Dear J,

I have to pack so I don't have a lot of time to write this...But I did it. I made all the arrangements everyone can free themselves now from Crazy Clare Edwards. In just a few hours she'll be gone without a trace, no one will have to deal with her anymore. I had to turn my phone off and everything because Eli has been calling it non stop, when I get to my grandmas I'll have the number changed. One day he'll understand they all will that I'm doing this for them.. their well beings is my only concern. I hope they see that and know how much I love them. I would write a lot more but I really have to get this packing finished Dad's coming in an hour or two to take the drive to grandmas. I hope Darcy's okay. Dad assures me she will be and I'll pray every night about it. I'll visit her when I can, I hope she knows I love her no matter what. We're a crazy family..we have to stick together that's all we really have left broken or not we're together.. I really have to go now because there is so much I have to say but I can't right now..until we meet again J.

-Clare