Author's Note : Wohoo! So this is chapter four! The review has been awesome, thx for you all who still reading. And as usual, I'm still working on my grammar. I have to admit that I don't want to find any beta reader, but it doesn't like I don't need them, I need them so much! But I thought about it, and I think I want to fix and study deeper about grammar through my writings. So I'm very sorry about my selfish reason, and please do understand… So, I'll be happier if you read and review, especially about my grammar, because you can help me study too. Agh, I talked too much. Well, enjoy!
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Our Hearts now…
"What a Glamorous Sky…"
It's a very cold and dark morning. Cagalli felt like she stood alone at the funeral, wet by rain though she got an umbrella. It's the next morning since Djibril tragedy. She doesn't know yet about her brother doing. Her wound still painful and Athrun definitely still suffer from nine bullets holes all over his body, but he still stood and made his way here. It happened that dawn.
"Nice sky huh?" Auel's approached her, he got two cups of coffee with him.
Cagalli sat alone at the open hanger. She already changed her dress to her normal clothe. She's smiling at his presence, and took one of the cups to show her gratitude. She admitted that she needs accompany for a while.
"You okay?" asked Auel's while he sat next to her.
Cagalli gave him a slight smile. "What are you doing here?" she back asked.
"Well, it's my habit to walks at dawn," Auel's looked to another side and lifted his shoulder.
"Uh huh.. It's your habit too to bring two cups of coffee while you look around?" Cagalli drank her coffee.
He laughed. "Sometimes captain Murrue's here too," then he whispered to her.
Cagalli scoffed "Really?" she asked. "What is she doing?" she asked in a low voice.
"Meet me," Auel's blinked at her. Cagalli jawdropped. "What? You don't think that you and Kira are the only one who got secret relation, right?" he asked. Cagalli laughed unsure in response. "Well, straight to business. I come here to check on you," Auel's said.
"Thanks.." Cagalli leaned her head to his shoulder. They're known each other for sixteen days, but she knew that he's a good man, and she can trust him. He's like a real brother for her.
"I don't really know about the forbidden love for sibling.. but what I know, Kira is my true buddy, he save my butt a hundred times. Well, he looks normal, but he's never look energetic, until you come. And you're a very nice woman, and he love you.. So I think I'm going to help you both. I'll carry those sins with you too," he patted her head and showed his support.
Cagalli lifted her head and looked straight to his eyes. "Thank you," she mumbled, and her eyes get watery again. "Oh God, I cried a lot.." then she laughed lightly and wiped her tears away. "It's just so hard for me to think that he's in Lacus place right now.." but she did cried again anyway.
"Believe me, since I knew him and his relationship with Lacus-he doesn't even bother to mention her, he never really take her seriously though he tried. He can fool his friends, but not me," Auel's helped her by tidying her hair. "I can't imagine another person in his heart than you," then he pinched her cheeks and grinned.
"Adawww!" Cagalli jerked his hands.
He laughed. "So be happy or he'll kill me!"
Cagalli said nothing. "Shut up," then punched his arm. "Thanks," and thanked him shortly. Then suddenly, her phone rang. She thought that it might be Kira, but it's an unknown number. "Yes?" Cagalli picked it up.
"Is this Cagalli Yulla Atha?" a heavy man voice asked her.
"Correct, who is this?" Cagalli back asked in awareness. The man said nothing, and Cagalli knew that something not right was happening. "Is something happen to my brother?" Cagalli burst out asked, she could felt Auel's eyed her in concerned.
"We already informed Mister Kira Yamato," the man sighed. "I'm sorry to telling you this, I have bad news.." he said. "Your parents died last night.."
So this is where she stands now. In the middle of black umbrella ocean, surrounded by people in black dress. She cries, and cries, and cries.. Drowned by her own sadness, listened to the Priest words. Until she heard people murmuring again, someone just join them. She turned her head to the centre of the gloom crowd. Well, it's definitely not someone.
Kira is shaking hands with some people, and Lacus followed him from behind. He introduced her to them, and some of the men patted his shoulder or his head. Said how lucky and how his parents will proud because he has such a good lady for his fiancé. Cagalli knew that he spent the night at Lacus place. So.. Are they making love already? He probably pissed with Cagalli and take Lacus to let it go, right? She cries again during the thought. Athrun sat in a wheel chair at her left side, he wants to reach her, but she's a bit far and a lot taller. So he gave a sign to Auel who stood next to her right. Without ordered by him, Auel already knew. He embraces Cagalli and forces her head to lean on his shoulder. He quietly glanced to Kira direction, and shockly, Kira's eyes are already pinned on him and Cagalli. His gaze is sharp and danger. Auel just give him a slight smiled. I'm in trouble, he thought.
