A/N: Here it goes. The second and the last Chapter. I'm so speechless... I hope you'll like it. Thanks to my beta :)

disclaimer: I don't own it! I DON'T OWN iCARLY.

"Fredward Benson" I said following him. I love him. Don't get me wrong. I love Alex I really do but I realized I love Freddie more. It was true, what they say. You never truly know if you're over someone unless you see them. When I saw him ran away I can't help but follow him. I know it's stupid. I am getting married with a rich, handsome, good, no, great guy and here I am running away from him following the guy who left me a year ago.

"Freddie" I said his name one more time. He stood up and looked at me with a confused face.

"Aren't you supposed to be getting married?" He asked.

"I am. Just...just answer this one question." I said "Remember the times we spent together? Did you... did you love me?"

"You still worry about that? We are just friends right?" He replied. It broke my heart into pieces. I want to run away. I want to get out of this situation. I shouldn't have followed him. I shouldn't have risked everything.

"You're right. Just friends. That's all we'll ever be. I'm sorry. I'm so stupid. I'm going to go now." I said walking away. I didn't even want to ask him why he left during the ceremony. I didn't even want to ask if he wanted to come back. I just walked away. This isn't me. I'm not weak but why do I feel this way around him? I walked back to the ceremony and placed a forced smile on my face as I saw Alex smiling at me. He offered his hand to me. I took it and faked a smile.

"What's wrong?" Alex asked. I looked into his green eyes and instantly I knew I should stop this.

"Look. I'm so sorry. I love you Alex, I really do but you're not the guy for me and I'm not the perfect girl for you" I said looking at him "Look at you. You're an amazing guy. You're everything a girl could've asked for. You're too perfect and you deserve something more." I continued. I kissed him for one last time and gave him a tight hug.

"Is this really what you want?" He said giving me a smile.

"Will you let me do it?" I asked

"I love you and I want you to be happy." He gave me another hug and whispered to my ear. "It's him isn't it?"

"Yes" I whispered back. "Can we still be friends?" I asked.

"We'll still be friends." He said "Now what are you still doing here? Don't you have to tell him how you feel?" he continued. My heart sunk. I've wasted it all. He doesn't love me. What am I doing? But I can't get married to Alex too. I want him to find a girl that will love her with her whole heart.

"Not now." I replied. I walked away smiling at him. Everyone stood up wanting to know what's happening. I walked away from everything. I walked away from the place with one last glance. Then I was gone.

3 months later...

I was now living alone in my apartment. Three months had already passed and I'm living my life as good as possible. I haven't talked to anyone in my past life though. I tried living for myself. I got a permanent and decent job. Unfortunately my dream to become an invisible ninja did not come true but I am an interior designer now. I know it's not a Sam-like job but after I graduated from college I've never really worked since I met Alex he insisted me not going to work. Here I am on my work room trying to think of a design for my new client. Buzz. I looked at the screen to see who was buzzing at my apartment door. I saw the doorman at the screen. I walked towards the door and open it.

"Hey what's up?" I asked leaning on the door frame.

"A guy gave this letter to me saying that I should give it to you." He said showing me the letter.

"Okay, Thanks James" I grabbed the letter and closed the door. I walked back to my table and opened the letter from an unknown sender.

The letter said:

Hey Sam,

Three months ago you got married. Three months ago you asked me if I loved you. I said I didn't. I said you were just my friend. We were just friends. I lied. I'm a big fat liar. I loved you and I still love you but I know you love him and your life will be better off without me. I didn't want to confuse your feelings. Remember the place you got married in? I now know why I think the place reminded me so much of you. It's because that's the place we first met. Do you remember? When we were just kids? Your mom's friend and my mom's distant cousin were getting married and we were so bored we went to the swing set. Do you remember? I was so mesmerized by you but you didn't seem to care about me then a couple of years later we meet again. You'll probably show this to your husband and laugh at it but hey, I'm just glad you know how I feel. I've been looking at this blank piece of paper for three months until now. For years we've been communicating through smirks, punches and smiles. It's now time to stop reading between the lines. Just one simple I love you and I guess, that is all I want to say. This letter basically screams I love you. This letter is written just to tell you I love you.

Love always,

Freddie

Tears rolled down my face and I didn't think twice. I ran outside my apartment not using the elevator but running through the stairs. I was gasping for air when I reached the lobby I went to the front desk.

"Where is he?" I asked catching my breath

"Where is who?" James asked.

"Where is the guy that gave you this letter?"

"He walked away. He said he didn't want to ruin your relationship with your husband by showing up which is weird because I know you're not married, are you married?" He asked

"I was supposed to but I cancelled the wedding for the guy who gave this letter now in what direction did he go?" I said screaming

"He turned the right way. I'm not sure where he's heading though." He replied.

