After much begging...the rating to this story was changed to M, you'll find out why once you read it.
Acceptance
Chapter 10
There is always some madness in love.
But there is also always some reason in madness.
Friedrich Nietzsche (1844 - 1900)
"So you can't wait to get me home?" I smiled and wrapped my arms around Haruka's neck as we reached her car.
I shivered at her smirk. She's looked at me like that before but never tried anything. "Because I want to sleep...with you."
I leaned up to kiss her roughly. I was ready for her. Ready for all of her. "Take me home." I was barely able to spit the words out, my voice nothing more than a whisper.
I climbed into the passenger seat of her car. My eyes never left her body as she drove. There was such a determination on her face. Even though it was emotionless I noticed every twitch it made. "I'm surprised there's so much traffic out here this late."
"Maybe there's a wreck. Or that it's just a lot of people on the road, it is a Friday night Ruka." I tilted my head, smiling at the frustration on her face. Then an idea popped into my head and I smirked. "Keep driving." I whispered as I leaned closer to the driver's side.
"What are you – oh..." Her voice caught in her throat as I unzipped her pants and slid my hand in.
"Michi..." She stumbled over her words as I rubbed her slowly through her boxers. "Please...don't stop..." She slid lower in her seat, giving me more access to her warm, wet center.
"Drive." I whispered against her ear before nibbling on her neck right below it. "Get me home...now." I bit into her skin. I wanted her in the worst possible way. I needed to feel her body pressed to mine. My heart was pounding so hard I could hear it's tempo in my ears. The beating was mixed with sound of her whimpers.
"If you...don't stop..." She rocked her hips against my hand. It was obvious she didn't want me to stop. I had yet to make my way under her boxers. I was saving that for when we got home. "I'm not going to be able..." She grabbed my hand, forcing me to stop. "If you don't stop I won't make it back to your house." She was finally able to spit out her sentence.
I grinned at her and lifted my fingers to my mouth to taste her. Her arousal had saturated the cloth of her boxers, as well as my fingers. I wanted to tease her more, but I was starting to fear she would wreck the car. "We're almost there anyway."
She pulled into the driveway and haphazardly parked next to my car. I took my time getting out of the car. I wanted nothing more than to see her squirm. Never before had a single person drove me this crazy. As I made my way to the door I dug through my purse, failing at finding my keys. There they are. "Come here." She spoke before pulling me into her arms. "Open the door."
She pressed me to the door while kissing me with more passion then we had shared before. She was starting to take control. I was allowing her to control me and I was comfortable with it. Her lips moved to my neck, her hands taking my keys and unlocking the door. My senses were too flooded to focus on something as trivial as the door. I couldn't fight the moan that rumbled from my throat.
Once she was able to open the door I pulled away from her and ran up the steps toward the bedroom, laughing. I knew she would follow. There was the slamming of the door and her heavy footsteps on the stairs, she was indeed chasing me. I didn't expect her to catch up so quickly though.
"I ran track in high school." It was as if she read my mind. It was dark in the room as we entered, out lips crashed together again as she pushed me toward the bed.
"I need you." I let out a laugh when I fell backwards on the bed, Haruka landing on top of me. My fingers ran through her gorgeous blonde hair as we fell into another kiss, this time it was slower, more romantic. It was exactly how I wanted it. Exactly how I dreamed it would be.
"Are you sure?" I nodded, that was all she needed to start kissing down my neck again. I felt like my body was on fire. Each of her touches, however gentle on my sensitive skin sent lightning bolt shocks throughout my entire body.
My hands reached out to pull at the buttons of her shirt, freeing one at a time. "Are you sure too?" She only smiled and gave me a loving kiss. That was her answer. The only answer I needed to completely relax. I pushed her shirt off her shoulders. My eyes yearned for more. I dug my fingers under the elastic of her sports bra and pushed it up and over her head. While I was sitting up she caught me with her left hand to stop me from lying back down. My shirt and bra quickly found a place on the floor alongside hers. Despite the heat of my skin, seeing her topless sent a chill down my spine.
"I need you to touch me." I followed her instruction and shyly raised my hand to her breast. Suddenly, I was feeling self-conscious. What if I wasn't good enough? What if I couldn't please her? What if I woke up and she was gone? Would it be hard to...oh fuck it. It's been too long since I've been with anybody. I gasped. She was good at taking my mind off of all my bad thoughts. She was hitting all the right spots with her mouth and her strong fingers. I lifted my hips, my eyes never leaving hers as she pulled off my pants. The blush that was on my cheeks spread to the rest of my body. She was taking in the sight of me with her eyes.
This wasn't fair. She still had her pants on. I had to change that. I forced myself to sit up, my hands reaching for her pants. They had to go. And they did, her pants and boxers joined the rest of our clothes on a heap on the floor. I couldn't contain my rising arousal. I plunged my hand down between her legs. She quickly returned the favor. My hips jumped and pressed closer to her exploring hand.
The silence of the room was invaded by our moans and gasps for air as we brought each other to orgasm after orgasm. I finally pushed her onto her back and lowered my head. I trailed kisses down her stomach and took my time when I tasted her. She squirmed under my tongue. I kept flicking my tongue over the same spot. The spot that caused her to buck her hips the most. It wasn't long before she reached her peak.
I worked my way back up her body after licking her clean. She pulled the blankets free from under her hip to cover us.
My body relaxed against hers, my head falling to rest on the crock of her neck. Just before I fell asleep I spoke the words I had been fighting to say all night.
"I love you."
I heard her sharp intake of breath. "What?" I frowned, maybe it was the wrong time to say it. I whispered the words again, this time right into her ear. She shivered in response. "I love you too Michi."