again im not a writer

this chapter was a bit heared because some of the thinks that ive gone throw are writen in this chapter so please keep that in mind.

thanks xoxocullenluverxoxo for editing this chapter and palor opisites

It was about midnight when we left the diner. We walked the 5 minutes to get there, and when we did there was a line going all the way around the corner. One good thing about having a brother that is a bouncer is that you could get in with no problem. "Hey bro did the band start yet" I asked walking to the front of the line. You could see everyone in the line foaming because I got to walk in without waiting.

"Hey sis. Nope you are just in time. Now who is this? Your new girlfriend, Bella." Emmet asked pointing a finger at Alice. I had told Emmett about me liking girls. He was very understanding. But also like to make jokes about me liking the pussy. "Why am I only meeting her now?" He asked taking a long look at Alice.

"No Emmett, Alice and I are just friends. By the way Emmett this is Alice Cullen. Alice this giant with no brain is my big brother Emmett." I said introducing then.

"It's nice to meet you Emmett," Alice said shaking his hand.

"It's nice to be met. So are you into chicks too?" Emmet asked being blunt. I saw Alice blush from the corner of my eye. I turned around to fully look at her and see how she was going to answer that question. Though we Hung out all the time I never told her I was a lesbian, and I never asked her about her sexual orientation.

"Uhh yes I'm a lesbian too." was Alice reply looking at the ground.

"Cool. Now go in before that band starts. And oh yeah Bella I might just take the back stage passes and give then to someone else, for that comment you said earlier about me." Emmett said.

"You know I didn't mean it Emmett. I'm sorry could I please have the back stage passes?" I said giving him my version of the Alice pout.

"Aww you know I can't say no when you do that." he said giving me the passes.

"I know, and that's why I use it to my disposal." I said giving him a hug and a kiss him on the cheek.

Walking in to the club is was dark, but the stage was still lighted for the band to finish setting up. The club was yet to be filled. But I knew that Emmett was getting ready to let the people from the line in. I headed for the bar and asked Jasper the bartender for two beers. Since he knew me he didn't ask for ID. Once we got our beer we moved to the front of the stage. "So that was your brother?" Alice asked as we waited for the band to start.

"Yes. I'm sorry about his question." I said feeling bad about Emmett embarrassing her.

"No it's OK. I should have told you." she said looking at the ground again.

"Hey I didn't tell you either, and I didn't ask. So I say we are even. How does that sound?" I said giving her a reassuring smile. She just nodded.

Not soon after all the light went out. The answer came on "Ladies and Gents I would love to introduce Switchblade Symphony and the beautiful Skye." (Ok if you ever get the chance to listen to Swichblade Symphony I think many of you guys might like them.) This beautiful goddess came out, she was at least 5'9 with long black hair going to her lower back. Her skin was a healthy pale. She was wearing tight black leather pants, showing her long legs. Her red top looked like its seen better days, it was ripped down the middle with safety pins
holding it together. It left little to the imagination. She had piercing on her lip and eyebrow, you could see a tattoo on her hip, and her arms . She started singing and her voice was silky smooth, but yet rough like smoke. She lured me in with her voice and her appearance, I couldn't take my eyes off of her. They played 10 songs and by the time they were done this was just about 2. We headed to the back stage with our passes.

"Wow, this is cool I've never been back stage." said Alice in awe.

"Yeah it's pretty cool." I responded looking around. I saw her taking pictures with fans. "Hey Alice I'll be right back OK? don't move I don't want to lose you." I said looking down at her.

I walked up and waited till her fans took pictures with her. She turned around and looked at me. "Would you like to take a picture too?" she asked with a knowing smirk on her beautiful face.

I don't know what happen but what came out of my mouth was totally unexpected "I would rather have your number" I said looking in to her beautiful blue eyes.

She raised an eyebrow and said "Oh really? I was think that you were with that girl you came in with." pointing to Alice who was walking toward us.

"Hey what's taking so long?" Alice asked

"Nothing, she was just asking for a picture. Could you take the picture please?" she asked Alice. Alice nodded and I handed her my camera. Skye put her arms around me and held me tighter than she did her other fans. Alice took the picture and we stayed and talked to a bit, Emmett came and asked if we needed a ride back but we said no. After a while I was getting tired too. I was getting ready to leave when she handed me a flyer for that show with her number on the back.

We got to my apartment just after 3 in the morning. I was tired and all I wanted was to go to bed. But I knew I owed Alice an answer to her question she had asked earlier in the day. Alice was going to spending the night since it was too late and I didn't want her driving home alone. She borrowed one of my pj pairs and went to change in the bathroom while I changed in my bedroom. She came out and laid next to me on my bed. "OK are you going to tell me, or I'm going to beat it out of you."

"Do you ever forget anything?" I asked dramatically.

"Not very often, please tell me." she said with a serious expression.

"Fine, when I was in high school I had a boyfriend. We were friends a long time before we were anything else." I told her what happened at the party. How I felt, how I broke his heart because I wanted to something new, something that I couldn't get from him, how I distorted the one thing in my life that was always their when I need it. How I felt like the girl in the painting. I destroy everything good in my life for something that not even there. (sorry I just broke up with the person I was with. And holding it in for a long time this is what come out of it again sorry)

"Bella it's OK, please stop feeling guilty. What you did was right, you couldn't live a lie. You didn't want to hurt him more then you already did." Alice said rubbing my back. She laid me down on my side, and then she moved to hug me from behind "Come on lets go to sleep I'm tired. Hey thanks for taking me, I loved it," she added with a kiss on my cheek.

That night I had a nightmare from what really happen that summer, and what became of me because of it.

The next day.

The next day I woke up at 10 o'clock to the smell of coffee. I got out of bed and went to the kitchen to get some coffee, and what I saw made me laugh. Alice trying to flip a pancake and missing the pan all together. Alice looked really cute with flower all over her face, and clothes. "Stop laughing at me and help please?" Alice asked with a pout. So for the next 15 minutes
I showed Alice how to make pancakes, and how to flip then. "Thanks again for yesterday I don't think I've had that much fun in a long time." Alice said after she swallowed a mouth full of food.

"Your welcome. Thank you for understanding me. That means a lot to me." I said to her honestly.

"So I saw that you got a number from the lead singer?" She said like it was nothing at all.

"How do know?" I asked looking at her waiting to hear the answer.

"Well I've been up for about two hours. I needed something to do so I picked up the cloth that you left on the floor, and it came out when I picked up your pants." she said looking nervous. "I think you two look good together." she added.

"Do you really. She's a few years older than us." I said wanting to see what she really thought."That's not a big deal, lots of people date older people." Alice said reassuring me. The rest of the day was spent watching movies, and talking.

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