For Better or Worse

Part 6

Reading guide

Italic - thoughts

"Normal speech"

'Quoted speech, words etc.

With trembling hands Sasuke opened the door. To still the trembling, he gripped the door handle so hard that his hand almost hurt. If Neji had really come just to humiliate him, Sasuke was going down fighting.

Neji's gut clenched. The nervousness he'd felt since making the decision to set things straight with Sasuke was replaced with such pain like a kick to the shin. The door was opened halfway and Sasuke stood with half his body behind the door as if given an excuse, he would slam the door shut instantly in Neji's face. The gesture had 'you are not welcome here' printed all over it in bold letters. Guess I deserve that.

Nevertheless, Neji hadn't come here to guess what he deserved or not. He had come to clear things up between him and Sasuke. The end result, what ever it might be was inevitable. He just needed Sasuke to listen to him before he slammed the door in his face. He gripped his thighs through his jeans pockets with his hands that he had shoved in the pockets to still them from fidgeting.

"Hey" he forced out and hoped that his voice didn't betray him.

"Hey" responded Sasuke with a breathy sigh. Neji didn't know what to make of it.

"Can we talk?" He swallowed to moisten his suddenly dry throat. His eyes looked anywhere but at Sasuke. Swallowing the earlier rejection from Sasuke; indirect or not had left a hollow feeling somewhere inside him. If Sasuke rejected him again, Neji didn't know how he would take it.

Sasuke didn't respond in any form. He didn't shift from his position behind the door, sighed or what Neji wanted the most at that moment; speak.

The look that Neji had given him upon opening the door had made him squirm. Sasuke had noticed the fear and the stiffness of Neji's posture, which had made Sasuke's head spin because despite the lack of knowledge on human body language on his part, Sasuke didn't think that, was a posture of someone ready to announce their victory. It was a posture of someone pleading for understanding. With a frustrated sigh, Sasuke opened the door wider to let Neji in.

Sasuke didn't want the house keeper and everyone else in the house to witness what ever that would take place if Neji and he were to cause a commotion. So he led his guest to his room where the house keeper wouldn't write a report to inform his brother whenever he got back from his business trip. It wouldn't be anything new.

Neji sat on the desk chair facing Sasuke who had taken a seat on the edge of the four poster bed with red velvet drapes that matched the dark blue silk sheets. The guy looked about ready to bolt from the room. Neji guessed the only reason he hadn't yet was because it was his house so it made more sense if he, Neji left the house.

The silence! Dear god the silence.

Sasuke hadn't said a word since Neji had said 'can we talk?,' and Neji? Well he had no clue where to begin. He had recited to himself what he had formulated to tell Sasuke. And he was sure he had had a beginning in what he was going to say to Sasuke up until he had been faced with Sasuke himself. Everything had frown out of his head. Now he was sure he just looked like an idiot since Sasuke was waiting for him to start talking considering he'd been the one to suggest it and more than that, he had come all the way here to Sasuke's place which was about an hour from his home. Besides all that, Neji felt that it was his responsibility to be the one in the lead.

To calm himself, Neji played back what had transpired between them since he had uttered 'can we talk?'

Neji had noticed Sasuke's change in posture from defensive and unwelcoming to resigned. Then Sasuke had opened the door wider to let Neji in. as he had taken a step into the house, Neji kept himself in check to not gape at the interior design. The Uchihas' mansion was completely different from the Hyugas' housing which was a typical Japanese housing style.

The Uchihas' housing style was one Neji had seen in western movies. The entrance hall was in a Victorian style which Neji guessed could fit about 300 people. Flooring was wood; vanished wood. On the centre of the floor, a simple large fan which Neji knew as the Uchihas' family crest, was drawn. Swirled pattern covered the ceiling and it was adorned with a large chandelier on the centre. Straight ahead were two stair cases carpeted in red with a brown line in the centre. The stairs met at the top in a semi-circle leaving a gap in between where a family portrait was hanged above an entrance to a hallway. The cream walls were decorated with canvas framed paintings and wall lights which resembled candelabras.

