A Hero's Calling

With my back to the world, and a broken smile,
I play with my fears and desires.
Not really caring what becomes of this world
only of what becomes of me

Love me
Hate me
Pity me
Resent me
Disgrace me
Fear me
Obey me
Defy me
Remember me
Forget me
Change me
Save me

In my hands, I hold Future and Destiny
of yours, mine, and theirs
What I do affects the next
A domino effect
toppling over until everybody falls.

Love me
Hate me
Pity me
Resent me
Disgrace me
Fear me
Obey me
Defy me
Remember me
Forget me
Change me
Save me

Tick tock, the clock murmurs
my hands fall numb and useless
Tick tock, the clock urges
telling to leave all of my excuses

Tap, tap, Destiny knocks at my door
I ignore the rapping
Tip, tat, Death taps at my window
I glare at the ceiling

Love me
Hate me
Pity me
Resent me
Disgrace me
Fear me
Obey me
Defy me
Remember me
Forget me
Change me
Save me

I am only one person
why am I given such a big task.
the world can save itself
so I stay useless, laying there on my back.

Love me
Hate me
Pity me
Resent me
Disgrace me
Fear me
Obey me
Defy me
Remember me
Forget me
Change me
Save me

I answer the door and open the window
finally giving in
Destiny greets me.
Death haunts me.
With the two at my side, hand in hand,
I walk back into the world ready to stand.

AN: Ya, well chorus part; that was what started this whole thing. It kept coming into my head randomly, and it wouldn't get out until I wrote it down. I am not really sure how it got into my head; but I vaguely remember a different version of it being somewhere else...that is why it took my so long to actually post this because I wasn't sure if the chorus was a altered form from a past memory of something or it was actually entirely created by me. So ya, if you know the chorus from somewhere tell me! Because it is driving me insane!...literally.