Stupid Lies and Foolish Games
Chapter Seven
By: Catrina
A/N: Sorry in the delay in posting…that real life job thing sucks… and the holidays and traveling, and college tests…they all suck…
Hope this chapter was worth the wait, also there was no one the read this besides me AKA no beta. As always, I OWN NOTHING.
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"This is stupid." Yuki looked over to Kyo could swear that Yuki was pouting.
"Yeah and it's a month coming. You were supposed to tell the doctor as soon as you started remembering things normally. It's not like you're gonna be a test subject, they just want to look at your head." This morning Kyo had woken up and even though he and Yuki still seemed a little shaky, he was much more comfortable at where they were now then where they had been.
After he had woken up he called Hatori, being the family doctor and all, it seemed like the thing to do. Hatori had set up an appointment and now here they were, and of course Hatori would be here any minute.
This time yesterday, he had still been talking to Jirou trying to figure out what was wrong with his relationship. And now here he was, in a doctor's office with Yuki while the rat whined about having to be here. And really it was his own damn fault.
"My head is fine; I have been like this for a month already… this is just stupid." Yuki turned to glaring at Kyo, because of course this was all his fault.
"Hey, you could have been sneaky and done as you were told while you continued to lie to me anyway…I would have never known" Kyo brought it up as a valid point, and somewhat as a joke, but he felt a little ashamed as he saw the guilt in Yuki's eyes. Kyo knew that he was going to have to let this go. It wasn't something that he could continue to always bring up because sooner or later Yuki would get sick of hearing about it.
"Kyo, how many times…" Yuki started but stopped when Kyo walking into his space.
Yuki was sitting on the bed in the examination room, and the white paper crinkled when he moved, surprised by Kyo's proximity. He felt Kyo's hand move into his hair and he stopped talking. This was the first time in…ever… that he could remember Kyo taking the first step, touching him first…it almost felt like Kyo was taking a chance. Before he could help it, Yuki felt a blush move up his cheeks.
"Hey, it's okay, forgiving is the easy part, give me time to forget. I don't mean to keep throwing it your face." Yuki looked up into those strangely exotic eyes and felt his cheeks turn a little redder. Why was it that every thing felt stronger now? Yuki ducked his head and brought his hands up and wrapped them around Kyo's waist. He rested his head on Kyo's stomach and felt his hand comb down the back of his head. He sighed nuzzling into the soft cotton of his t-shirt. He took a deep breath and breathed in Kyo's scent taking a moment to realize that he was lucky, lucky to be here and to be here with Kyo. For the first time since he woke up, he relaxed.
That morning had been very strange, not that it was strange to wake up with Kyo but everything after that had been nothing but odd for Yuki. It was much like their date the night before. He was nervous because now it was real and he had to face that it actually meant something now.
"Doctor will be here any minute." Kyo whispered as he pulled away. Yuki dropped his hand and watched him step back. Kyo walked over and dropped into the chair right as Hatori stepped in.
"Hello Hatori." Yuki greeted the doctor with a smile.
"Yuki, Kyo." He nodded at each of them. He held open the door and motion Yuki out. Yuki nodded and walked out of the room leaving Kyo there.
"Yuki, head injuries are serious," Hatori started once the door was closed. "You should have come to me right away. A month has gone, something could have been wrong."
"I know, I already got chewed out." Yuki muttered.
"Oh, so you have talked to the doctor already then?" Yuki didn't answer instead he let the silence lie for him. He wasn't going to say, "No it was Kyo who chewed me out for not telling anyone."
The tests were simply and the questions endless, but they were done in a couple hours even though it felt more like all day. By the time he made it back to the room where Kyo was waiting he was exhausted. When he walked in the room he saw that Kyo was relaxed in the chair, legs slightly spread and hands resting on his stomach. His eyes were closed and his head was leaning against the back of the chair. His eyes opened a sliver and he laced his fingers stretching his arms before rising.
"All done?"