"Okay, thanks" I said.

I ran outside the revolving door and went to the right side. I saw a man with brown hair that resembles Freddie's. I ran as fast as I could but I'm not that fast to get to him though. My feet were getting tired and my breath was becoming shorter but quicker. I placed my hands on my knees gripping on the letter. People were passing beside me and it's like the world was in slow motion. That was when I heard a familiar voice calling me.

"Sam!" He said. I turned around to see who it was.

"Alex?" I smiled looking at him. I proceeded to hug him.

"How are you? You look... tired." He asked looking at me

"Oh, it's nothing." I replied.

"Oh come on!" He looked at me smirking. "How about this, let's have coffee together, my treat."

"Sure"

We walked towards the coffee shop and I sat on the table beside the window. I looked outside wondering if ever I will see him again. I heard footsteps coming closer. I looked at Alex walking towards me with two cups of coffee in his hand.

"So do you mind telling me what happened?" He asked.

"Freddie happened" I replied.

"What do you mean by "Freddie happened" I thought you two got together when you cancelled the wedding?" He said putting air quotes on the phrase Freddie happened. I slipped the letter on the table and looked outside the window.

"Read it" I said not looking at him. I was still hoping that Freddie is somewhere near so I can find him and I can tell him everything. So that I can tell him how I feel. I heard a low chuckle in front of me and I looked at Alex with a confused look.

"So he thinks we're married?" He smiled "I would love to be married to you but I want to see you happy" This time he smirked. I hit him on his shoulder.

He laughed "Relax. I was just kidding"

"I know you were" I replied.

"I think I might have an idea where he is." He said. I looked at him with desperate look. I really really want to see him.

"Can you take me there?" I asked with pleading eyes.

"Of course" He said standing up, grabbing my arm. I walked behind him as we went to his car parked nearby. He went inside the car and I just stood there like some kind of idiot.

"Don't you want to see him?" He smiled "Come on" he gestured his hands telling me to come in. I entered the car and he started driving. I remember going to this place. I remember passing this streets. I remember this feeling. My heart is beating a million times faster. The car was speeding towards the place and I know now. I have a feeling that Alex is right, that wherever we were heading right now that's where I'll find him. That's where I'll find Freddie and I won't even hesitate because it feels like I found home. The car pulled to a stop. I looked at the place. This was where I was supposed to be getting married. I looked at Alex with a reassuring look. He just gave me a nod and a smile. I went out of the car. I ran towards the garden and to the swing set.

I saw a guy sitting there swinging. I felt satisfied.

"You shit!" I said raising the letter. The guy on the swing looked at me and immediately I knew it was Freddie.

"Look! I know I shouldn't have written than but I just can't take it anymore. You don't need to clear things out. I'll stay away from your life. You don't have to deal with any of this. You can go and live a normal life?"

"That's bull Freddie. You think after everything you said in here everything would go back to normal?" I said with a teary eye. "Why now? Why just now? Why didn't you tell me three months ago? Why didn't you tell me at this exact same place three months ago?" I said screaming.

"If I told you that I love you three months ago would you say 'I love you to-'"

"Yes!" I said cutting him before he could even finish his sentence. "Yes!" I said crying. "You're the only one who's too afraid to tell me how you feel. You are so oblivious you didn't even think why I showed up in here in the middle of our wedding? Alex and I, we didn't get married. I just think you need to know that." I said walking away. I don't know what to say anymore. I imagined to be like some movies where the girl and guy confess their love and run to each others hand and kissed and then they'll live happily ever after. I felt a strong grasped on my hand. I was turned around and a pair of lips smashed on mine his right hand on mine and his left hand on my face. I did not respond for a few seconds but when I realized it was true I started responding and deepening the kiss. He pulled away and looked at me.

"The question is; Will you still tell me 'I love you too' after I tell you this: I love you." He asked

"Yes. I love you too!" I said as I kissed him passionately.

"You may now kiss the bride" I looked at everyone and smiled. Then I looked at Freddie as he walks closer and kissed me.

"You know I hate your last name" I said as I pulled away the kiss and smirked.

"Well, you just have to bare it." He smirked "It's now your last name too." Another pause "Mrs. Benson" This time I kissed him.

"But somehow it fits me" I smiled. We looked at everyone and smiled. "I'm Mrs. Benson!!!!" I said shouting making everyone laugh.

"I love you, Sam. I love you so much" He smiled

"I love you too"

That's it. Truthfully, I don't know how to end this. I mean the perfect ending so I'm sorry if you're not satisfied or if you don't find it beautiful.

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P.S

The title of this chapter is Kismet. In Turkish and Urdu, kismet means destiny :)