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Jacob's POV
"Why… I promised I would never love another besides Bella!" I cried out to myself. And now what was I doing? Falling for Miss Carlie Denison! I can't! I won't go through all the pain again. My heart will never heal back to the way it was before Bella Cullen entered my life. The blocked memories rushed back to when I taught MY Bella to ride the Harley, when I first met her on La Push beach with her friends, the Quileute tribe stories we learned of together, the good ole days.
Then Edward came back and messed up our precious relationship. And what did I do? I got jealous, wanted to keep Bella away from Edward so I went straight to Charlie with the motorcycles! She got immediately grounded and I still didn't get to see her! Idiot! Idiot! I ruined everything we ever had at that point. Slowly we gained back the trust for our relationship but not before that dumb bloodsucker persuaded her to marry him.
My heart broke into a million jibblets that could never heal when I found out on that snow covered mountain side. And now I'm on the run away from all the memories. But I promised myself never to love another woman besides Bella! I was torn in two pieces I wanted to beat myself up for these feelings. I knew nothing could happen between Bella and I now but I felt as though I was betraying her. I felt a single tear drop down my cheek as I stepped into the dim lighted apartment.
"Why the tears, brother?" asked Seth Clearwater coming out of the kitchen with a glass of lemonade.
" Memories." I sighed reclining on the couch. "Her." I added closing my eyes.
"Oh…" Seth simply said knowing he meant Bella.
"And Carlie." I murmured.
"Carlie?" asked Seth puzzled.
"I saved her tonight from being kidnapped… Seth… I'm afraid I like her." I admitted.
"Jacob! It is perfectly fine to find another girl!" Seth said trying to help.
"No, I promised Bella I wouldn't!" I growled angrily.
"You have got to move on, man." Seth said patting my back.
I fell asleep with Carlie engraved into my mind. Every dream I had that night was of her and I kind of liked that. Maybe, slowly but surely, I was getting over Bella.
Carlie's POV
I woke up around 10:00 and immediately went down to the kitchen where Jeff and mom sat drinking coffee. "Morning sleepyhead!" said mom ruffling my bangs. I glared over at Jeff who was reclining in the dining chair with his feet on the table. He was reading the newspaper while holding his mug.
"Jeff, what are you doing here so early?" I asked innocently.
"Nothing, I am just about to leave for work. I'm running late." He said getting up and putting his coffee mug in the sink. I waved mockingly as he left the house and rolled my eyes.
"What was that for?" asked mom angrily.
"What do you mean? Hmm?"
"That was so rude! It is none of your business why he was here." Mom said yelling at me.
"What? It is none of my business that my mom is letting some guy who she barely knows stay the night?" I cried.
She slapped me across the face. My mom actually slapped me. What was wrong with her?
I sat down on the kitchen floor in shock, holding my left cheek with both hands. It stung so bad. A welt was slowly forming so I put a block of ice to keep it from swelling. My mom left the room to get ready for work. I ran to my room and locked the door behind me and flopped on my bed.
Jacob…Jacob…
My heart yearned to see his face, at this moment. I needed love and comfort that I had never felt before in my life. I looked up into the mirror at my left cheek and buried my head in the pillow.
Jacob's POV
I woke up at 7 a.m. after dreaming of Carlie. I whimpered. "Brotha, I think you imprinted." Seth said walking over to the recliner.
"No, I imprinted on Bella!" I cried.
"No, Jacob you didn't otherwise she couldn't live without you. And obviously she still is alive." Said Seth.
I frowned and gave a deep angry growl.
"Hey, dude, I'm just telling you the truth." said Seth warily.
"I know..I need to get out of this place for a while and think." I said pulling a t-shirt over my head and walking to the door.
I phased quickly and ran to nowhere in particular just to think. I ended up in Carlie's backyard. I looked into the window and saw her mom and Jeff. I morphed back into my old self and climbed up to Carlie's balcony from the big oak tree. I just sat and watched my beautiful friend sleep. My head echoed ".STALKER." But I didn't care. I looked at my watch and it said 9:59. How long had I been here? I watched her begin to stir so I hurriedly phased and landed lightly on my paws. I went back around to the kitchen and saw them all there. Jeff was leaving and Carlie and her mom were fighting.
"I shouldn't be here!" I thought hearing every word spoken.
Suddenly, her mom struck out and hit her! I growled a low menacing growl but what could I do? Nothing but watch I thought bitterly. Her mom walked away leaving her sitting on the floor.
Oh what I wouldn't do to comfort her right there. She got some ice and went straight up to her room. I on the other hand ran straight home to vent to Seth.