Yuki nodded.
"Clean bill of health?"
"Yeah I guess, other then the problems that I've always had." Yuki stood there for a moment, not making eye contact just looking around the room. He hated hospitals, he really did. The smell, the colors, the sense of loneliness that he got standing in a hospital just made him hate the place.
"Can we just go home now?" Yuki asked. Kyo held the door open for him.
Like many college students, Yuki and Kyo didn't have a car; they depended on the trains just like everyone else. They normally would walk everywhere, but the hospital was farther away then campus so it required the train ride. They always had to be careful though, because trains were crowded.
Luckily at this time of day it wasn't too bad. The train they boarded was quiet and there was plenty of open space, so Yuki aimed for the corner and sat down noting that Kyo did sit right next to him. Someone sat next to Kyo and the other boy shifted closer to Yuki so that their thighs were pressing. Like always Kyo's warmth settled him and he leaned his head against Kyo's shoulder. Instantly he felt Kyo stiffen, but he was to tired to care. Before he really realized it, he was dozing off.
From the way Yuki relaxed against him he knew that it was only a matter of time until he was asleep. It was only a 20 minute ride back to their place so he didn't feel the need to shrug him off his shoulder, besides when Yuki did that the girl beside him got the message and shift down the bench a ways. Once again Kyo rest his back against the seat and leaned his head against the head rest, copying the relaxed pose he had had in the hospital. Yuki slumped against him and he put hand against around Yuki's waist barely resting. He wasn't one to have public displays of affection, and it was different on a college campus. People their age were more respecting of a relationship between two boys, in the outside world that didn't count.
But it was purely different for them as Sohmas. They couldn't get any comfort from the 'fairer' sex. Even doing this with a girl he would have been an orange cat by now. Kyo had wondered more then once if he hadn't been born the cat, would he still be gay? He had no idea how to answer that question because, the curse had yet to be broken and he wasn't sure that they would ever see it in his life time. By now he was the way that he was and he liked himself just fine.
The train came to a stop announcing that they were at their stop. Kyo shrugged his shoulder and woke Yuki. He came to slowly and the walked slowly from the station to their place. Strangely they were both silent this whole time and while it wasn't uncomfortable it was different. Usually by this time they were bickering about something or another. It was just the way that they were.
They both hung up their coats, took off their shoes, and then Yuki headed straight for the couch. He was planning on napping, and if he slept on the couch he wouldn't sleep as deep as he did when he was in bed. Kyo knew this because Yuki had told him once, and Kyo realized that it was true using the trick once or twice himself.
Before Kyo had opened his homework, Yuki was asleep. Kyo busied himself around the house, finishing his homework, cleaning, making tea, then a snack. All the while he was thinking. His thoughts had a nasty way of always turning negative. Now that Yuki was back to normal things would change. He knew that he was have to back to working more days, his boss had been understanding enough, and let him have extra days off but now that Yuki could 'take care' of himself, he knew that he needed to go back and start working again. If he wasn't around anymore, would Yuki still want this relationship? If Kyo wasn't home all the time with him every time they weren't in class would Yuki still want to be with him?
He looked over to the rat and remembered what he had told him, just yesterday.
He had told Yuki that he would not give up, that he would not look for excuses or reasons to leave, and he wasn't going to do that. He picked up the phone and called his boss.
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Yuki decided that Kyo finding out the truth made thing suck. For one he went to work and half the time Yuki would be asleep before he even got home. Then Yuki who had and early morning class would have to get out of the apartment before Kyo was even out of bed. When they had first moved in together, they saw each other more then they saw each other now.
This totally sucked in the rat's opinion, and he barely saw Kyo enough to even ask what his opinion was. But tonight, Yuki was determined. It was Friday night, and Kyo didn't have any classes tomorrow, Yuki had a study group in the afternoon and that was all. It had been almost two weeks since Yuki had really kissed his boyfriend. Sure he would feel Kyo give him a kiss on his forehead when he climbed into bed after showering so he didn't smell like ramen, and Yuki always kissed Kyo before he left for the day, but two weeks of this was…was… just to much.