"I'm Andy, the one who called you both, and once again, I'm sorry for what happen.." a man has gathered Kira and Cagalli together under an oak tree, while the other guests are coming home.
"Thank you sir.." Kira shaked his hand.
"I don't know a lot about your mother, but I'm a friend of your father.. And-umm, your father is a great man, he done so much for our country, he's a hero. And I know that he's a loyal husband. Well, I know that they had been divorce, but I never saw him stop thinking about your mother for one second. He just didn't want to make her suffer from this entire job. You're his kids, I think you have a right to know the true.." Andy explained. "He picked your mother three days ago. He knew that she's feeling lonely, because none of her child at home. They have some trip to the mountains. Then the tragedy happened, the room heater machines are broke, and there's storm outside, they can't go anywhere. It's hypothermia. We found them, in the bed, hugging each other."
"So in the end, they still love each other.." Cagalli forced smiles. Kira slowly reached her hand, but she slowly rejected him by crossing her hands on her chest.
"They really love you both, your father saved his money in bank for you two, so you can continue your study. After meeting, he always talk to his colleague about how fast and how brave Kira Yamato flies in the sky, and how sharp and smart Cagalli Yulla Atha in negotiation or treaties. They really proud of you.." Andy putted both his hand to each Kira and Cagalli shoulder, smiled at them deeply. They're both smiled and thanked him, and he finally went home like the other guests.
It's just the two of them now. The rain still pouring, and Kira is the only one who brought an umbrella. He moved closer to Cagalli, to protected her from the rain. He smiled at her gently, she forced a smile at him too, but doesn't look at his eyes. He caress her cheek gently, and she finally hugging him. This hug feels very different for Kira. He doesn't feels warm at all, he can't even sense her feelings, his twin instinct has also betrayed him to let him known nothing. She put her lips on the corner of his lips on a swift motion, so if someone sees them, they only find her give a short kiss on his cheek.
"Bye brother," then she let him go, and turned back. Let him froze into a statue, he can't believe what she just said. Her running figure in her black dress just disappears.
"Sister!" for the first time in his life, he called her sister. He dropped his umbrella, and began chasing her. But a powerful arms on his shoulder stopped him. It's not powerful, it was weak, but somehow he can sense a strong feelings on it grip. He cursed himself to been able detected the sense, but enabled to detected Cagalli's.
"I'll go after her!" Athrun looked him with a calm gaze in his eyes. He watched everything since the beginning, and waited for this moment, waited to finally stand from his wheel chair, ran after to comfort her. Show her that she's no longer need her brother that badly, he will be enough and countable for her now.
Kira frowned for a while, he almost let Athrun go after her. But he finally snapped it out and back grabbing his shoulder. "No, I'll go after her!" he said with a very dangerous tone. Athrun even frowned by him.
"Hey, Kira, stop it already," Auel has come between them and holding Kira's shoulder, pushing him away from a shocked Athrun.
"She needs me," Athrun tried to assure him.
"She needs me! I'm her brother!" somehow, Kira really meant to say that. What more a sister can need when her parents died? Of course her brother. It's a lot different thing than before! He really wanted to yell that.
"Kira, listen to me! Can you let her go, only for once? She let you off too last night, why can't you do the same?" Auel's panickly whispered, tried to calm him down. Kira eyed him like he's going to kill him. They got it all wrong! Why can't they understand! "Athrun will get suspicious, and you should've seen the pink haired lady one and half meters behind you! You just caught her heart again, but if you still strong headed to do this, you loose her again!" Auel retorted, his tone isn't bigger from a harsh whisper. Kira still full of rage, but he didn't do anything. He glanced to Lacus, she's standing there alone, one arm holding an umbrella, while the others rest in her chest, her expression are very concerned to what she seeing right now. "I know how you feel.. But you'll ruin everything early.. Please understand that I'm trying to defend you," Auel begged him, and look into his eyes pleadingly. Kira gaze softened. And after few seconds, Auel has finally let him go. "You can go now Athrun," he informed Athrun without looking him, his eyes pinned on Kira, aware if he's buddy is going to abrupt again in all of a sudden.
Kira could only watch Athrun ran after Cagalli hopelessly. "Thank you," he mumbled and give a weak punch on Auel's chest.
"Anytime," Auel patted his shoulder, then he arched his head to Lacus direction.
