I had been living with Hikaru and Kaoru for a week now and it's been interesting to say the least. I felt weird sleeping alone in a room that wasn't my own, so the three of us actually went to sharing a bed. At first, I thought it was going to be awkward, but it really wasn't and they didn't try anything.

"So how's the married life?" Amaya joked one day when the club was closed, but we were still hanging around in it.

I laughed, "Oh It's amazing. When's Kyo Kyo going to pop the question?"

Amaya giggled. "Oh, any day now I'm sure. He's just not as hasty as those two of yours. So I hear you have already had your first child? Congratulations."

"Yep, a little girl. Of course we named her after her godmother, Amaya." Hikaru and Kaoru leaned on the back of the couch I was sitting on and kissed me on either cheek.

"She really is adorable. You should come visit sometime," Kaoru said.

"Of course~! Right Kyoya?" He looked up briefly from the screen of his laptop to look at her and give a slight nod. I stood up and stretched.

"I have to go and meet Gabriel for dinner, bye everyone!" I gave Hikaru and Kaoru both a kiss before I walked out of the doors and made my way to the front of the building. Just before I was about to leave the building, I realized that I had forgotten my bag. I turned around just as I saw Amaya running down the hall, waving it above her head.

"You left something behind," she said. I took it from her and gave her a hug.

"Thanks, you're a life saver." As I turned to leave, someone opened the door and hit me with it causing me to drop my bag. I looked up to see three girls standing in front of where I had fallen to the floor.

"Aren't you even going to apologize? Had she been just a little closer, you could have seriously injured her!" Amaya shouted at them. Amaya helped me off the floor and picked up my bag. Something fell out and she went to pick it up. It was a pill bottle that I had never seen before.

While she examined the bottle, the girls walked away without saying a single word. "You're taking anti-depressants? Why didn't you tell me?" She sounded more hurt than angry.

"I'm not Amaya! Those aren't mine, I swear." She held out the bottle to show me the label that had my name and address clearly printed on it. "Amaya you have to believe me."

She shook her head. "You didn't even tell me something as important as this! I knew you didn't trust me! I knew it was more than just hiding romance novels!"

"Amaya, stop overreacting. This is what happened last time!" I accidentally shouted.

She took my back from me and dumped it out. Not only did my books fall out, but so did a bottle of sleeping pills along with a razor. "Kiyomi, you could have told me! I would have tried to help you!"

"Amaya, you know me better than anyone! I swear to God that those are not mine! Someone had to have put them in there," I said trying to think of who would do that.

"Stop fucking lying to me!" She shouted so loud that her voice echoed in the empty hallway. "I'm sick of you not trusting me!"

"I'm sick of you thinking I don't trust you! Obviously, it's not working!"

"You're right, this friendship isn't working. It hasn't been for a while now," she said as she crossed her arms over her chest.

I narrowed my eyes at her. "You're right. I don't know why I ever wanted to be friends with a bitch that was exactly like my mother!"

Amaya let out a humorless laugh. "I would rather be an abusive bitch than a fucking whore that'll sleep with everything that has a dick!"

I picked up my books and my bag and ran out of the building toward the limo that was waiting for me. As soon as I got into the limo, I cried harder than I think I have ever cried before. I called my brother and told him that I wasn't feeling well enough to go out today. "What is it Kiyomi?" He asked sounding like the concerned brother I grew up with and needed right now.

I was silent for a moment as I tried to hold my tears in long enough to get out an intelligible sentence. "Can you come over? I'd rather tell you in person."

"Of course, I'll be right over." We said bye and hung up. I pulled my legs up and hugged my knees to my chest. Those things really weren't mine, I swear they weren't. As much as it hurt to hear her say the things she had said, it hurt more knowing that she didn't believe me. Talking about how I don't trust her, obviously she is the one that doesn't trust me.

I wanted Hikaru and Kaoru to be here with me. I wanted them to know that those things weren't mine if Amaya had even told them about it. She probably had said something, I would have. What was with her reaction though? If those things had fallen out of her bag, I wouldn't have gotten mad and called her a whore.