But when it hit his normal bed time, Yuki forced himself to stay awake. He knew that the place that Kyo worked was busy on Friday nights, and he knew that it would be late when Kyo got home, but that really didn't matter.
He smiled when he heard the key in the lock at 11:30; at least he was home before midnight. He hid his smile as he walked to the foyer to watch the door open.
Kyo opened the door and was shocked to see the rat standing in the foyer of their little apartment staring at him. He smiled slightly as he took off his jacket and his shoes. To say the least he was pleased with this turn of events. Even though he had planned something similar for tomorrow night, he was glad to see that he and Yuki were on the same page.
"Hey." Yuki stated as he leaned against the wall. He was dressed in his casual sleeping clothes, just one of Kyo's t-shirts and a pair of cotton pants but to Kyo he looked just as good as he did when he dressed up.
"Hey, miss me?" His smirk widened when he realized that he hit the nail right on top of the head. Yuki looked like he was about to pout.
"The only time I see you is when I sleep with you and that doesn't count because…obviously." Yuki shrugged.
"Yeah, but I do have to work again…unlike some people." Kyo walked in closing the door behind him and walked closer to Yuki stopping couple feet away with his arms crossed across his chest.
"You know just as well as I do, that if I tried to get a job other then tutoring that I wouldn't even get to sleep."
"I know..." Kyo nodded, serious. It was an old argument when they first moved in and Yuki had almost lost his temper, but that was before they reached their equilibrium. "Your beauty sleep is very important." Kyo nodded seriously before letting his smirk show again.
"Very important," Yuki knew that they were flirting, but really he just wanted Kyo closer, now. But he was waiting. Kyo had gotten better. He was good about trying to forget what had happened in the past, and their relationship was still strange and strained sometimes but it was better then it had been earlier. It was much better, but also they weren't out their trying to fake it anymore. Not parties, no movie nights with friends, nothing to prove that they were together.
So not only did Yuki miss Kyo.
He missed his touch on his skin.
He wanted those tan hands on his body and even when they slept Kyo kept it conservative, his hands never went below the waist and he knew that the last time they'd gotten off together was when Kyo had come back for Jirou's place.
So, yeah, Yuki missed that too. He was a teenage boy, of course he wanted sex.
But he wanted Kyo to reach for him first; it was almost like a test, but not, because if Kyo failed, then Yuki would just jump him.
"I only like you 'cause your pretty anyway." Kyo stated taking a step closer.
"Really I never knew you were so shallow." Yuki met his eyes and the humor in those eyes matched the ones in his own.
He remembered that they used to trade insults like this….maybe they had been flirting back then too.
"I have my moments… just like you."
"Oh so you figured it out." Yuki smiled taking a step closer.
"…" Kyo made a slight sound as he took one more step that almost brought their bodies together.
"That I'm just with you 'cause I think you're hot." Kyo was still smiling as a small blush covered his cheeks. He would never get used to Yuki's compliments, but he was at least to the point where he didn't deny everything that Yuki said.
"…" Yuki looked up when Kyo didn't say anything, just an 'hmm' of agreement. At this time Yuki just gave up.
"God dammit, Kyo will you just touch me!" Yuki yelled and before he knew it, Kyo's mouth was over his and his arms slamming Yuki against his body.
It felt like it had been forever since he kissed him. Kyo completely dominated the kiss, slanting his lips over Yuki's nipping and teasing for entrance and for just a second Yuki let it happen but he turned his body and pressed Kyo against the wall, taking over the kiss. He had wanted Kyo to initiate it and he had, but right now he wanted control, and he wanted Kyo to give it to him.
Kyo's surprise was honest, and it really stunned him, normally by this time Yuki was melting against him, but right now it was he that was pressed against the wall, with Yuki pressed against him. Yuki's tongue tickled the roof of his mount and he was letting out a whimper before he knew it. Was this what Yuki felt like every time that Kyo was in control?
