Hey guys! So, yes, I know it's a long long time, but here it is. It's just the vacation, and I've been to Europe and stuff so I didn't have much time to write this story. Btw, read my new story A Love Friendship, you'll still get it if you didn't read the book the Mediator. Anyways, this is it :
DON'T OWN THIS BOOK!
Every day was harder. Every day I had to little voices telling me which boy was better. I didn't get a break in my head. Fortunately, Sean did not make another move. It was a total relief, since I just didn't want to get more messed up. I mean, what could happen next?
At school, Finn and me were just like a normal couple, but in the house, it was like mission impossible. We had to sneak everywhere… We found a little hiding spot. It's our spot.
I didn't want to talk to Sean. He just messed everything up. I emailed Tracy to tell her about it, and she just told me to stay away from him. Which is a very good answer for me. Because I like Finn.
I like Finn. I like Finn.
I just don't know if it's lust or love, you know? It's really annoying. I know that I like him, but is it enough to keep me away from Sean?
After that day, the day that Sean kissed me, we did not look at each other, nor kissed for that matter. And my feelings were getting clearer. I liked Finn, but Sean was just lust. I mean, he's a dangerous, mysterious, good-looking guy, who wouldn't want him? But do I know him? No. Do I know what he likes? Except for bikes, no.
So I made up my mind. That Saturday night, I went in the garage, and I saw all of his friends, with cigarettes and alcohol. Not that I cared. Anyways, I went up to him, and I spoke my mind.
"I don't know you. I don't like you. So don't kiss me again. Got it?"
All of his friends started screaming.
"Like I would EVER kiss you!"
I didn't believe it. He kissed me, and now he was saying he didn't? It was all for his friends wasn't it?
At least now I don't have to worry about still having feelings for him.
What a jerk. I can't believe this! I got back to my room, and I didn't start crying. I didn't laugh. I wasn't happy. I didn't worry.
I just felt numb. And I will never know why.
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