All of my thoughts suddenly vanished. "Is that really how she thinks of me?" I asked myself quietly. I didn't have much time to think over that question before we pulled up in front of Hikaru and Kaoru's place. The door opened to reveal Gabriel standing in the suit he had on still from all of the meeting he had to sit through earlier. I practically jumped out of the limo as I threw myself into his arms.

"I thought you said everything was going great?" He asked. Instead of answering him right away, I pulled my brother into the house and up into my room. "Kiyomi, talk to me," he said.

I nodded and went through the whole story about what happened as I was on my way to meet him. "I'm not a whore, am I?" Tears had once again started falling after the long pause while I had been explaining everything. Gabriel pulled me close to him.

"You weren't you back then. Plus it was only one guy one time. That is not what makes up a whore," he said softly. I buried my face into his chest and I felt like I was a little girl back in Spain crying to my brother about being made fun of.

"Having two boyfriends does," I said. He placed his hand gently on my hair and I pulled away from him just enough to look into his eyes. He shook his head and I was confused.

He placed his hand on my cheek and wiped away my tears (something he seems to have had to do too many times) as he said, "You can't help who you fall in love with. It just so happens that your heart is big enough for two people." I leaned against my brother again and he put his arm around me in a comforting, yet protective way.

Amaya didn't tell Kyoya why she and Kiyomi were fighting. If she had things may have been better. At least by a little bit. Instead she kept silent, withdrawing into herself. Her fight with Kiyomi had shaken her a lot. Her confidence was lacking as she had explained to Kyoya she probably wasn't going to be working for the host club anymore. It hadn't been a surprise, although Tamaki was upset that the two girls were fighting. Kyoya merely looked at her sympathy that ashamed her.

It had been a week without speaking to Kiyomi, Hikaru and Kaoru were angry with her too. She felt awful that Kiyomi wouldn't have trusted her. Her best friend was depressed, and what was worse was that Kyoya most likely knew this. There was no way she could admit to him that she hadn't known. It would make her feel worse. She was-had been Kiyomi's best friend for crying out loud.

She barely paid attention in her class anymore. Zoning out as the teacher prattled on about History. It reminded her of just a little while ago when she had helped Haruhi and the twins help Kiyomi study for her tests. At this rate it was her going to need Haruhi's help.

Amaya blinked back tears as they formed in her eyes. She was still crying about this. She saw Haruhi give her a knowing look and the twins glaring at her, shaking her back into reality. Finally the day was over and she walked out of the classroom, walking by, but not with the twins to go greet Kyoya. They were talking about her as if she wasn't walking right there, and she knew they were doing it on purpose.

She refused to let it bother her, instead smiling as she saw Kyoya, greeting him happily and kissing him gently on the lips, hugging him tightly. She smiled as he smirked at her and raised his eyebrows teasingly.

"How was your day?" He asked.

"Fine, and yours?" Amaya asked.

"It was good," He murmured, something in his tone made her wonder, but she shrugged it off. "Are you doing anything tonight?" He asked her.

"Nope…" Amaya said gently, refusing to let it bother her, normally she would have been hanging out with Kiyomi, or bugging her at the very least.

Kyoya smirked "Well now you are… I'll pick you up after I finish things up with the host club" He murmured kissing her softly once more.

Amaya nodded her head, waving goodbye to him and going to her limo, going home. She changed out of her uniform and put on faded blue jeans and a black tee-shirt with a sliver chain necklace. Secretly she still had on her friendship locket, but had made the chain longer so she could hide it, knowing Kiyomi would probably get mad. She grabbed the black stilettos from the maid costume to put on when he got here, smirking slightly.

She sat down on the couch as she waited for him, smiling slightly as she closed her eyes to take a nap. She blinked as she felt lips press softly to her forehead. She smiled lightly as she looked up at Kyoya. "Hey" She greeted, half-asleep.

