I can't believe he didn't even stay to listen to what I had to say! But I guess if he is back with Gina it's for the best. At least I didn't get a chance to tell him that I just might love hem, only to be rejected. It was embarrassing enough and I didn't even tell him anything. Everybody else knew what I was going to say though. I could see it on their faces when I came back into the room, so how did he not know. Or why did he ignore it? I have been shooting him down the whole time he's been here though; I just never realized it was anything more than the casual flirting he did with everyone, until now. Sure I knew deep down, that he cared, or at least I thought he did. I knew I loved him, but by the time I was ready to tell him he was sleeping with that actress, and then he just had to go on a date, with my best friend from high school of all people! And now it's Gina, his ex-wife. I'm glad I didn't give into him before now. I will have to keep him at a distance when he comes back; I'm lucky to have all summer to build my walls back up

Or at least she thinks she does….