again not a writer

again thanks to every one for helping me edit it

It's the day before Alice and my wedding. I'm lying in the guess bedroom at Emmett's and Rosalie house. 'Why you ask?' Because Esme and my mother kicked me out of my houses to get any last minutes wedding preparation ready. Alice was at Edwards's condo with his girlfriend Nissie. I had given Alice full range on the whole wedding; the only expectation was that the wedding had to be in December. Alice had protease about only having 6 months to plan a wedding. We were having the wedding at our house. I knew that Alice wanted the whole big wedding but in Washington its frowned a pane for same sex
marriage. so we had agreed to a civil union reception at are back yard. uhh its just pass 2 am and I still can't sleep. All of sudden there was a loud wail coming from the next room.

I walk in to the next room to see a beautiful baby girl shuiting tiring to get anyone's attention. She was born November 6, and her name was Eden Marie swan. I picked her up and cradle her in my hands. she had Emmett's dark hair, but she had Rosalie beautiful blue eyes. She was little only having been born little over a month. "shh, baby girl it's ok your aunty Bella is here." I cooed in her ear.

"She's probably hungry. Sorry if she woke you up." said Rosalie from the door way, bottle in hand.

"No it ok I couldn't sleep anyways" I said to her in all honesty.

"Hmm do you want to feed her" Rosalie questioned me. I just nodded to her as my respond. She handed me Eden's bottle, I pest the bottle to her lips and she eagerly drank her mother's milk. "You're a natural, now tell me why you can't sleep are you nervous" Rosalie said with a teasing smile on her face.

"No just thinking of how we got this far. I remember Alice walking in to my art appreciation call like it was yesterday." I said thinking back to that day.

"mhmm you never told me how you two meet. Would you tell me please." she said with a little pout on her face.

"Okay" I said to her. So I started my story

6 years earlier

It was my freshman year at Seattle state. I was in my art appreciation class when she walked in. To This day I don't know what draw me to the door just as she walked in but as soon as she stepped in my dark brown eyes was meet with bright green eye, the girl smile shyly, I evidently looked down and blushed. She when and sat a few chairs away from me since this guy name Mitch or something like that was sitting next to me and talking my ear off. He had already tired to ask me out on a date, I had said that I wasn't interested that I wasn't looking to be in a relationship at the moment.

The truth was that I wasn't interested in the male population all together. I had dated my best friend Jacob black back in high school though I loved him as a friend I couldn't love him more than that. He was very understanding, and patient. And the whole time I felt guilty he was suet a good guy and someone who really did love me. I couldn't return that favor to him it just didn't feel right, the emotion was frost, and the physical took months. It took close to 4 months before we even had a first really kiss. At the end of are scinor year we had gone to a party and gotten pretty wasted. The next morning I had woken up nude on Jacobs's bed. I was scared I didn't want to keep leading him on. I end up leaving a letter saying all my true feeling and how sorry I was that thing didn't work out the way he wanted them to.

Three days before graduation I found out that I was pregnant with Jacob baby we hadn't talk sense the party and I had no plans of telling him. But tree weeks after graduation my world came crashing down on me, I had a imcager. though I didn't know my baby I still loved it with all of my heart, i had made a plan and just like that it was token away. I felt like I didn't want to be on this earth anymore and got filed with self loath like I angered the gods for not loving the father of my baby I spend the rest of my summer in my room not wanting to talk to anyone. Days before going to college I canvied myself that it was for the best because I wasn't ready to take care of myself and a baby. so I went to college to start a new chapter of my life, forgetting my horrible nightmare that was that summer.

I sat and listen to the teacher leacher about what we would to in the class that semesters. but every once in a while I would snick little picks at her. She was so interested in what the teacher was say and writing the info that we would have to have to later. I found myself wondering what she liked. like what kind of music, art, books, and movie she liked. I want to know what make her unique to this world of people wanting to fit in with everyone else. not muck soon later did the teacher anouse that class was over. i was getting ready to leave when i felt this present close to me. I turned around to be facing on other then the girl who has been hunting my thoughts for the pass hour and a half.

"Hi I'm Alice Cullen I saw you earlier in class when i walked in" she said extending her hand so I could shack it. Alice voice sounds like the smooth verbal silk and confident. She was at least a good 5 inches shorter than me, with long inky black hair falling to her mid back. She had designer jeans on with a bright yellow silk top. I look at her eyes and almost lost myself in her beautiful green eyes, I once heard that they are the gateway to your soul that you could tell a lot by just one look.

"uhh hi I'm Isabella swan but please call me Bella" I said taking her hand in main, as soon as our hand touch i feel this shock all throw out my body i take my hand back feeling scared of never having felt like that before. God she was so much better looking than me, she had style were I didn't. She had this graceful aloof thing about her like she had her own little bubble.

"What class do you have next?" she asked a bit breathy.

"Oh I have computer graphics, why what do you have?" I asked hoping she would have the same class or at least the same building.

"I have fashion designer." No wonder she is so stylish. "Do you mind if I walk with you" she asked with a nervous smile.

"uhh yea sure" I said not knowing where this was going. My class was all the way on the other side of campus, and her building was about 10 minutes away. Either was I started walking.

"mhhm tell me a little about yourself." she asked breaking the silent that had come between us as soon as we started walking. "I promise I'm not a stoker" she said with a shy smile.

"uhh what do you want to know" I asked not sure what to tell her that's on open wide question.

"The basics I guess like you age and stuff" she answers back.

"Well my name is Isabella Marie Swan, I'm 19, I've lived in Washington all my live with my family, I have one older brother, and my major is graphic design. it's your torn" I said when I was done with my little speech.

"hmmh I'm Mary Alice Cullen but I like to be called Alice, I'll be 19 in a few months, I moved to Washington about two years ago after my dad asseped a job at a hospital here, i have one brother he's my twin, and my major is fashion designer." she said all in one breath.

I extended my hand "it's nice to meet you Alice" I said. I finally took the time to look around and saw that we were standing in front of Alice building.

"Yea it's nice to meet you too. Well I guess this is my stop i hope to run in to you later if not I'll see you next week." she said also looking around.

"uhh I guess I'll see you later" I said turning putting my ear buds in my ear. When I felt someone tapping on my shoulder. I turned around and saw that it was Alice. I took one of my ear buds out to listen to her.

"I wanted to know if we could hang out before next week." she asked looking down at the ground.

"uhh sure let me give you my number" I said to her. She handed me her phone, I saved my number on her phone, I gave her my phone so she could save her number into main.

"When does your last class end?" she asked with a nervous smile.

I checked my schedule and saw that my next class was the last one for the day. I smile to her and said "well it looks like its your lucky day, my next class is the last one so I get out 4:30"

"Cool I get out about the same time, do you want to hang out after class maybe get an early dinner or something?" Alice asked looking down at the ground again.

"yea ok cool why don't I meet you here after my class if over" I said to her.

"The rest was history we became fast friends." I said once again facing Rosalie.

thanks for reading and plz review it makes me happy

lia