BPOV

On the way back to the truck Jake was telling me about a horse he wanted to buy He's really into his horses and bikes. He loves going fast; so do I.

"It's great Bella, you should see how it moves. I can't believe Sam found it. You want to go take a look at it with me?" Jake asked me with enthusiasm evident in his voice.

"Jake, I've told you before I don't like going to Sam's. He freaks me out. He never did like me after all the shit that happened with Amy."

"He told you he doesn't hold a grudge and it wasn't your fault he was charged with it."

"But it was my fault. I told my dad and he knows that. So does Amy; that's why she doesn't talk to me anymore" I stated as I thought back to the fiasco that had ensued with Sam and Amy.

…………………………Flashback………………………

Amy came rushing into my bedroom and jumped onto my bed and into my lap. She was crying hysterically.

"Oh my God Bella, what am I going to do? I can't handle this and Sam won't be happy. He wants to join the army and he can't now, all because it broke" Amy wept as she held onto me.

"What happened? did he hurt you? start from the beginning, its okay. I've got you, its okay" I soothed her as her sob's quieted down to hiccups.

"Sam was going away for his first week of training so we went out by the lake in his truck. We had sex and t…the c…c…condom broke. I think I might be" She sniffed "pregnant. I wouldn't dare tell him or my Mom. You're all I have" She sniffed again into my shoulder.

I expected it, we all did but it still shocked me. Both Amy and Sam had a bit of a reputation around here. But she was my best friend and I had to stick by her.

"It's okay, it's gonna be okay. Have you done a test?" She shook her head.

"Okay then we'll go get a test, yeah?" "Okay but how are we going to get one without people finding out?" After contemplating for a while I decided to call Seth, he worked at the drug store part time.

"Seth?"

"Yeah Bella, its me, what's up? but be quick I'm on my shift"

"Oh great, would you be able to do me a big, big favor? I need a pregnancy test"

"Oh………..erm….er.. Who…. Whose is it?"

"Seth stop being an idiot. It's not for me and you don't need to be worried, I'm on the pill"

"Ohh it's Amy, I will bring one over during my lunch break okay? love ya"

"Thanks Seth, love you too" I disconnected the call and told Amy that Seth was bringing the test later.

Twenty minutes later Seth arrived "Hey Bells, how is she? should I come in or not?"

"No it's fine. Thanks by the way" I said as I reached up for a peck on the lips, I didn't let it get heated though.

..When she finally took the test we were both relieved that it came back negative. A

y went home a while later. When my parents came back from work my Mom, Renee, went to clean up in my bathroom when I heard her start screaming my name.

"Isabella Marie Swan get your ass in this bedroom NOW!"

"Shit" I exclaimed under my breath. If she was swearing it was bad.

When I reached my bedroom she was livid, holding the pregnancy test box.

"What the hell is this? wait, no, I already know. You told me that you and Seth weren't at that stage yet. How could you lie to me!" she shouted at me.

Thank God Dad was out with his friend Billy.

"mom, It's not what it looks like. Seth and I aren't sleeping together" It hurt a little to lie to my mom so I told her all the whole story about Sam and Amy.

That night when Dad came in from fishing Mom must have told him.

Amy was only 15 but Sam was a year older, 16, so he was at the age of consent. He was charged with rape; they both swore that she had consented but the judge wasn't having any of it. So Sam was charged with statutory rape. Although he got off lightly, his army career was down the drain, and so was his relationship with Amy. Amy also stopped talking to me, she blamed me for all of it, so did whenever I was near Sam I always got the feeling that he still blamed me. Jake doesn't, but I do.

……………………………….......End of Flashback………………………………...

Jake was still talking about Sam and the horse.

"How about we go on the bikes instead? you know you can't afford the horse. How's that sound?" I asked as we neared his truck.

"Yeah your right. When do you want to go riding? We can't go tomorrow, you're at school. How about skipping? Then we can have some fun while your parentage out?" He whispered the last part against my neck, sending shivers down my spine.

"You know I can't miss anymore school, if I lose anymore days they are gonna call my parents and then no more sneaking off into the woods" my attendance was really bad and no matter how much I wanted to stay at home with Jake, I couldn't. Plus, I wanted to see if that Emmett kid came. He would cause a stir; Fresh meat.

"Urgh" Jake groaned "You just love tormenting me don't you. But I suppose one of us has to go to school, better you than me"

Once we were back at Jake's house, he called Seth to see if he was coming over for some cliff diving later on. I'm sure Seth only accepted so he could see me in a wet shirt but he would be careful with the ogling. If Jake caught him there would be trouble. Even though he knew about our previous relationship and knew that there was nothing else between us anymore it still bothered him; He got really overprotective sometimes.

Seth accepted the invite and I decided to order some pizza for all of us. Seth and Jake could eat like pigs sometimes but they were still as toned as ever. I wish I knew how they did it.

And a big ole shout out to my amazing beta rubiesymusica who keeps me on track.

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