Sasuke had led Neji up on the right side stair case. From then on Neji hadn't noticed anything other than Sasuke's tight jeans clad, well moulded ass. And so all the way to Sasuke's bedroom door, Neji had been occupied in willing his body to cooperate; he hadn't thought Sasuke would be pleased to notice his erection. The bed and the thought of Sasuke spread out on the light blue covers, naked, hadn't been much help. So he had sat himself on the desk chair which provided the much needed space between the bed where Sasuke sat and the desk.

Sasuke fidgeted on the edge of the bed. He had noticed Neji eyeing him since they had walked up the stairs. He had also noticed a bulge on Neji's front. He knew it was from Neji's staring at him. Despite that, he didn't know how he felt about that. Tsk. Who was he kidding. Neji's staring at him had made him hot. And the only reason that Neji hadn't noticed his erection like he had done Neji's when he had glanced over his shoulder to make sure Neji was still with him, was because he had had his back to him.

But now, sitting on the bed facing Neji was making it hard to keep his body in control. Speaking of hard, Neji's bulge hadn't receded. If anything, it had become even bigger. Sasuke swallowed and he felt his boxers tighten even more in response. Why was he having a hard time controlling his body? He had never had trouble controlling his urges before. So what was different now? Better yet, what was different about Neji.

Sasuke found himself wondering how it would feel like to have Neji in his mouth. To swallow him all the way down and taste him. To have Neji's lips against his and to feel Neji's tongue wrap around his. How it would feel like to have Neji's fingers and tongue all over his body, around his hard on. To be pressed against Neji's body while Neji entered him…

Damn! Sasuke bit his bottom lip. He groaned at the images running through his head. He opened the eyes he hadn't noticed he had closed. And hoped his groan hadn't been loud enough for Neji to hear.

Despite not wanting Neji to hear his groans, As if on a puppet's string, Sasuke shot up from the bed and made his way towards Neji who had seemed a bit distracted a minute ago. But now he held his heated gaze with Sasuke's equalling gaze. Guess talking wasn't required to set things straight between them.

Sasuke reached Neji and before he could do anything else like change his mind about what he had walked towards Neji for, Neji grabbed both his arms and pulled him onto his lap. Now Sasuke sat straddling Neji's hips. Neji lifted Sasuke's arms onto his shoulder and Sasuke carried on the job by circling his arms around Neji's shoulders. Neji reached for Sasuke's hair and tugged him down for a kiss.

The kiss was hard and desperate. It were as if they were trying to project what had transpired between them since their first meeting; to sort out any hard feelings between them through that one kiss.

Neji pulled away and Sasuke made a whining noise at the loss.

"Sasuke…" called out Neji. Sasuke's response was to capture Neji's open mouth and insert his tongue inside. Neji groaned and he forgot about why he had wanted Sasuke's attention. He reached for Sasuke's ass and grabbed each cheek in his hands. He pulled Sasuke closer to him and they both groaned as their clothed, hard members rubbed against each other. Sasuke's tongue began making thrusting movements; in and out; the tale-tell of what he wanted. That snapped Neji out of his dazed mind and he once again pulled away from Sasuke.

Breathing hard, he called out for Sasuke's attention again.

Sasuke just groaned in exasperation.

"Bed now." Neji Commanded.

Sasuke didn't know why Neji's command made him feel like melting on Neji's lap. But he didn't care for an explanation right then.

When Neji realised that Sasuke couldn't be pried away from him, he took matters into his own hands. He got up from the chair with Sasuke still clinging to him and made for the bed. He laid Sasuke on the bed and he quickly removed his shirt. He unbuttoned his trousers' button and when he was about to reach for the zipper, Sasuke pulled him down onto top of him. Without much ado, he pressed his lips onto Neji's hungrily. Neji responded with an equalling hunger. They moaned into each other's mouths. Tongues seeking each other's taste urgently. The desperation for oxygen pulled them apart finally.

