Day 5
Before I mention anything that happened today, I need to make something clear: I cannot and will not fall in love. Just because the Kira case is ice cold doesn't mean it's over... I could still die doing this. I can't have some girl crying over me if and when I die... so I won't fall in love. EVER.
Now that that's out of the way, I met up with Pink at a popular gaming store that knows me well. We went there to try out a new game that was suppose to come out in a couple of months; it was this really bloody and gory first person shooter and I thought Pink wouldn't like it... boy, was I wrong. She loved it!
Her words about the game are and I quote: 'Whoa, the graphics on this game is really realistic. It's almost like shooting a gun for real.' I couldn't help but smile. Even though I could have said "You wanna see my gun?"... I didn't want to sound like Mello trying to pick up some random girl. But then again, Pink didn't know I had a gun or even smoke for that matter.
In fact, everytime I meet up with her, I don't feel the need to light a cigarette afterwards. She really is an awesome person and is really, really cu- - -
Damn it! I got to stop that! I can't think like that... even if her eyes are the most beautiful shade of green- - GAH!!!
Okay, don't think about her looks...
Anyways, after playing the game for a while, Pink decided to buy some snacks from there. She bought a lot of them, too! She grabbed at least 6 boxes of vanilla pocky and several bottles of Melon Drink. She offered me a bottle of Melon Drink and a box of pocky. I took it and accidentally touched her hand. My heart started to race and I think I started to blush a bit. She blushed as well.
Those green eyes... that shade of pink on her cheeks... her soft voice...
NO! NO! NO!!!
I got to stop this...
...I think I need a smoke...
Oh, I did get her cell phone number... and I'm keeping it away from Mel. I don't want him stealing Pink from m - -
What the heck am I saying?! Pink and I don't have anything going on...
Signing off,
Matt
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