Kira do as he wanted, walk towards her. She welcomed him straightly under her umbrella, and he gave her a faint and weak smile. Her violet eyes eyed him worriedly. "I'm sorry. It just that-"
"Kira, shut up," for the first time he known her, he never heard that words come out from her mouth. "Athrun wouldn't find her," Lacus looked over his shoulder, to direction where Cagalli and Athrun just disappear.
"What do you mean?" Kira has come to his sense again.
"Well, he couldn't even chased me before, and Cagalli is really damn fast so.." Lacus explained. "But you know where she is, right? Where she's going to be?" then suddenly, she became serious. Kira frowned. And Lacus smiled at him. She flashed back to last night..
Kira and her was sitting on the couch in her private mini cinema. She wanted to make him happy after the bloody war, so she tried her best to making him laughed, by asked him to watched cartoon DVD with her.
"It's a very beautiful ring.." she looked at the ring again as she leaned her body to Kira's chest.
"You like it?" Kira was embracing her shoulder with one arm, and kissed her forehead.
"It's lovely," Lacus smiled in happiness, her eyes sparkling.
"It's from Cagalli. She's the one who reassure me to come here. It's actually our mom's," Kira explained.
"Really?" Lacus eyes widened, she was shocked that Cagalli gave her precious ring to her brother for propose his girlfriend. They bond must've been really strong, she thought.
End of flash back..
"Go to her.." Lacus hugged him with one hand and kissed his cheek. Kira eyes widened in disbelief. "Bring this," she let him go and took off the ring.
"Lacus.." Kira mumbled, he still half froze.
"I'll be okay, just.." Lacus forced the ring to his palms. "Find me another ring," then she pulled back for a step and wave her hands as if it's not a problem at all. Kira stood still.
Then he finally hugged her deeply. He really has a lot of kind person around him. He closed his eyes, feeling her. She did the same. It's the same hug like you're giving to a very best friend. "Thank you," he whispered, and let her go, straightly head to his car. Leave his fiancé teary in the middle of the rain.
"You need something Miss Clyne?" Auel asked her carefully. She should've realized that he watched them from the beginning. "It's a very kind of you," he gave her a warm smile.
Lacus said nothing, just wiped her tears. "Why?" she asked.
Auel approached her. "Because you were special for him too," he answered while stopping one meter infront of her.
Lacus bit her lower lip. "You could help me find Athrun. He must've been faint somewhere," then she laughed weakly.
"Sure thing," Auel nodded and show the path to her.
~*o0O0o*~
She have to broke in to her own house. Not even Athrun can find her here. No one can. Everybody just going back to her father house. And Kira probably held by that pink haired Clyne girl. But Cagalli wants him that badly because he's the only one who experienced fifteen years with momma and daddy, but she was so sick and angry to see him. She was wet, so she went to the bathroom, washed her hair, and her body. But no matter how angry she was, she went to Kira room after the bath. Finding if any clothes left in his room. Kira smells now is different because his cologne and because he washed his own shirt. But this shirt in his cupboard smells different. It smells like home. So she just wearing one of his big T-shirt, it's pale blue, and she didn't wear her bra and her panties in it. Then she stepped to her parents room, and slowly climb their bed, lay there, listened to the rain sound outside. She caressing the bed cover, the pillow where's momma head suppose to be there. She remembered, until before she left this house two years ago and lived in her apartment, momma wont turn her double into a single bed, and daddy pillows always there. She secretly told her own daughter that she still love her ex-husband very much.
"Momma.." she began to cried again. "Uh-hu-hu-huu.. momm-mmy.." she sobbed sadly, grabbed the blanket around her. "Look at meee.. I'm just a baby girl.. I'm still crying.. and I'm in love with my own brother.." she choked. She needs her desperately, she wants to tell her everything. She did planning to see her at home today after she aboard off Archangel, she wants her to hug her. And she probably would tell everything, because she can't hold it much longer. And somehow she knew, momma would understand.. She might surprise and scold Cagalli a bit, but then she will caress her hair and offer a solution. She always like that, and Cagalli will happily told her about her father doing right now, it always made momma's eyes shone in happiness, and love. But with whom she's going to tell her story now. "Daddy..Uh-huuhhh.." she sobbed again. "I'm sorry I'm not strong enoughhhh.. I'm tired.. I'm really tore.." she closed her eyes and imagine her cold but very affectionate father. When she lived with him, he always out for some job business, but she knew that he always watched her from her bodyguard, called her once in a day, visited her room every night only to gave her a good night kiss on her forehead. She remembered the very proud expression on his face the day she graduated from college. She never saw him in tears and that happy, that proud. He said it once at her, when they're both reading book at their mini library, that he was sorry for slapped her when she was kid. Cagalli stopped remembering, she let herself cried out, no matter how old she was.