Yuki's hands were on his waist, under his shirt, nails scraping skin, and he had to pull away from the kiss to breathe. His head slammed against the wall behind it but he didn't feel anything. Yuki's lips were on his neck, biting then kissing his skin. Yuki pulled away and Kyo gave him a blank stare.
"Shirt off!" Yuki growled pulling the shirt up himself so all Kyo had to do was lift his arms, then he was back against the wall hands behind him trying to grasp onto anything, with Yuki against him nibbling on his collar bone and touching his chest nimble fingers exploring working their way to his nipples. This was backwards, granted Yuki was always aggressive but never had Kyo been this…compliant. But he just could catch a thought; once they formed Yuki did something to melt that part of his brain.
Yuki loved the sounds that were coming from Kyo's mouth. He knew that cat had no idea the sounds that he was making, but they were really going straight to his groin. He pressed his thigh between Kyo's legs and surprisingly Kyo let it happen, Yuki pressed his hip against the erection there and the moan that he pulled from Kyo had him lifting his head and capturing his lips. Surprising Kyo shift his leg wrapping it around Yuki's hip and his hands left the wall to grab Yuki's ass pulling him closer so they were aligned and then Yuki thrust against him and the friction had him pulling away to once again lean against the wall glad it was there.
He wanted…
"Yuki…" His name was a pant, and Yuki for some reason felt like he could conquer the world. He had reduced Kyo to this. Stoic, temperamental, controlling, Kyo was a whimpering mess in his arms.
Yuki felt like a god.
"Hmm." The sound vibrated against Kyo's ear making him shiver. Those teeth were doing wonders and it wasn't fair.
"Bed." Kyo panted trying to think, what he had meant to say was "let's get to the bed" obviously his brain couldn't handle that much thought.
Yuki's hands caught his face and he looked into Kyo's eyes almost black with desire. He had done that…usually it was the other way around.
"Can I have you? I promise I won't hurt you." Yuki asked pleading without begging, he wanted this, more then anything, but he wanted Kyo to be comfortable.
Kyo nodded, "I trust you." It seemed that that what ever was heating Kyo's blood was heating his face as well because he was blushing again. Yuki kissed him again biting on his lower lip and grinding his body against his. Kyo's hands reflexively tightened their grip on his ass and he moaned. Yuki pulled away grabbed Kyo's hand off his butt.
"We better get to the bed or we'll never make it there." Kyo nodded and let himself get dragged to the bed room. He had a feeling he was in for a sleepless night.
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Shigure looked over the table, surprised by his visitor but Ayame was like that. You never knew when the snake would show up. He would come in with all his flair and he would sit down at the table demanding attention.
Shigure had learned just to give him all the attention that he wanted.
Ayame today however looked a little lost, and that alone was rare. Ayame was one of the most confident people that Shigure had ever met so he was at a loss. So Tohru had served the tea, but guessing that something was off, she had not stayed to be part of the conversation. So Shigure sipped his cooling tea and watched as the snake worked through his obviously deep thought.
"Shigure… what would you do if you found out someone you loved was involved with someone else and hadn't told you?" Ayame finally looked at him, eyes wide and curious.
"Ayame, Hatori would never cheat on you." Shigure stated wondering what had shaken one of the most cemented relationships that he had ever seen.
"Of course not what are you talking about?" Ayame asked obviously insulted.
"Maybe I should ask who you are talking about?" Shigure asked dark brow raised in question.
"Hatori told me not to tell." Ayame whispered.
"Someone you love involved…well it can't be me…" Shigure paused and went through a small list in his mind crossing off each name as it was eliminated. "Yuki." Shigure decided and smiled when Ayame nodded. The dog was smarter then most people gave him credit for.
"And do you know who he is involved with?"
Ayame nodded.
"And you don't approve."
