Six
He stops, but doesn't move away. He rests his head next to mine, breathing me in. His nose rubs against mine, his lips just barely brushing against mine. We are like animals that love each other, batting heads, chasing each other, lost in each others lust. Lost in ourselves, we lose ourselves, one too many times. Several, times.
He sneaks one last lingering kiss to my lips, and slides his index finger along my collarbone. He looks at me and I lift my chin inviting him to come into the world we once were in. The first time he bit me was sensational. I can remember it all, the way it felt, the way he reacted, the way I reacted. Everything.
He stops in his tracks, looking at me with a weird gleam in his eyes. I start to feel uncomfortable, because not knowing something made you feel left out, or like someone was intentionally not telling you. I know that wasn't what was going on, but I couldn't help but feeling that way. I couldn't help but wish I knew what was in his mind. I try and connect my mind with his and he flinches.
He slowing kneels to the floor as if dizzy. He finally speaks and asks, "How in the hell, did you do that?" I look at him puzzled, confused. "What do you mean, what did I do, did I hurt you? I'm so sorry, so, so sorry. Please don't be mad at me." He puts a shaking hand up to silence me. "No I am just in shock, how did you manage to make me human, you turned me human, Airina." I don't know what to say, I feel horrible, I feel guilty. "OH, MY, GOD! I am so, so, so, so sorry! I can't believe I did it, I feel, Oh god how on Earth did I?" He laughs a shaking laugh and shivers slightly.
I always wondered how he looked as a human, and I find out that he looked even more beautiful. There was one thing that he did as a human and not as a vampire. He could blush, which gave away his lies.
I hunch down to the cold floor, and help him up. He laughs again, and speaks, yet this time his voice strengthening. I think slowly he isn't human; he just is in a state of mind where it feels as if he is a human.
He stands on his own and I rush to him, but I see he has gained back his strength once again, but he isn't human like he thought, he was just was in a moment of freedom.
He picks me up so fast that everything blurs, I laugh not knowing why such hast. His lips meet mine and the world spins from under our feet. We fall to the bed and continue kissing, his lips traveling down my neck, my shoulders, further, and further down. Then traveling back to meet me at my lips, butterflies flutter in my stomach, and my heart is beating so hard that I feel like someone is inside me trying to wake me up.
I squirm out from under his grasp and speak trying to bring up words to postpone something I want so bad, I stutter," We need to take time you aren't ready." The look in his eyes said he was more then ready, but the question was, was I ready?
He folds me into his arms," I am ready when you are; I love you, and can wait for you." He kisses my forehead, let's go of me, and walks out the door. Grabbing the keys. I just sit on the bed and stare at him, wondering how he can do that, I am still fuzzy minded from his forehead kiss. Pure bliss, pure lingering bliss…