Neji immediately reached for Sasuke's neck. He trailed wet kisses from the collarbone to the ear. He nipped on the earlobe experimentally. As a result, Sasuke gasped and his body shivered. Feeling bold, Neji gave Sasuke's earlobe another nip then soothed it with gentle licks.

Neji leaned up and straddled Sasuke's hips for better access. Sliding lower, he quickly undid Sasuke's shirt's buttons. His right hand worked on Sasuke's left nipple; pinching it again and again, then just rubbing it until it became hard.

Sasuke squirmed in pleasure. God, he never knew his nipples were so sensitive. Not that he'd never touched himself, it was just that it felt way different when someone else did it. He bit his bottom lip to muffle the cries of pleasure. Sasuke bit on his bottom lip harder when Neji swept his wet tongue on the other nipple. It was too much but not enough. Sasuke wanted more. And what he wanted the most was for Neji to… to…

To what! Dammit… I don't know what I want! Screamed Sasuke in his head.

Sasuke's jeans were gone in a flash along with them, his boxers. Neji's hands were everywhere, but where it was most painful. Sasuke had never begged anyone for anything, and he was not starting now! damn it. Fortunately for him he didn't have to see if he could break that custom because then,

"Ahh… Neji…" Sasuke panted when he felt moist heat surround his hard on. He arched off the bed when Neji pulled up to follow the heat. Neji held Sasuke's thrusting hips onto the bed to prevent from gagging; he didn't really want to disrupt the moment now, did he? He run the tip of his tongue between the small slit on Sasuke's member. The response he got for his troubles was dizzying. The need to reward Sasuke, had him taking Sasuke's member down his throat.

Sasuke cried out desperately. he didn't know what to do with himself. He gripped the sheets tightly, but it didn't feel right. So he gripped Neji's long hair; tugging on it to hold him in place. He was close. No. it was too soon, he didn't want to come now. No. wait, that's not it, he wanted to come now. but it was too soon; Neji had just started on him. Damn it, if he were to come now, it would be embarrassing. But heavens, it was too much. He yanked Neji's hair to stop him, Neji would have none of it.

With the first attempt to stop Neji failed, Sasuke tried vocalising his request.

"Neji… Neji…" he panted. What was he about to say? Dammit, he was losing it; he couldn't even form a proper, short, sentence. His thoughts were, well, haywire.

" stop… stop…" he chanted the word to make up for the lack of a proper sentence for Neji to understand him.

Neji understood alright. However, that didn't mean that he was going to follow through. Sasuke's whimpers were enchanting; he didn't want to stop if it meant that Sasuke would stop as well. Besides that, he wanted Sasuke to come in his mouth; to taste him. He hummed around Sasuke's shaft. Sasuke's body trembled, followed by warm liquid shooting down Neji's throat. Who took as much as he could manage without chocking. As Sasuke's body relaxed, Neji licked his still hard member clean.

Sliding back up, Neji levelled his face with Sasuke's. what he was graced with was something he would give his right arm for; Sasuke was so adorable; the usually pale complexion rivalled a ripe cherry, his tear glistened, dark eyes were looking anywhere but at Neji. A shy Sasuke, that was a first and not to mention extremely cute. Neji vowed to make this Sasuke now, a custom and of course reserved only for him.

"Sasuke"

"sorry" Sasuke mumbled with his face still turned away from Neji.

Neji knew what Sasuke was apologising for. Despite that, he couldn't help himself.

"for what?" he asked innocently.

Shit this guy is gonna make me say it. Sasuke groaned. It was bad enough that he had lost his cool. But now Neji wanted him to vocalise his… his… well… his… urgh!

"um… for… you know…" dammit! as soon as his brain starts functioning normally, he was going to kill Neji. He was an Uchiha. And Uchihas did not stutter.

"I don't understand Sasuke." Neji knew he was pushing it. But as aforementioned, he couldn't help himself; it was not every day that he saw a million expressions on Sasuke's usually apathetic face.