Then suddenly, she heard someone at the stair, and that someone steps is definitely getting louder, which means that she or he are heading towards where she is now. She didn't really care though, and she didn't even bother to look when that someone stopped infront of the open door to momma's room, watch her cry out loud. It probably a serial killer or something, and she glad if it's true, she wants to be kill right now. That someone approach her, climb to the bed behind her, and round his arms around her waist. He's kissing her hair softly, he's gentle breath touch her skin. She knows who he is, and she wants him get away, but she couldn't says it.
"I'm sorry," Kira lips are next to her ear. She still sobs and trembles gently on his chest. He tries to find her hand, and he succeed. "I love them too," he squeezed her hand. She choked, let him comfort her. Her cries are getting soft until she finally cries in silence. They stayed like that for a while. He's caressing her hair and plant kisses on it all over again. She doesn't know how hard it was for him. He wants to cry with her, but he can't let her saw his tears. So he redeem it by himself, let his heart tore and aching in pain. Then they fall asleep together.
One hour later, Kira opened his eyes. His amethyst met her amber. She was now changed her side at him. One hand playing with his chestnut hair, while the other plays with the necklace from him on her neck. Then he realized that she wasn't caressing his hair, she was wiping something on his face, very gently. He guessed that it's his own tear, he cried while he's sleeping.
He sighed first with emotionless faces. "Don't you ever scare me like that again.. Say bye and just go.. I only have you now," then he whined with a very concern gaze. "You don't think that you can actually run from me, huh?" he asked by touching her nose. Her pale lips curl to a slight smile, but she said nothing. "You know, I think they watching at us right now," said Kira in a low tone.
She nodded. "They know now," her voice aren't bigger than a whisper. He sighed and quiet, just stare deeply to her face, enjoy every inch of her beauty. If they aren't in this situation, he probably had making love to her, she was so sexy right now, especially because she's wearing his shirt which is bigger than her, and she didn't wear her undies. "Momma will get mad, we're wetting her bed," she said with normal tone, but for Kira she sounded like they're still only seven.
"She won't scold her favorite son and daughter," he smiled and reached her hand. "You're mad at me, aren't you?" he asked carefully.
"I did," Cagalli nodded.
"Because Lacus?" he guessed. She nodded again. "Nothing really happened between us last night, just a friendly kiss, hugged, and proposal. We didn't making anything, if that was what you were worry about," he explained. She smiled sheepishly, and Kira grinned, glad he figured this out.
"I'm happy for you and Lacus," she played his finger.
"And jealous," he added, enjoying her touch.
She let out a small laughed. "Right.." she focuses on his finger right now, massage them.
He stared at her quietly. "We're going to marry," he informed her.
She stopped playing his finger, her eyes widened for a while, but then she's back to normal, massage him again. "When?" she asked in a low voice.
"Next month."
"That's a very short time for wedding.." cagalli forced giggle.
"I know, but she and her family can't wait. They say they're going to arrange everything, I just have to stay still and wait."
"Oh.. That's good, nothing to worry about then.."
Kira gaze saddened. He pull and drawing her close. She obeys, let his arms strongly and gently wrapped around her waist and back, feeling his pulse as her head touching his chest, enjoying the sensation of his warm breath on her hair.
"I really love you.. only you," he whispered and kiss her eyelids.
"I know sweetie, I know.." she returned the hug sadly.
"It's always belongs to you smurf.. Believe me.." she could feel his tears wet her hair.
Cagalli gaze softened. "Mine's too.. It's yours forever.." she assured him and tightened her hug. She cries too, once again. Sad and happy.
"We're okay now? Don't you ever run again from me, please.." he whimpered.
It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up.
"I won't," she patted his back twice, assure him. "We're okay now, we're always be okay.."
"I would never let you go.."
"You'll never loose me.. I'll comeback for you, I'll be a place for you to go home.. I give you my word.."
It's pouring outside, and it's a damn cold in the house. But they're both feels warm, though Kira clothe is humid. Yes, they'll always together, because they switch their heart since years before. They died if they separate from each other. They pulse, it's always at the same beat.
