Chapter Three

SOUBI'S POINT OF VIEW

What was wrong with her? One minute ago, she looked like a stabled, loving mother, but then she started to talk about the "voices". Did she have more than two personalities living inside of her? Were the voices telling her what to do? Were the voices telling her lies about Ritsuka?

"Mom . . .! Mom! Please . . . Mommy! Mommy, don't say things like that! Mommy, please! Don't die like Seimei did! You're the only family I have left! Don't leave me here alone!" I looked down at Ritsuka and saw him sobbing gently for his mother, reaching his hurt arm towards her.

"Soubi . . . Take him." Misaki's voice changed and her insane, demotic aura appeared again. "TAKE THIS DEMON AWAY! HE ISN'T MY SON! HE'S NOT MY SON!"

"Ritsuka, we have to—"I started off, whispering to Ritsuka, but then he interrupted me, crying even more.

"No! I'm not leaving! She was here! You saw her, Soubi! My mother was here with us! You saw her crying and apologizing to me. She was telling me she loved me! She is there! I'm not leaving!"

"I'm sorry, Ritsuka, but you have to get out of here." I told him that and it looked like he was about to argue with me and tell me an order, but I stopped that before he could start. "Sleep, Ritsuka."

"Why, Soubi . . .?" He asked, but I did not have time to answer him. His eyes started to close and his head began to fall. Before I knew it, Ritsuka was consumed by sleepiness and he went into a quiet slumber right there on the ground. I was surprised because Ritsuka was usually able to some how break that spell.

"Get out of here! I don't want to see him here anymore! I waited long enough for my little boy to return, but this bastard won't let him return to me. I just want my son back! Is that too much to ask for, Soubi? Is it?" I honestly did not want to deal with this Misaki, but I had to find away to return the real Misaki back to her body.

I glared at the insane woman who called herself a mother. "You're the 'voices', I presume?" I had cast a spell to speak to the "voices" in person instead of a mentally sick mother.

Misaki smirked. "Not only me. There are more of us and Misaki is part of us. She wanted Seimei to return, but she knew he was died. Then, she realized she was stuck with this Ritsuka. At first, she did not want him anymore. She believed that this Ritsuka was not her child. And that's how we were born."

"You were born out of her hatred? But she just confessed that she never hated Ritsuka." I asked, questioning the "voices", but I was not too interested in them. All I wanted was for Ritsuka to have his real mother back.

"Soubi, Soubi, Soubi. You don't remember who we are? Don't you remember Misaki and me?"

I shock my head. "I don't know anything."

Misaki giggled, but it was the giggle that Ritsuka rarely used except this was darker and had no kindness in it.

"What a stupid boy you are! You don't remember who we are? Then, I guess you should ask that imposter that's lying dead on the ground! He knows who we are, but it looks like he never told you!" Now, what is this thing blabbering about? There are a lot of things that Ritsuka never told me about. "Where's the faith in your bond? Is your little boy-toy not telling you everything? I made him tell me everything!"

"What he tell you?" I growled at the thing that was controlling Misaki's body. It was not a thing that was controlling her, but a real person, manipulating her weak body.

"Oh, we can't tell you. You have to ask little Rit-chan, like we said. We got bored now. Soubi, we're leaving to have dinner. Wanna come?"

"No! Who the hell are you?" I hissed, obviously angry, but the person in Misaki's body looked at me with a bored face.

"You don't listen, do you? Do you want us to kill you?" Okay, I have to admit that did scare me a little, so just ignored that thing that was controlling Misaki's body and scooped the earless Ritsuka into my arms.

"Jeeze, what happened to the kid? Were you not gentle with him? I swear, adults these days like to have rough sex, but in this case, you honestly need to be gentle with children." That bastard . . . Bitch thing . . . I do not know what the hell that thing was, but it snickered at me.

"Why you little—"and it was gone! Where did that thing go with Misaki's body? That thing sure was quick, but what was I doing? Ritsuka is hurt!

Finally, I paid my attention to my injured lover, if I could even call him that now. I do not feel like I should be by his side right now. I failed to rescue him, but he needed help right now and I was the only one here.

Ritsuka was injured badly. He looked worse than I did when I went through training with Ritsu-sensei. I needed to take Ritsuka to a hospital and quickly! Who knows how many bones are broken!

"I need to get you to a hospital, Ritsuka. I'm really sorry this is my entire fault." I told myself, grabbing a small blanket out of his closet and wrapping him in it to keep him warm and to hide his condition until I got him to a hospital.

"No . . . hospital." I froze in place, hesitantly looked at the small voice that came out of Ritsuka's lips and saw that he was barely smiling.

I smiled too and then kissed his forehead. "Sorry, Ritsuka, but you're going to a hospital." I whispered to him, looking at his peaceful sleeping face that was about five inches away from mine now.

Wow. I really am I pervert because I wanted to kiss Ritsuka right now. I wanted him all to myself. I wanted to make him feel pleasure. I just wanted to have sex right here, right now with him.

"Ritsuka, there's something wrong with my body." I told him quietly.

"You're horny again?" he groaned, cuddling closer to me, but he made a weird face at me.

I really loved Ritsuka. I honestly did.


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