Coming Clean
Jacob's-POV
"Is everything ok Bella?" I asked sounding a little scared. She sighed.
"Yeah, everything is fine. I just need to talk to you about something. It's something I have needed to tell you for a long time, I just have not had the nerves to do it." She half smiled. I cocked an eyebrow in hopes that she would continue talking. Nope. "You want something to drink?" She asked.
"Bell's I don't need anything to drink, why don't you sit down and tell me what you have to." She turned around and was heading to the door anyway. Before she got out of my reach I grabbed her wrist twirling her to face me. We were leaning against the house. Our bodies were the closes they had been since the night we were together.
I looked at her. Her eyes were red like she had been crying and she had been biting on her lips they were red and irritated. Her hair was up in a tight pony tail but some had escaped and was in her face covering one of her eyes. I ran the back on my hand down her face and pushed the lose hair behind her ear. She was beautiful. I couldn't help myself anymore I had to kiss her. I placed my hand behind her neck and brought her face closer to me and I kissed her hard. Her lips parted welcoming my tongue. She was sweet. I don't know what it was about her that drove me wild but it had been ever since we met. I had to be with her. She had to be mine. It was my turn to have her in my arms. The kiss had softened and she finally pulled away.
"You shouldn't have done…" She said.
"And why do you think that?" I smiled. "Did you not like it?"
"God NO!" She blushed. "I just don't know if you're going to be happy you did that after what I have to tell you." She finished. What could she tell me that would make me wish I hadn't have kissed her?
"Ok well tell me and I'll let you know." I smiled sitting down on the porch swing. She sat down next to me.
"It's about the twins…" She started. She took a deep breath. "Keegan and Jillian they are yours."
"What do you mean Bella?" I asked.
"You're a daddy Jacob." She stated. I put my head in my hands. "Look at them Jake, they look just like you." She assured. I took a deep breath and looked up at them playing in the yard. I took a good hard look at both of them, Bella was right about one thing and that's they didn't look anything like Edward.
"I don't see it Bella." I said looking at her. She smacked me upside the head.
"Take a better look at them!" She barked.
I did as I was told. Jillian was sitting in the grass playing with one of her outside toys. Her thick and wavy golden brown hair kissed the top of her shoulders. Her almond eyes were a deep green just like a fresh Christmas tree.
I looked over at Keegan who was climbing on the small play structure that sat in the middle of their front yard. His hair was shaggy but thick and straight dark brown almost black. His eyes were the same almond shape as his sisters but his were a dark chocolate brown. Both of their skin was darker then both Bella and shitheads. They were mine I could see it now. I took a deep calming breath and looked up at Bella.
"How long have you known Bella?" I questioned.
"I had my doubts when they were first born but, that didn't last long. Your features are very dominant in both of them." She admitted.
"How come you waited this long to tell me? Even if you had your doubts I should have been the first to know BELLA!" I Yelled. She began to cry. I got up and walked over to the twins and picked them both up. I hugged them hard and long.
"I'm so sorry Jacob. I know I can't take it back but I can try to make it up to you. I would really like to try." I stood in the middle of the yard, caressing my daughter and son staring a Bella.
So much did I want to tell her everything would be fine but I wasn't going to do that right now. I was pissed she kept my children away from me for too long. I did love her though. I had loved her ever since I met her and honestly I would always love her. I was a father and I was going to try to get over what Bella had done to me…It was going to take some time though. It wasn't going to be in a day or even a week, it would be rough and I'm sure we would have our hard times but, I wanted to be with her. I kissed the twins and put them down. I slowly walked back up the stairs to the porch were Bella was still standing.
"Isabella," I started grabbing her hand and holding it. "I love you very much!" She started to cry "But I don't think I can be around you right now. I don't think I will be coming around for awhile. I'm just upset that you kept this from me for so long. I will come see you when I'm ready. Again I love you very much and I always will." I finished placing a light kiss on her cheek. "I'll see you soon I promise. Oh and by the way I still don't regret kissing you." I said leaving.