1 years after:
She exhales, she inhales, try to calm herself. She looked onto the mirror again. A gorgeous woman stare her back, her golden hair tied up with some blue semi white tiny flowers, some soft curls falls side to her cheeks, she's wearing a simple make up, a bit much than she used to. She's wearing a Vera Wang wedding dress, it's a tube top which reveal her shoulder line and her arms beautifully, while her skirt is wide and ruffles, she think of it again, it's actually quite beautiful on hers. She actually wanted to wear that green skinny gorgeous dress that she look on the same store, but Athrun cousin said that it's too simple, she said that he wants her to look stunning. She grunted slowly that Kira will love the dress she picked, but she recall that she was going to marry Athrun, not Kira. In fact, she haven't see her brother again in a year, since he married that Miss-ups, now Mrs. Clyne . She was too busy with her job, and she didn't want to see them together, especially after Kira said at the phone that he and Lacus already making love. she expected that he's not going to come, she already assure that it's fine for him to not come, but he's so strong headed, he said that he must be the one who give her to Athrun, and the worse is, he'll bring Lacus with him. She stared again to her shadow, her tan skin was glow lightly.
"You're beautiful," suddenly, another woman from behind her squeezed her shoulder. She was Murrue who today will be her maid of honor, and she looked gorgeous in her soft purple dress. She already told Cagalli that compliment for three times today, because she doesn't know why Cagalli looked desperate everytime she looked onto the mirror. Well, she always is a hot blonde babe, so she probably nervous with her new stunning look, Murrue decided. "It's still raining outside, but it's going to be ok," she let her go and looked outside the window.
"It will," Cagalli nodded, she's walking carefully to her chair. "My mom said that, if it's rain on your wedding day, that means the heaven is blessing you, that's why they sent their pearls from the sky," she added.
"That's very wise and lovely," Murrue turned back at her. Suddenly, they heard a knock. "You have a guest," she walked to the door.
"R-really?" Cagalli laughed nervously. Watching Murrue opens the door hopelessly.
"Wow! Look at this hot smurf!" it's Auel. He kissed Murrue first on her cheek, and walked to Cagalli by widen his arms. Cagalli welcomed him with a wide grin. "Absolutely charming! Congratulation sweetheart!" he hugged her carefully, and she returned the hug happily.
"Thanks for coming!" she said when he let her go, but still holding her palms.
"I'm going to sit at the front line, watch your back like usual," he kissed her knuckles briefly, and pointed her while he turn away. "See you gorgeous," he stopped a while near the door to cupped Murrue's chin.
"I hate him," said Murrue by closing the door.
"He's so nice," Cagalli smiled. Then, another knocked. Murre opens the door again, and Cagalli feels her tummy hurt.
"It's your brother," she informs Cagalli. Cagalli froze. A chesnut haired man waltz in with his best tuxedo, a pink haired lady with blue dress walking behind him. Murrue welcomed them both.
"Wow, Cagalli, look at you!" Lacus burst to Cagalli and hugged her. "Congrats!" then she let her go and eyed her happily.
"Beautiful huh? Thank you sister in law. I'm sorry I can't come to your wedding, but you come to mine, I feel so-" Cagalli gave her a friendly smile.
"Don't mind about that, I understood your reason. And this is your day, just focus to yourself!" Lacus lifted her shoulder and calmed her. Cagalli laughed, such a nice lady, she thought. "Umh, I think I'll go first at the hall, see you darling," then she turned at Kira, asked permission. Kira squeezed her hand by saying something like he's going to be there soon with her.
"I give you both some minutes," Murrue smiled and walked out too, she closed the door carefully. The real thrill begins now for Cagalli.
"Congrats," Kira hugged her too briefly, then quickly let her go. "Big day huh? Nervous?" he asked.
"Yes," Cagalli quickly nodded as if they didn't separate for one last year. Well, she dreamt about him every night and so did he, so it's kind off no different for them. "I think I'm going faint," she touched her forehead.
"It'll be alright smurf. If I can pass it, why can't you?"
"It's very simple to be you huh?"
"Well, you're my twin, why can't you?"
"I'm going to ruin everything if I can't calm down. They already gave me some vodka to calm the nerves, but it didn't work! A lousy method," she grunted.
"Well, there is a way," kira has suddenly moved closer to her. She catch a naughty glimpse in his eyes, and she shivers.
"What?" she took a step back each time he stepped to her.
"They say if you cum, then your stress will disappeared with it.." Kira moved his shoulder seductively.
"Haha.. It's impossible to do it now," Cagalli laughed nervously. Kira succeeded corner her at the wall, next to the stationary table.
"You know I can make you horny without making love to you, so why can't I make you cum right now, as soon as possible," he putted both his arms in each Cagalli's side.
"Kira, I'm in my wedding dress," she tried to hold him back.
"Uh huh," Kira smirked. She yells on him, but he already kneeled down and disappeared under her skirt.
"Cagalli, is everything okay?" Murrue has suddenly opened the door and popped her head in.