Sasuke just frowned. However to Neji, it just looked like a pout, making Neji want to take the pouting lips into his mouth. And so he did. Sasuke moaned into the kiss, his note to kill Neji completely forgotten. His legs wrapped around Neji's hips, pulling him flash against his body.

Pulling away from the kiss, Neji leaned up on his elbows. His hand held Sasuke's chin to keep him from turning away.

" you don't need to apologise. I don't think I could have lasted long either" and it was true. Even without being touched, Neji was ready to burst. Sasuke looked a little surprised at the admission.

" let me do it for you" he offered, red faced. Nonetheless, he held his courage and emphasised his offer by grinding his hips to Neji's. Neji ground back. He pressed his clothed member to Sasuke's naked one.

Not waiting for a spoken response, Sasuke reached for Neji's zipper and unzipped it. Soon, his hands pushed Neji's trousers down his hips and grabbed Neji's hard on. Neji groaned at the touch.

"sasuke" he moaned out. Without realising it, Neji found himself on his back with Sasuke straddling his hips, his hands still pumping his shaft. Neji thrust into Sasuke's grip. He grasped the bed sheets tightly while Sasuke worked on him. His body shuddered.

" Sasuke!" he cried out and shot into Sasuke's hands. Sasuke leaned up and brought his cum coated fingers to his lips. His pink tongue darted out to catch the cum sliding down his fingers. Neji wanted to cry at the erotic sight; Sasuke was really something when he let his guard down.

Neji pulled Sasuke's hips forward so that Neji's hard on rested between Sasuke's cheeks. Sasuke leaned forward, making Nejis's member slide on his opening. He pushed back to feel more of Neji's heat. However, Neji pulled him up his body. He understood what Sasuke's gesture meant; Sasuke wanted him inside. Well the feeling was mutual, except that it was both their first time.

"what?" Sasuke asked, puzzled when Neji just looked at him questioningly. He had thought that Neji wanted to go inside when he had rested his shaft against his hole.

" Sasuke, are you sure about this?" Neji asked him.

"just shut up and do it before I change my mind." Knowing Sasuke, that was as good as a yes.

" do you have something we can use?"

Sasuke looked around the room. His eyes landed on a small bottle on the bedside table. He raised an eyebrow in question; why the hell was there a bottle of oil on his night stand?

Oh.

Sasuke recalled one of the maids giving it to him. She had said something about it being a relaxing bath oil or something. Instead of taking it to the bathroom, Sasuke had put it on the nightstand to take it to the bathroom later. Well wasn't that convenient.

"on the nightstand." He nodded his head to the said object.

Neji stretched out to grab the bottle, causing his mender to rub against Sasuke's hole again. They both hissed at the contact.

"ahh." Sasuke pressed back.

"hold.. on Sasuke. We… we need this." Neji ground out between his gritted teeth.

"hurry" Sasuke didn't care that he sounded needy, because needy, he was. He had no clue when he had let his shield down completely, but it didn't matter.

"do you want me to or do you want to do it yourself?" Neji shook the bottle in front of Sasuke in question.

"you do it." With that, Sasuke leaned forward for Neji to reach his opening. An oily finger probed his entrance, circling it a few time, then pushed in. Sasuke flinched and tried to pull away from the finger.

Noticing this, Neji eased out slowly, then with his other hand, he brought Sasuke down to him and captured his lips in a gentle soothing kiss. Even though he was aching to be inside Sasuke, Neji didn't want to hurt him. So he was going to be as patient as possible.

They parted and he let Sasuke rest on his shoulder.

"sorry" Sasuke murmured, that Neji wouldn't have heard it if it weren't for the fact that Sasuke's lips were right on his ear.

"Sasuke." Neji whispered in Sasuke's ear. His arms went around Sasuke; holding him close.

"hmm?" Sasuke responded.

"relax for me okay." As he said that, Neji gave Sasuke's earlobe gentle nips and licks. All the while, his hands were massaging Sasuke's back, up and down. Relaxing him. Neji kept his hands clear off Sasuke ass cheeks while he waited for Sasuke's response.