Kyoya smirked as he noticed the shoes at the foot of the couch. "Nice" He murmured smirking at her. "You ready then?" He asked, having changed before he came, now wearing a pair of denim jeans, and well-fitting purple tee-shirt.

Amaya nodded her head grinning. "Yeah" She told him as she put on the heels. "So where are we going?" She asked.

"You'll see" Kyoya told her taking her arm. She leaned against him, allowing him to take her to the limo. She sat next to him, laying against him as she waited to find out where he was taking her. She smiled as the limo stopped and her helped her out, wrapping his arm around her waist as he walked with her through the moonlit park. It was beautiful.

Kyoya smirked "I know you're upset about what happened. And neither of you are talking, but if you ever want to talk I'm right here" He murmured.

After class I knew I had to talk to Hikaru and Kaoru. That meant I had to go up to the Host Club for the first time in over a week and I wasn't really looking forward to it. I've only avoided it in fear that Amaya was going to be there and I just wasn't able to talk to her yet. I was surprised that she hadn't told anyone why we were in our current "dispute" as Gabriel would put it.

I opened the door to the club room, knowing that everyone was going to be in there by now. It felt like this was my first day all over again. As I took a deep breath, I turned the handle and opened the door. "I'm sorry, but the Host Club is not currently-" Kyoya started, but cut off when he saw that it was me.

"I won't be long, I promise," I said almost silently. That's the worst part in my opinion, when I am upset my voice gets really quiet, sometimes to the point where no sound comes out at all. Hikaru and Kaoru put their arms around my waist and each gave me a kiss. "Just the two I was looking for."

"You came here just for us?" They asked as they nuzzled their faces into my neck.

I laughed despite the real reason I was here. Gently, I pushed them off of me. "I need to talk to you guys about something actually." They both gave me confused looks.

"What about?" Hikaru asked.

I took a deep breath. "Stop being mean to Amaya during class." Their jaws dropped nearly to the floor. I wasn't at all surprised by the reaction they gave me. "What we're going through right now has nothing to do with you."

"Why can't you just tell us what happened?" They asked together. I glanced over at Kyoya and the others that stood not too far away and making no attempt to hide the fact that they were listening.

"Did she tell you?" He shook his head and I nodded slowly. I don't really know why I asked, I knew he didn't know. I looked back at the twins in front of me. "Because I have to learn how to handle things by myself."

Hikaru put his hands on my shoulders and brought his face close to mine. "But you don't have to!" He practically shouted. Kaoru placed his hand on his brother's shoulder.

"Hikaru," he said calmly. I smiled at them both.

"I do though. I've relied on people my entire life; mostly my brother, but also Amaya. I have to grow up eventually," I said. "Please don't be mean to Amaya, I'm sure she needs all the friends she can get right now."

Hikaru's grip on my shoulders tightened, but it was just because he was upset that I was taking everything so lightly. "Kiyomi, just trust us!" He did shout that time.

That hit a nerve with me and I stepped out of his grip. "Why does everything have to come down to who I trust and who I don't? So what if I have issues! You two aren't perfect either!"

"We know we aren't!" Hikaru replied. "But we thought you would look past that!"

I scoffed and rolled my eyes. As much as this argument was going to hurt me in the end, it was inevitable. "I only pretended to like you because Amaya said you liked me! I don't actually care anything about either of you. Why would I love twins that don't care about anyone except themselves?" The hurt in their eyes made my own tears overflow.

"Kiyomi, you can't mean that," Kaoru said as he took a step closer to me.

I took a step back. "I do! We're over! I never want to see either of you again!" With that, I turned and ran out of the room.

I reached over and took my brother's hand. Neither of us had expected to hear her say anything like that. What does she mean she was pretending? There was no way that was pretending. I looked over at Hikaru, but he was too transfixed on the door Kiyomi had just used to walk away from us. From the day we met her, she had been trying to get away from us. Why hadn't we noticed it earlier?

