I do not own NCIS or any of it's characters. Though I wish I did.
Sorry for any spelling/grammar mistakes and the short chapters.
Tony stared at her, "Do I dare tell her? Will she think that I am crazy?"
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No, he hadn't told her. How could he. Tony tried to think while waiting at the red light, but his thoughts were disturbed by the honking of horns. The light had turned green. When he arrived at his apartment he grabbed a beer from the fridge and sat down on the couch. He took a long sip. He was angry at himself for not telling her. He couldn't though. She would probably become angry at him and they would start fighting again. No. Not after every thing with Rivkin had almost settled down.
Tonight was going to be another horrible night. He would not allow him self to fall asleep again. He was going to have to stay up.
"Come on stay awake," he thought to himself, "Stay awake...stay awake..stay awa-"
Tony had fallen asleep dipite his efforts to stay awake. When he woke up he was in his desk at NCIS. That did not make sense. None at all. Had he fallen asleep at work? No he couldn't have.
"Hey, McGee," said Tony to the man typing away at his desk next to him. He did not answer him nor even act as if he was there. "McGee whats the matter," He then looked at Gibbs, "Boss, whats going on with McGee?" Gibbs did not answer im he just kept writing at his desk.
Tony was starting to panic. No, he was panicking. "Ziva what's going on," no response from her either.
"Will somebody answer me," Tony yelled, "Hello! Come on what did I do wrong!" Tony slammed his fist down on his desk.
Then a very familiar voice answered him, "Everything, Agent DiNozzo. You did everything wrong."
The man that he hated most then walked in front of him. Ari.
"You son of a bitch," Tony spat at him. He tried to get up from his chair, but he couldn't. No matter how hard he tried.
Ari chuckled at him. "Don't be so rude to me, Agent DiNozzo. For you are the bad guy here."
"Me! You killed Kate!"
"Yes, I did kill Caitlin, but you could have stopped me. It is your fault."
Tony shook his head, "No,no n-nothing could have been done."
Ari went up into his face, "You could have saved her. You could have taken the bullet for her....isn't that right Caitlin."
Then Kate stepped out in front of Tony. "Tony, why did you do this to me? Why did you let me die?"
Kate started to cry and Tony was getting tears in his eyes, "We were partners," sobbed Kate, "Why didn't you have my back!"
Tony couldn't speak. Then Gibbs and McGee stood up and walked toward him. "It's all your fault, Tony," said McGee shaking his head.
Gibbs stared at him, "You failed, Tony. You let me and Kate down."
Then Ziva stood up and walked toward Tony. "I had to kill my half-brother because of you! Rivkin is dead because of you! The man that I loved! How can I ever trust you?"
Rivkin shook his head at him, "Aw, DiNozzo she will always love me. And will never love you know that you killed me."
Then the old director Jenny showed up. "DiNozzo, why did you let me die?"
"I was..I was just-"
"Following orders. And that got me killed. Why didn't you listen to your gut?"
Gibbs started to cry this really startled Tony, "Why DiNozzo, don't you want me to be happy."
"Boss I-"
Ziva cut him off "No he doesn't want anyone to be happy."
"Not even me," then Tony's old girlfriend showed up, Jeanne Benoit, "Was nothing real," she was crying, "Was nothing real? You said you loved me. Liar!"
Every one started talking at yelling at once, "It's all your fault.", Why!", "You said you loved me!", "I thought you had my back?", "Don't you want me to be happy?"
Tony was so overwhelmed. He felt like screaming and crying. "So you see, Agent DiNozzo," said Ari going up into his face, " You are the bad guy here. Not me. You did everything wrong."
Tony then woke up with sweat all over his face, and he was breathing heavily. Was he happy to be back in his apartment. He looked at the clock."Shit," he was late for work. How was he going to explain this to everybody. He didn't know whether to tell them about his dreams.
What do you think? This was kind of a hard chapter for me to write. I had to put all of Tony's fears into one revoiew and tell me your thought on this.