"His choice of partner is fine, great actually." Ayame shook his head.
"Then what is the problem?" Shigure asked.
"He didn't tell me." The snake stated obviously insulted.
"Aya, you know just as well as I do that Yuki is a private person and he likes it that way. He will talk to you if the time is right. Your relationship is stronger then it used to be so give it time. Maybe he fears that others may reject his partner."
"But I like Kyo." Ayame stated before slapping both hands over his mouth, when he realized that he said something that obviously shouldn't have.
"Yuki and Kyo," Shigure smiled he had know a long time ago that it was inevitable. "Finally." He reached across the table and placed a stable hand on Aya's that had dropped back down to the table. "How did you know?"
"Hatori saw them cuddling at the hospital, they didn't know that he was there. This was a couple weeks ago, I think…" Hatori had felt honor bound to tell his lover what was going on but he told them that it was their secret to keep.
"Aya, lets keep this a secret." Now he knew what Ayame had come, Hatori had probably not allowed Ayame to ask all the questions he had wanted to. "They will tell us when they want to."
"But I never see him."
"So?" Shigure asked, "Have you been up to see him since he started college?"
"No…" Shigure watched as the light-bulb went on, "But I think now would be a great time to visit." Ayame smiled… he knew that Shigure could solve all his problems.
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Kyo woke at noon, it had been as he predicated, a sleepless night which would explain why he was still in bed at noon. He woke up sprawled over Yuki, his head in the curve of his neck, arm over his chest, and leg thrown over his thigh. Oh…and that was Yuki's hand on his ass. Kyo blushed….Yuki was damn possessive even when he was asleep. Last night had been amazing. He had never imagined what it was like for Yuki when they had sex. Kyo had never thought that he would ever do that for anyone again, and he had…
He moaned slightly, his body was still sore from a sleepless night and he wasn't really sure where to start. Pulling his body away from Yuki's he decided a shower was best. He went through the motions on auto pilot and when Yuki came to door way, dressed just in shorts, he looked Kyo up and down. Kyo just had a towel around his waist and one covering his hair. Kyo had marks all over his body, his neck had a dark bruise and there were bite marks on his shoulder. One nipple actually looked darker than the other and when the towel slipped he saw what could have been his hand print on one of his thighs. Yuki had no idea he was so strong…that his desire had been so strong.
"Morning." Kyo whispered a towel over his wet head masked most of his face so Yuki was just a little apprehensive.
"Are you okay?" Yuki asked looking over his once again lover.
"Yeah," Kyo looked up sharply then realized that he couldn't see thought the towel and pulled it off his head. "Why wouldn't I be?" Kyo asked stunned. Yuki had been passionate last night to say the least, but he had taken his time and Kyo was pretty sure that at some time last night he said something along the lines of, "Fuck me now or I'm gonna kill you."
"Are we okay?" Yuki asked.
Kyo had no idea how this Yuki was the same Yuki as last night.
"Of course we're okay." Kyo was more then a little stunned at what was going on here.
This time it was Yuki's turn to look up sharply. His eyes narrowed looking for any sign of discomfort or distrust and saw nothing.
"You don't mind bottoming?" Yuki asked stunned.
"I haven't done it a lot maybe like once before," Kyo shrugged and there was something in Yuki's eyes that hadn't been there before something akin to jealousy so he moved on quickly to another statement, "Besides pleasure's pleasure, why should it matter, if people think less of me for allowing you to screw me, then they need to think about something that is actually their business."
Yuki walked up to him, eyeing each mark on Kyo's skin, he touched the one on his neck, then moved down touching the one on collarbone then down to circle his nipple.
"So you had no qualms what-so-ever about letting me be inside you?" Yuki asked bluntly. Kyo blushed as Yuki knew that he would.
Kyo shook his head, "I didn't know that you wanted to do it that way, it had always been me on top. I was surprised…" Kyo stopped as Yuki kissed him hard, quickly plundering his mouth, then pulling away quick.