"Yes! Oh my God, yes!" Cagalli shouted as she feels a tickling sensation when Kira slid her thong off. Haha, she already wet and horny, I just love how easily for me to heat her, kira thought by smelling her Vagina scent.
Murrue's eye brow knitting together. "Where's Kira?" she looked around.
"At the bathroom, I have to use the facilities too, but he hasn't come out, so UUUHHHH!" Cagalli moaned loudly when Kira touched her clit with his finger and began to rubbing it. She gotta hold to the desk or she'll fall and ruin her dress.
"Are you alright? You need me to knock him?" asked Murrue worriedly.
"No! Just go for now, I still want to avenge him in private—AHHHH!" Cagalli told her as Kira suddenly lick her opening. Oh my God, that feels damn good! I can't hold it! His soft lips are driving her crazy.
"O-okay then, I'm going to close the door. But remember, it's half an hour again," Murrue nodded confusedly and close the door again.
"You get out of there or I kick you!" Cagalli shouted at him. But he doesn't care, in fact, he just pulled and make her half sit on his shoulder, running his hands around her thigh and butt gently, stimulating her. In a few seconds later, she already screamed his name and spat all her juice into his already opened mouth. He licked and cleaned her, then put her panties on again. Finally, he out from her skirt and stood up.
"You tasted lovely as always," he licked his mouth seductively. He doesn't even look messy, he must've been trained with Lacus.
"What was that for?" Cagalli spat him, but then a slight smile appeared on her face. She has this feelings, a feelings that Kira's love and passion for her will decrease due to his marriage, that's why she rarely contacted him in this past one year, but now she rethink, he always call her everyday even if it's only five minutes, just to check how she's doing, and he just proved it that her thoughts it's not true.
"Well, you do look very beautiful in that dress, I just can't let you get away," Kira looked at her with his honest eyes.
Cagalli sighed, her gaze softened. "You will make the most handsome bride giver awayer ever," she complimented him. "Thank heaven's I wear anti sweat make up," then she checked herself on the mirror. "You should clean yourself too!" she ordered. He obeyed her and walked towards the bathroom.
"Look at you," a few minutes later, everything was already back to normal. Murrue's in the room again, Kira chat with her, and Cagalli looked better. Then, another knock. It's Andy. He grabbed Cagalli's palms and stared at her amusedly.
"Thanks for coming Mr. Andy," Cagalli smiled at him.
"Well, I just want to give bless from my generation," Andy said and squeezed her hands. "I'm here for my best friend, who I know will giving everything for being here with you today," he caressed her cheek fatherly. "He must've been proud for you two," then he patted Kira shoulder who standing next to Cagalli.
"Thank you, sir," Kira nodded and smiled gently. After some words, Andy has finally step out from the room.
"For God sake! It is time people!" suddenly, Murrue broke in with both happy and panic expression on her face. She's half running to Cagalli and tidying her veil. "Come on, go, go, go!" she yelled.
"God! Chill out!" Cagalli laughed nervously and reached Kira's hand. He leads her walk out from the room.
"Your hands chill," he whispered when they're walking on corridor.
"Shut up.." cagalli titling her head. She feels something odd as they walk. How odd her position right now. She's going to marry a man she like who's now waiting for her at the altar, but the man she's adore and loves forever secretly will hand her to him, and this love of her life is her brother who has the same great feeling for her. For this once, Cagalli really thinks how ironic this is.
They finally arrived at the back entrance, covered by some flowers and leaves. She's looking quietly through the leaves, her eyes widened when she realized there's so many of them. Kira haven't realize his sister expression yet, he's busily coordinate with a man in tuxedo who will give them signal in which segment he will bring Cagalli to the altar. They're waiting preparing of the altar.
"The video recorder will be play and that's your cue, I'll inform you too," said the man with a very elegant and friendly voice, a very perfect attitude to accompany the nervous bride and her giver awayer.
"Thanks," Kira nodded.
"Kira!" suddenly Cagalli grabbed his arm with thunder speed.
"Ssshh.. what's the matter? There are so many people out there, they can hear us if you yelling like that," Kira moved himself close to her, he knew that his presence will be always able to calm her.
"That's right, I wanna get outta here!" she whispered with a very harsh tone, then quickly turned around.
"Whoa! No you don't! Cagalli, calm down! You can do it, really.." But Kira stopped her and grabbed her arms. "What kind of mistake you possibly will do? If you afraid you're going fall because of your skirt you don't have to be worry, I'm here to cover you," he comforted her.
"Well, what kind of mistake I will make? Let me see.. oh, how's this? I can't say I do because you standing next to him and I'm frown for you!" she almost yelled on his face.
