Chapter 4

Bella's POV

As the morning finally came, I averted my eyes from the television to the wall clock and back to the television. It was 6 a.m and the sun was trying to poke its bright, yellow rays through the thick fog which covered Forks each morning.

There was a knock at the door that almost made me flinch. I peeled myself off the couch and prodded to the door. I rubbed my eyes and tried to look tired as I opened it encase of a human visitor. I suddenly recognized the scent, it was my darling Renesmee! I immediately engulfed her in a hug.

"Nessie!" I shrieked. "What are you doing here?"

"Me and daddy want you home." She sniffed, tears filling her eyes. I resented that she was human. She had the power to make me feel bad. I really felt like slamming the door, but I couldn't do that to her. I picked her up and took her inside.

"I can't go home yet." I told her putting her down on the couch.

"Why?" she asked.

"Don't worry about it, sweetie."

"But Daddy said we'd go shopping and play baseball when you came back!" she was still sobbing.

"I'm sorry, Nessie, I will be back soon."

"Alright, mummy." I was glad she understood. She kissed my cheek and headed to the door. She sped out with inhuman speed.

I waited a few hours, pacing back and fourth in the kitchen until I couldn't take it anymore. I left a note for Charlie on the table to tell him where I had gone. I then went out in the direction of La Push. I really needed to talk to Jake, he was the only one who understood me at the moment.

Once I arrived at his house, I let myself in. I was too tense to knock or be polite even. Jake and Billy were sitting on the couch watching football.

"Bella?" Jake said puzzled.

"We need to talk." Jake then looked at Billy, Billy nodded. Jake stood and walked past me. I followed him into his kitchen.

"What's up? You look upset." He said.

"I just don't know what to do!" I sobbed. He embraced me in a tight hug and I hugged him back feeling comforted. Why did he always know how to make me feel better?

"Calm down and tell me what's bothering you." He said pulling away. I stepped back.

"Edward sent Renesmee to get me to come back to the Cullens." I paused "I don't know if I want to go back."

"Just do what you think is best."

"Yeah, you're right."

There was a long silence between us.

"Are you ... going back?" he asked

"Yeah, I think I might. Thanks, Jake."

"No problem." He smiled.

I walked out, "Seeya, Billy." I said on my way.

I dashed through the dense forest to find the Cullens house, I was happy to go home. I arrived at the Cullens house, No, MY house, minutes later. I reached the door and knocked, it opened automatically.

"She's here!" Rosalie shouted from behind it.

"Welcome home." It was so great to here Carlisle's voice.

Alice danced over to me and gave me a light hug. "I saw you coming." She whispered.

"It's good too because we were going out for a game of baseball soon. A big storm is coming in." Esme said hooking her arm into Carlisle's.

"We were thinking of taking you out for your first game of Vampire Baseball" Carlisle continued.

"Where's Edward?" I asked.

He emerged from the kitchen. I smiled walking down the isle of vampires welcoming me to their home.

It felt wonderful to be home.

"Wait!" I stopped suddenly "Baseball?"

The term 'Vampire Baseball' brought back a blurry de-toned human memory. My first contact with a rogue vampire, James. James had found me while I was playing baseball with the Cullen's. He came after me but the Cullen's killed him before anything to serious happen. I stared at the scar on my palm which remained as a permanent memory of my human weakness. Since I'm a vampire now, I'm more coordinated and am no longer bait. So, hopefully this will be a more pleasant experience.

"Bella?" Edward waved his hand infront of me. It snapped me out of my trance.

"Yes?" I said as a question

"We are taking the car."

"The car? Why?"

"Just go get in. I feel like driving."

I followed him out and into the backseat of the Yellow Porsche. He sat next to me with Renesmee in the middle. Alice and Jasper sat in the front.

"I thought you wanted to drive." I told him. He just looked at me and then back out the window as the car pulled out of the Cullen's long drive way and onto the winding road. A storm was definitely coming I could feel the breeze becoming stronger and the thunder in the distance.

We drove for longer than expected, we must have been going somewhere different. When I was human, I was sure it didn't take this long. "Where are we going?" I asked.

"Somewhere." Edward snapped. He was extremely uneasy and I didn't know why.

The car came to a sudden halt. And Alice made that blank, dead face she often had during visions. "What'd you see?" Jasper asked her.

"It was me and you." She started "With a child, an immortal child," she took a deep breath. All our faces read a stunned expression "We were hugging him, like he was ours ... our child."

I gasped. Alice and Jasper having a child? It made no sense!

"Are you sure it was you?" I asked.

She nodded. Jasper's face stayed with the same shocked expression as Edwards.

Alice's face changed back to a dead expression, another vision. It was so unusual to have them in such short time frames.

"Renesmee" she said "And ... it."

Edwards face showed there was more than that to it. I wasn't going to ask, everyone was to on edge. Jasper simply nodded and everyone was suddenly calm. It was times like these I loved Jasper's powers.

"Alice, Let's just go." He said. It seemed he fully understood the situation yet he knew nothing about it.

Alice started up the car again. We drove even slower than before and it felt like hours before we reached the field.

a/n

Aack, reall sorry about this chapter. I know it sucked and it was wierd and took forever to get on here. But I've been fairly busy lately and Promise to write plenty of chapters and knew fanfictions over the Christmas Holidays. Woo! 6 weeks off!