"You are amazing." Yuki told him before covering Kyo's mouth in what could have been an even more passionate kiss. Kyo felt his knees get a little weak and the water at his feet made him slip. He grabbed onto Yuki trying to stop the fall but failed pulling Yuki down on top of him. He left Yuki's hands go behind his head protecting him so he didn't hit his head on the tile.
Kyo lost his breath as Yuki fell on him and Yuki pulled his mouth away to let out a small laugh. "I knew I had you falling for me." Yuki laughed and Kyo was going to say something in reply to that, he really was, but then he was gasping as Yuki's teeth and mouth went to work on the unmarked side of his neck. Yuki pulled his hand away to let them trail back down Kyo's body tracing all the marks of the night before creating a new path down his body. The towel around Kyo had fallen loose and Yuki realized that he did have a couple bruises on his thighs and Yuki was only aroused more by the thought of Kyo walking around with marks on his body from him. As thought Kyo could read his thought he murmured "possessive bastard" and Yuki climbed back up his body to claim his lips in a breath stealing kiss, before moving back down to dip his tongue in his navel.
Kyo started to wonder, really wonder if Yuki had ever done this before. He seemed to know Kyo's body better then his own. It almost seemed unfair. Yuki's hands were stealing his words before he even had a chance to say them and his mouth…that mouth was very talented. It knew where to bite and where to kiss and there went that thought, when Yuki bit down on a hip bone. A moan ripped from his throat and it echoed around the bathroom. After leaving the mark on his hip Yuki made his way up his body. Against his lips he whispered, "Do you have any idea how I love the sounds you make? You make me burn."
Kyo moaned…Yuki was a dirty talker…who knew?
His tongue was back dueling with Kyo's while his hands were wondering and Kyo would be a fool not to know exactly what he wanted. He allowed his legs to fall open cradling Yuki as his naked erection rubbed against Yuki's barely covered one. He lifted one of his legs and wrapped it around Yuki's leg pulling him closer as he thrust up as Yuki thrust down grinding them together.
"Are you sore?" Yuki asked pulling away wanting to see Kyo blush at the question.
Kyo opened heavy eyes to look at his lover. Yuki looked a little wild and the thought crossed his mind that they were about to fuck on the bathroom floor and he couldn't find himself to care.
"Not to sore for that." He answered. Yuki gave him a wicked grin before stealing all his breath again.
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It was quarter after one when Yuki left the house rushing already late for the study group. He watched as Yuki ran out the door, then as he often did he peaked out the window to watch him cross the street and make his way to campus. Once Yuki was out of his line of vision he headed back to the bathroom for his second shower of the day, knowing that it would sooth his sore muscles. After the shower he walked over to the window and pulled up the shade slightly letting in the sun. The sofa sat somewhat in the sun and he thought that he would act like a cat and settle in the sun. Curling on the sofa he settled for a nap.
His dreams broke apart when he heard a knock on the door; he rose slowly stretching his body, noting the ache in his back and butt, but moved as though it wasn't there. He made his way to the door slowly rubbing the sleep that had formed him his eyes and covered the yawn that threatened. Looking out the eye hole, he realized that someone had flowers.
"What the hell?" He muttered pulling the door open. When he finally got a good look at the visitor he knew that he was in for the worst day of his life, even if it had had a great start. "What are you doing here?" Kyo growled.
"That's no way to greet a visitor." Ayame taunted, pushing his way in putting the flowers down on the table as soon as he made his way in. "I even brought gifts." It was then that Kyo noticed that by his feet was a case of sake…12 bottles of the stuff. Oh…he would take that.
"Please come in Ayame, Yuki's gone," Kyo looked at the clock realizing that he had slept for almost two hours.
"Wonderful…shall we share some sake as we wait for my lovely brother. We can bond over the college experience."
For some reason Kyo wanted to bang his head against the wall.
What a day…
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Thanks for all your patience… because of that you got an extra steamy chapter : )
Cat