Kira chuckled. "That wont happen smurf, 'promise you," he shook his head. Suddenly, the video recorder has been played, and the wedding music heard in their ears. "That's our cue isn't it?" Kira asked the man who froze and stared at them, he probably heard their conversation.
"Uh-yes..?" and that perfect manner are ruined shortly.
"Come.." Kira turned to Cagalli, gave her no chance and just dragged her to the public. Now she has no choice except smiling happily to everybody and walks gracely. While she busily doing that, she unaccidently caught Athrun figure next to the altar. He looked so damn good looking and incredibly happy. Great, now she really has to focus for that man.
Kira has finally bring her successfully to the altar, he handed her gently to Athrun, then walked to Athrun position before, while Athrun and Cagalli are facing the Altar.
"Dear God, we gathered today for this beloved…" the priest has started the line, and all sound except his are suddenly disappear.
"You're so beautiful babe," Athrun whispered and squeezed her hand.
"Thank you," she smiled back, then looking around, found Auel's face that smiled at her, the other faces are blur.
"I do," then suddenly, Athrun statement slapped and back her to reality. She froze, it's her turn now. Gosh, she must've been thinking so hard until she doesn't catch a single sentence the priest said. She doesn't even realize that she's wearing Athrun their wedding ring. Then suddenly, the priest talked to her, he seem talked with a very strange way, his voice sounds very far, but she knew exactly what he is asking now. She glanced to Kira, and glad that she found him smiled calmly at her. He gave her a wink and a slight nodded that no one can see except her—or probably Auel.
"I do!" Cagalli has finally finished the simplest line in her life, she's doing it right after the priest finish his question. Athrun squeals and wearer her the ring, she doesn't even catch the shape.
"Now I pronounce you as husband and wife. You may kiss your bride," the priest voice heard all over the hall. The guess applauses them, and Athrun pulled Cagalli close, then he leaned and kiss her shortly. She closed her eyes and returned the kiss with a fake happiness in her face. Well, another stage has complete.
Three months afterwards:
"Where are we going?" asked Cagalli curiously while looking outside the window.
"Somewhere.." Kira mumbled, he's concentrating on his driving. "It's getting hard to cheat with you when Athrun around. I can't come to your house again frequently, he's eyes get sharper," he added.
Cagalli laughed. "Then why he let me to go with you?" she asked and played her brother's hair.
"I just said a few stuff about family meeting and etc," Kira lifted his shoulder.
"That's a very smart of you," Cagalli putted her hand down again.
"Beside, you look tired from your job. You need refreshment," Kira hand has suddenly reached her head and caressed her hair. "Here, change!" then he grabbed a goddie bag from the back seat, handed it to Cagalli.
"What's this..? Oh, Kira!" Cagalli gasped when she looked into the goodie bags and found a very beautiful light green dress in it. It's the wedding dress she was always imagined. There's a red big flower on it chest, and it's one package with the hair ornament, except the glass shoes. She remembered that the shoes are supposed to be green.
"I hope you don't mind that I change the shoes. I think it suits you perfectly," said Kira like he could reads her mind.
"I think it's pretty! Oh, Kira, what do you up to?" Cagalli held all the stuff on her chest happily.
"Great! Because if you refuse, the shoes itself cost about $ 3500. So I'm going to smack you if you refuse!" Kira joked.
"But, I don't think you can afford it, cant you?" Cagalli laughed, but then she asked worriedly.
"This is a very special day, I've been saving for today. So don't worry, everything's on me," Kira lifted his shoulder. Cagalli scoffed and asked more question, but he just laughing, titled his head, or lifted his shoulder again.
Finally, the car stopped in an old church backyard. Cagalli eyes widened, she know this place. She knew it from their parent's pictures. She stepped out from the car and walked a bit to see the church closer. It's a small but a very beautiful church, it's stood still on a peninsula, facing the sea.
"It's the place, where our parents get married," Kira voice waked her up. She turned to the car and saw him already standing outside with his tuxedo. He's far more handsome like she used to see now, far more handsome than in his own wedding with Lacus. "I'm sorry that I can't get us the real one. But, I really mean it, we even have the witnesses. I just—" Kira walked at her nervously. He took a deep breathe and took her hands. "I'm sorry I just ask now, but.. Cagalli Yulla Atha, would you marry me?" then he asked softly while looking into her eyes.
Cagalli chest were full with happiness as if it wants to blow up, and tears has fold in her eyes, she was trembling then sighed heavily, but smiles widely. "Yes! A thousand times yes!" then she jumped and hugged him cheerishly. They're hugging for quite some time, then they finally stepped into the church.
