Clinging On To You
A/N: Sorry, I reeallly didn't approve of how lazy I was being but here it is! Here's some background info: Sakura mental torturer of Sasuke until he was almost completly insecure and unhappy with any form of male. Also some hints of him having a sexual and physically abusive relationship. I didn't really tell you but Sakura broke up with him just to hurt him. Like a few months later, Ino comes into the picture, fixes him, so she thinks and now she has to work with the breakthrough of last chapter to make him completly healed. Thank you for reading!! The only thing that I ask is that you please tell me any thoughts on it, or how much you liked it (if you did) and suggestions are open.
Thanks! Now lets Get It On!
If only you were here 24hours 7 days a week right by my side
Then I know without hesistation, without doubt, for a fact
My life would be a billion times more enjoyable.
From last chapter:
Ino woke up smiling, a good hour before the more mature Sasuke even rose out of bed. She made him waffles! He loves homemade blueberry waffles, fresh homemade OJ, toast with jelly and butter 1 slice meshed together, a love poem that made his heart sore and put him on the highest cloud-nine and he stayed there.
Chapter 3: I need to heal you.
"Sasuke, I could've, I could've hurt you! Or me!" Ino yelled as the apathetic young boy still clung to her arm. They were snowboarding, Ino was just about to slide down the skill-needing hill and out of no where Sasuke decided to tag along. They were miraculously okay at the bottom of the hill.
"Nuh, uh. I would never let you hurt yourself, not as long as I still have movement." Sasuke said, almost like a promise, to himself and to Ino.
"Sasuke that's all fine and dandy, thank you. Is that what you want to hear? Well, I'm sorry, but life won't let you keep it that way. Things happen." Ino said, surprised at the large sobs to follow. She had been tired of always having to apologize and ressure Sasuke at this point of when this happens.
"Why do you talk like that? That's what she use to say that to me, stop it! Stop it! Never say that--please." He begged, gripping his hair then releasing it slowly. "Don't..." He said before sliding down the tree.
"Sasuke, I'm sorry. But, this place is dangerous, and I can't afford to have you suddenly making me worry if your okay by randomly holding on to me before I go." Ino whispered, thinking of how clumsy she was for not knowing he was bound to do that.
"Okay, then can we leave?" He said his face red and tear stained. Ino whimpered, she childishly looked around. Sasuke mistaked that for attitude and anger.
"I'm sorry. Ino I'm sorry for making you upset. I won't do it again." He said trying to hold her. She hugged him back, but he wasn't ready to let go, and Ino did what she knew was best for both of them. To just keep it that way until his arms went numb from resisting the pain of hugging her for too long.
"Our time's almost up here, but I think we can get 3 runs in it." Ino smiled, to Sasuke who was cheerful once more.
"Okay." He said holding her hand all the way up, and if you had ever done that it is probably very difficult to do.
Home:
"Ino! Ino, we were so good weren't we? We were good." Sasuke said hyper, he had been like that the whole ride home.
"Yeah, quite a team." She said exhausted, plopping body faced down onto the bed.
"Right." He said, he frowned, "Do you want to give you a massage? It was really hard today since your a beginner and all. I use to love doing this stuff. All by myself even. Then Sakura came, then you did then I never wanted to be alone." He said taking initiative on the body rubs.
"Thanks, but you know Sasuke, its sometimes better to--" Ino said stopping herself literally a second on time. He frowned turning his head sideways, "To what? Koibito (lover)." He said moving her banks out of the way.
"You know you look so pretty without banks." He said quietly forgetting that Ino had even spoken. "Sometimes its better if you tickle a person first!" Ino said charging at him and tickling him all over. They got a few kicks from the dorm next door, but they didn't mind. Sasuke softly leaned in for a gentle kiss. Ino accepted, yet teasingly made him work to get into her mouth. Before it became a hassle, she let him in, and he gladly took over her mouth.
Morning:
"That was fun!" Ino giggled, coming up first from the covers.
"Yeah." Sasuke said unable to stop smiling from the night before. "Ino-chan...did I cause you pain yesturday?" Sasuke asked slowly, not looking her in the eyes.