"Kay." Sasuke answered.

"good." With that as an all clear, Neji's hands cupped Sasuke's ass cheeks, massaging them.

Wow, Sasuke has a great ass. Neji thought absently.

Sasuke pushed himself against Neji's toned stomach. Yeah, Neji had a great body; it made Sasuke feel a little insecure about his slender frame. Sasuke wasn't skinny by any means. But compared to Neji, he was on the smaller side. Sasuke didn't even want to think about their height differences; even though they were still growing, it was apparent who would be the taller and more built of the two.

One of Neji's hands crept between Sasuke's cheeks and began rubbing up and down across his opening. The sweet moans from Sasuke's lips made him feel bolder. With his other hand, he grabbed the small bottle of oil. Letting go of Sasuke, he quickly coated his fingers with the oil. Soon his hands returned on Sasuke.

"Sasuke, shift up a little." Sasuke leaned up on his hands and knees, like a feline, he glided up Neji's body. God Sasuke was sexy. Neji groaned and gritted his teeth to keep control. Sauske's leaking member was just inches away from his lips. He felt his balls contract at the need to release.

Sasuke gazed at Neji's parted lips; those full lips had swallowed him earlier; Sasuke wanted to feel them again. His lust glazed eyes locked with Neji's matching ones and his arms buckled. Neji licked his lips to soothe the tingle there. He watched Sasuke as he licked his own lips. His eyes darted back to Sasuke's pre-cum coated twitching member; he wanted to taste Sasuke again. Neji vaguely wondered if he would ever get tired of Sasuke's taste.

"come here." Neji beckoned for Sasuke to move closer to his mouth. He laid still and let Sasuke come to him. His tongue darted out to lick the pre-cum, then circled around the flushed head. Sasuke watched with hungry eyes, licking his own lips. He gripped the pillow tighter to keep from thrusting into that delicious, hot mouth. Neji opened up as if to say come on in. slowly, Sasuke lowered himself in Neji's awaiting mouth and as he did so, his legs spread wider opening up for Neji.

Neji's oiled finger immediately found Sasuke's opening and began rubbing it. Coaxing the muscles to relax. Sasuke cried out when Neji's finger went past the ring of muscle and instantly grazed his sweet spot; his hands clutched the pillow tighter. he pushed further into Neji's mouth and hit the back of his throat. Sasuke pulled back hastily to avoid hurting Neji. However, Neji only pulled him closer, urging him to go deeper. Neji used this as a distraction to prepare Sasuke. A second finger joined the first. Pushing in and out; stretching and relaxing Sasuke's entrance. When a third finger was added, Sasuke cried out in pain. Dammit it was painful. Whoever said sex was mind blowing, better be ready, because Sasuke swore he was going to hunt them down. But for now, he couldn't let Neji down. The guy had been patient with him already.

Noticing Sasuke's discomfort, Neji leaned his head up a little to take Sasuke even deeper while his fingers worked Sasuke's hole. He searched for the sweet spot again. The spot that would make Sasuke lose it.

there! Neji exclaimed for joy in his mind when Sasuke arched his back upon Neji's discovery of his buddle of sweet nerves.

Deeming Sasuke ready, Neji pulled him away from his mouth and moved him back until Sasuke's opening rested against Neji's weeping member. With the help of Neji, Sasuke lifted himself on his knees and reached for Neji's hard on and positioned it against his opening. Neji's member was hot and wet; Neji must have coated it with the oil while Sasuke had been distracted.

Neji let Sasuke take control; he didn't want to hurt Sasuke so he was going to let him take it at his own pace. The need to be inside Sasuke grew, but Neji held on. Just when he thought he couldn't take it anymore, Sasuke lowered himself on his member slowly. So slow it was excruciating to Neji as he watched Sasuke; he watched as he saw his hard on disappear inside Sasuke's body.