A young girl has suddenly given a wedding bouquet to Cagalli, it's simple but it's lovely. A priest was standing on the altar infront of them, welcomed them with a friendly smile. Ten people gathered next to the priest altar, singing a very beautiful choir. And Auel, with a girl Cagalli doesn't know, was sitting in the front seat, they're standing when the couple enters the hall, a wide smile appears on their face. Cagalli never felt like this before, it feels like a dream, a dream she always wanted, a dream that couldn't never ever come true. But it comes true now, thanks to this loyal man beside him. She glanced her brother while they're walking in, find a very certain expression on his face. Then she look up, wondered if they're parents here too. Then she realize that there are no roof, and she remembered momma's story, that the church where she and their father married was destroyed by the storm, but can still be use if it's not rain. Cagalli was curious before, why the people don't fixed it, but now she know, that it's better let it like this. A very bright unlimited blue sky is above her, and she's now sure that their parents must have watched them.
They finally arrived at the altar, and like she experienced before, the priest question are the same like before. But she can answered them easily and certain so does Kira.
"That's.." Cagalli gasped when Kira wear her their wedding ring. It's momma's ring, and surprisingly, Kira has daddy's ring.
"Well, I'm so selfish and jealous so I kept daddy's ring for me. As for momma's, Lacus gave it back to me, she said that that's it's always been yours so she can't keep it," Kira explained when Cagalli wear his. She was shocked that Lacus gave it back, but thanked her quietly and promised herself to not using Lacus as a joke again between her and anybody.
"Now I pronounce you as husband and wife. Mr. groom, you may kiss your bride," the priest voice has finally ended this brief wedding.
"Something bothers you?" asked Kira carefully, they back in Kira's car right now, enjoyed the ocean view from the car window after making love. The wedding clothes already taken off.
Cagalli said nothing, she only pulled the thin blanket to cover her body. "I've been wanted to tell you this since the beginning of our journey, but I just get the chance to tell you now…" she said in a very low voice.
"Go on," Kira nodded.
"Please don't get mad at me…" Cagalli pleaded, she leaned backwards.
"What's wrong smurf, you okay?" Kira embraced and looked at her with concerned
"I don't know," Cagalli cries.
"Is this something what we just did?"
"No," Cagalli shook her head.
"Please don't tell me that you're leaving me…"
"Why would I say that?" she chuckled in the middle of her cries.
"Well, that's the worse thing I could imagine. If that's not it, I'm sure I can handle it," Kira smiled in relieved.
"I'm afraid that you will be the one who leave," she whispered sadly.
"Ssssh…" Kira wiped her tears with his thumb softly. "Just talk to me," he gave her a calming smile, and she relaxed a bit.
"I'm pregnant…" well, she finally said it.
~Silence…~
"Hoo, curse that damn brat Athrun Zala…" said Kira with a very dark tone and expression, he glared outside the window and reload his magnum which always he brought everytime with him, just incase there's situation like this (LOL, jokin!).
"Kira…" Cagalli voice has helped him regain his humanity, he turned at her. She watched him with very wide and teary eyes. "I'm sorry…" She apologized.
Kira gazed softened, and he embraced her again. "What are you apologizing about?" he caressed her hair. "I'm sorry if I over reacted and freak you out… It's just, however it's so hard for me accept that fact. No matter what we involved from the past until now, or how happy the destiny plays us… I am loves you…" he said it with a very calming tone, but his gazed was so sad, Cagalli can't see it because he embraces her.
"So…?" She encouraging herself to looked up.
"What so?" Kira back asked her, already with his normal gaze.
"You're not going anywhere?" Cagalli faces when she said this was very cute and full hope, it makes Kira wanted to laughed and cried at the same time, but what real is, he loves her for certain.
"I'm not going anywhere smurf… Not without my sister…" he gave her a brief kiss.
Cagalli threw herself into his arms, and cried as hard as she can. Not because she feels sorry for anything, she just being thankful for anything, she doesn't even know who sent this man for her. Was it heaven? Because he was such a nice and lovely guy she could ever have. Or was it hell? Because if he's from heaven, why would they suffered so much for this feelings they had for each other?
She just loves him and he's the same, that's for sure.
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Hohoho, so that's for chapter four. I gave it title what a very glamorous sky because Cagalli looked at the unlimited and colorful sky a lot, and she quietly thought (so do I) that it represent her feelings for Kira and the people she loved, there's no limit for her feelings towards them. Well, the next chapter will get deeper and deeper and I hope you wouldn't feel bore when you read it. Read and review please! I'll very appreciate it. Thank you!