"Pain? Sasuke you haven't caused me any pain, ever. Your so perfect for me, I love you." Ino said, that was just what Sasuke wanted to hear. And none the less it was true, he hadn't caused any physical pain or emotional/mental turmoil.
"Okay, good." He said smiling before slipping back into sleep in her arms.
"Yeah, really good." ino whispered.
"Huh?" He said with one eye open. "Nothing." Ino smiled. Sasuke got up at that.
"No, really Ino what?" He said trying to look as serious as possible. "I just said "Yeah, really good." I didn't think it was a big deal to tell it again." Ino smiled. Sasuke slowly fell asleep again. Ino began to think, just about school and friends--then about yesturday in 8th hour when Hinata's face was as red as the chemical they were using when she found out Naruto was going to be her lab partner. Ino bursted out laughing.
"What?" Sasuke asked, tugging at her shirt, after her fits of laughter still continued.
"Remember yesturday...and the chemical...Hinata....Naruto....ohhh...hahaaha." Ino laughed.
"Naruto? What about him, what did you guys do?" He asked coldly, like the 16 year old Sasuke would, of jealousy.
"Okay, so..." Ino began just as any gossipy teenage girl would, making herself and Sasuke comfortable. Sasuke even laughed at it.
"Yeah, Hinata does that a lot." He smiled to Ino who was smiling back. "I know!" She laughed.
"Ino...can we just spend the day talking...you and me?" Sasuke asked innocently. "Sure." I smiled.
"Tell me about what happened between you and your last boyfriend." He said a bit worried, I could see that he was already reaching for his forearm.
"Gah, whats-his-face? He wasn't much to me." I lie to protect Sasuke and myself.
"Its okay, you can tell me...I'll tell you." Sasuke said, I sat up with my back to the head rest, and he laid on top of me.
"Shoot." He said, childishly making circles down my right side.
"Okay, well...I was in the 5th grade when I first met him right? Totally uninterested, it was the 6th grade that I started to take notice of him.....
Years ago-
He was in almost all of my classes, except he took Band and I sang in Chorus. We were love birds, that's what everyone said. At first I just ignored it, to me I was just dating my best friend. Then on May 18th he asked me to The Last Dance of my 6th grade year. I said okay, a lot of drama went on in preparation. And he didn't stand me up, he looked fine, and he actually looked as if he had wanted to be there so my worries shut up. The whole night he kept telling me how beatiful I was, and things like that. Then...he told me he loved me."
Sasuke flinched at that last part, he turned on his side and his legs began to fuss. Ino stopped talking,
"Sasuke lets go get ice cream." Ino said knowing his favorite type of treat would cheer him up.
"Go on." He insisted. And reluctantly Ino did.
"I said I loved him too, but I didn't mean it. He just wasn't...it. But at the time I thought I did, I was all a flutter, I told everyone in school I even bought blank teeshirts and had our names put on them. I doddled over every notebook and binder we had. I thought that, that would make us official. Like one embodiedment, I was wrong. I knew that GOD was first so the relationship between me and my boyfriend weren't like air tight.
Then came the 8th grade...
"Ino-chan. Ino-chan, the new Theature Complex Irotoshi just opened come with me." I still remember his words. I thought it was sooo romantic, I even had fantasies about the night. And more or less they came true. I didn't get, I still don't get why I thought it was so romantic but It was to me in my head, and I thought it was because I loved him so dearly. We broke up off and on after that date though, I had about 5 boyfriends within my Middle/Freshman year. Because I was so accustomed to him, no other boyfriend felt right. And sometimes I would try and get us back together. We finally settled on a permanent breakup. I was devastated in the beginning of my Sophomore year. But, then I met you and here we are in College."
Sasuke stopped moving, and he actually began to smile. "Yeah." He said, he had a childish look on his face. An accomplished one.
A/N: Hoped you liked it, next time the focus is going to mainly be on Sasuke Sakura and their past. Thank you for reading. Review please!
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SnowyWolfe
GOD Bless.