"How could she have said that?" He asked himself as he continued to examine the door. "She couldn't have meant it after everything." Hikaru looked at me. Her words had hurt us, but it was clear that it hurt her to say them. That was the first time we actually saw her cry for a real reason.

She said she trusted us before and yet, when she needs people the most, she pushes them away because she has her brother. She's not really so different from Hikaru and I after all.

"We have to get ready to open for business," Tamaki said calmly. We both looked over our shoulders at him and nodded.

I had to end it with them. No, I didn't want to, but I had to. Maybe deep down I knew it was because then I knew they would have no reason to hate Amaya. I however, was going to give her the whore she accused me of being. I made my way back up to the club room, knowing that everyone else had left and also knowing that Kyoya was always the last to leave. I opened up the door and saw him sitting at one of the many tables.

Kyoya was finishing up a report of the day's finances typing away on his laptop and not glancing up as the door opened, assuming it was Tamaki or someone coming back because they had forgotten something. When they didn't say anything however he glanced up to see Kiyomi. "Kiyomi" He greeted politely. "Is there something I can do for you?" He asked softly, as he walked over to the girl.

He had promised Amaya he'd take her out later tonight after he had finished with the club and had gone home and changed. But a few minutes wasn't going to hurt anyone either way. She didn't answer instead she muttered something about this being a mistake and tried to turn around. He grabbed her shoulder to stop her.

"Kiyomi, what is going on?" He asked her.

I took a step closer to him. It was now or never and maybe it would work since he even admitted to once having a crush on me. It is very likely that it lasted more than a month and he was simply lying. I didn't answer his question, mostly because I didn't know how. I wrapped my arms around his neck and slowly brought his lips to mine.

Kyoya looked at her confused, and for a moment he remembered his crush on Kiyomi, and he responded to the kiss the dormant feelings were nothing compared to what he now felt for Amaya but they were there and he was here and he couldn't help it. He kissed her hard, placing his hands on her hips and pulling her close.

He blinked as he held her closer slightly unsure. He knew what he was doing, nothing like Tamaki who seemed to live under rock if anyone mentioned sex. But she would be his first, and he was hesitant to sleep with her. Hell he still didn't even know what she wanted. "Kiyomi?" He spoke her name in question unsure.

When I kissed him, I half hoped he would push me away, do anything except kiss me back really. I couldn't go back now, my body wouldn't let me. I took ahold of his tie and pulled him over to a couch. He didn't even make a sound of objection nor did he resist. For a split second I was mad that he would so easily betray Amaya, and then I remembered that if she wanted a whore, she was going to get one.

I pushed him down onto the couch and straddled his hips as I once again brought my lips to his and entangled my fingers in his hair.

Kyoya was mentally incapable of remembering Amaya at that moment as he let Kiyomi push him back onto the couch, pulling her closer as he kissed whatever part of her skin he could reach, undressing her as she undressed him. He knew that this was wrong, and he was making a mistake, but the feelings he had once had for Kiyomi had managed to surface.

It wasn't love, it was lust, and his kisses proved that too, as he remembered all of those fantasies he had entertained about the two them, and now they were a reality, except now he was also betraying Amaya.

Oh the drama! Who knew we (but mostly me) was capapble of this? Meghan wanted me to tell you and I quote, "I'M SORRY! AND I LOVE YOU ALL! AND KYOYA'S A JERK~" Those were her exact words. I personally wanted to say that if you ever find out that your friend is taking anti-depressants, do not start yelling at them for not telling you and especially if you find sleeping pills along with a razor, calling them a whore is not the best idea.

Well, the ending was brought about by Meghan joking around that I was sleeping with Kyoya after she "scared" me away from my computer, and me saying that he still loved her because he screamed out her name... I thought that was a pretty good reason until she reminded me that we have the same name ^^" I felt like I was betraying my bestest friend while I wrote this and we kept apologizing to each other.

We hope you enjoyed this drama and betrayal and please review, but we'll keep on a writin' whether you do or not xD

Love you bunches,

Megan