Sasuke shut his eyes firmly, trying to shut out the pain to no avail. It was too much, too much. He had thought that he could take it. But, no. he had completely ignored the fact that Neji's member was, well, big dammit. Sasuke felt like he was being ripped from the inside. Even though his eyes were closed, tears made past his eyelids.

I can't take this. No way! Sasuke didn't even want to think about how painful it would be if Neji were to move. No way in hell!

Neji couldn't bear the sight of Sasuke in pain. He stayed still to let Sasuke adjust to the intrusion. He had to do something; turn the pain into pleasure by all means.

Just when Sasuke was about to pull himself off Neji's shaft, Neji moved his hips and Sasuke cried out. Neji's movements had brushed on his sweet spot. Sasuke pressed himself harder against Neji to feel more.

Neji pulled him down for a sloppy kiss.

"sasuke… ride me…" he panted out.

"ah... ahh... Neji..." Sasuke moaned.

Sasuke needn't be told twice. With his hands resting on Neji's chest, he lifted himself up and lowered himself back down onto Neji's rod. Then he repeated the process again and again, His hole squeezing Neji.

Neji couldn't hold back anymore. He grabbed Sasuke's hips and began thrusting in and out of Sasuke's welcoming heat. With each thrust, he managed to hit the spot making Sasuke's cries of pleasure grow louder. Sasuke met each and every one of Neji's thrusts; when Neji thrust up, Sasuke thrust down to meet him. Their perfect rhythm, faltered as they neared their climaxes. The room was filled with their moans and groans and none could distinguish whose moan or groan was which.

Sasuke felt his control on his body slide away as he cried out Neji's name again and again. Neji felt Sasuke's hole squeeze him hard and he lost it. Thrusting into Sasuke relentlessly, he emptied his seed into Sasuke's body. Sasuke shot his load onto Neji's stomach and collapsed right into it. Neji held him tightly until their bodies stopped shuddering from their orgasms.

Sasuke smiled contently. Scratch about what he had said about hunting down whoever said sex was mind blowing. He would rather spend his time exploring what else he and Neji could do.

Neji heard Sasuke's deep breathing and realised that Sasuke had fallen asleep. No matter how much he wanted to stay inside Sasuke's heat, he knew it wouldn't be a pretty morning waking up with dried cum. So he pulled himself out of Sauke and made for the door he guessed was the bathroom. He cleaned himself up and carried a wet towel to clean Sasuke off.

Pulling Sasuke closer to his body, Neji realised that there hadn't been any talk about their earlier situation. well one thing was cleared between them, the attraction between them was mutual.

When morning came…

Sasuke leaned his arms onto Neji's chest to support himself. And Neji's grip on Sasuke's hips strengthened. His thrusts became rushed and disorderly. He was so close as was Sasuke. Sasuke's muscles tightened around Neji as he shot his cum on Neji's stomach. At the grip of Sasuke's muscles around him, Neji couldn't hold back anymore and he emptied himself once again in Sasuke's tight ass which was practically squeezing him dry. As they rode out the orgasm, Neji pulled Sasuke down for a long wet kiss.

God, they couldn't get enough of each other. Just last night they had done it and in less that twelve hours they had done it again.

When they parted, Sasuke leaned his head onto Neji's chest to revel into the warmth of the hard muscles. He could stay like this forever with Neji still sheathed in him. However he didn't even let out the contented sigh when there was a,

"god dammit Sasuke!" from the door.

Sasuke felt all the afterglow of lovemaking drain out of his system as he turned to the door.

Crap! Was all that came to mind.

As if to confirm the obvious, Sasuke asked,

"brother?"

However before the answer was given or in this case before the door was slammed shut, Sasuke found himself below Neji and the said person hovering above him protectively. And when did the bed covers come up? Sasuke blinked a few times as if to clear his sight. In utter confusion Sasuke glanced from Neji to the closed door, then back to Neji.

Crap, crap, crap, crap, was all Sasuke could come up with. His brother was home.

TBC