Welcome to the World
Chapter 2 Haunted
I looked up as we pulled up to my house 'well I knew it wouldn't last forever' I thought with a sigh then glanced over at Alex to see if he was feeling the same way but of course he wore no expression the same thing he always wore on his face he had the perfect poker face and right now this was a gamble of my heart. I couldn't figure out if that was a good thing or not but I guess it was better than him yelling at me about my mistakes which there were a lot of. The engine was cut off and the whole place was eerily quiet making my skin crawl and I knew there was still something wrong between us of course I knew it wouldn't all change just like that but hey I could wish. "Do you wanna come in?" I hear myself ask but is doesn't sound like me I sound nervous and naïve of course I am both but still I tried to ignore that as I glanced over at him. "Huh? Oh yea sure" he said his voice cold and hard. 'Something's not right here' I think to myself 'Alex does not act like this unless there's something seriously wrong.' I turned to him "Alex is, is something wrong?" I asked voice shaking in fear of him leaving and knowing I couldn't live with myself if I didn't fix things between us. He glanced up and I swore for a second there was a look of pain, and confusion on his face before returning back to no emotion. "I'm fine" he said opening his door and getting out but right before he did something fell out of his pocket as it glistened in the sun I tried to get a look at it but didn't get far seeing as he bent down and picked it up before I could get a good look but I could have swore it was a ring but what would he need a ring for if he wasn't wearing it? I put that out of my mind as I opened the car door and got out.
"You want something to drink?" I asked going over to the fridge and opening it to see what I had. "I'm good" he said sitting down on my couch and glancing over at me as I closed the fridge back and walked over to sit next to him still thinking about the ring I saw. 'It was probably nothing just forget about it' I thought as I looked at his lips thinking about kissing them again wanting so bad to just lean up and kiss him but shaking the thought out of her mind she decide to fill the awkwardness with questions. "So how have you been?" I asked hoping to get some information from him. "I've been…okay" he said looking away and that's when I knew there was something wrong "Alex's what's wrong" I asked in a serious tone hoping that he would tell me so maybe I could help him. "It's just" he began but was cut off by his cell phone ringing. "Hold on" he said grabbing his phone and walking in the kitchen to take the phone call but I still caught snippets of the conversation well at least from his end "Yea babe I'll be home soon" and when I heard that I felt like I wanted to lose it cause it was right then that I knew I had lost him and there was no way I was going to get him back. I felt the tears start to come as I ran upstairs and locked myself in the bathroom letting the tears fall. Ignoring the whole world and just letting it all out. Even when I heard Alex calling my name I just ignored him hoping he'd go away and have his perfect life with his new 'babe' and just let me live my crappy life, but even as I thought this I knew he wouldn't nope him being the good person he was he wouldn't leave me be until I was okay. If he wants to stay her for hours and hours fine! Let him because I'm not coming out of here I thought and then just closed my eyes slid down against the door and cried my eyes out.