size bed and went to lay down. Looking up at the cieling, I wished I was this was all a nightmare and Edward would wake me up and it would be the night before our wedding all over again.
But everything he said were lies. All of it.