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BPOV

He groaned into my neck as his lips traveled my skin, my fingers weaving into his blonde hair. His soft warm hand trailed up my body as he reached my breast, massaging it. I moaned and hitched my leg up around his waist getting as close to him as possible with his boxers as a barrier between us. Our lips met for a passionate deep kiss but something change in it. A new found charge sparked between us as we realized what we were doing. His mesmerizing blue eyes stared into mine for permission to continue before I nodded slowly, my heart racing a thousand miles a second. I had waited for this for a long time, to be with him, to belong to him and it was finally going to happen tonight. I trembled under him only for a moment before whispering fatal words that I was unsure he even heard before entering me.

"I love you Jazz."

I woke up with a start, taking in the unfamiliar surroundings. My heart was racing and I was gasping for air slightly taking in the dark room, noticing the clock read 2 AM. I ran a hand through my hair and shook my head trying to snap out of it. I couldn't believe I just had a dream about having sex with Jasper. I looked down at the plain duvet cover that I was wrapped in and realized I had fallen asleep last night talking to Jasper. I crawled out of bed and walked down the hallway to room I knew was Jasper's. He was sleeping peacefully and topless. I could see his bare muscular back and strong arm on top of the covers. I slid silently under the covers with him but he must've felt the weight in the bed move because he rolled over and looked at concerned.

"Bella what is it? What's wrong?" He mumbled, his voice still covered with sleep.

I shook my head and just looked at him. He studied my face as I studied his and then I kissed him. I don't why I did it, I have no idea what came over me but I felt this massive tug to kiss him, to feel his lips against mine. Deep down I knew it had nothing to with the dream, whether it effected me in a certain way or not, this was different. I needed him in a way I couldn't explain, but it wasn't sexual and it wasn't just a friend way either. I just needed Jasper, the guy I grew up with and the only guy that truly understood everything even if it had been a year.

His lips moved against mine softly pulling me close to him by my waist. This kiss wasn't frantic, or desperate, or lustful. It was just perfect, it made all the bad things disappear in that moment. He pulled away slowly and caressed my cheek. He knew what this meant, he knew it wasn't a serious breaking point, I could see it in his eyes. He kissed my forehead and hugged me close to his body. His warmth radiating off him through my shirt.

"Go to sleep Bella," he murmured, moving slightly away from me.

"I don't want to be alone, not tonight." I whispered, more just out loud than to him.

His eyes widened in surprise for a moment before let out a soft chuckle. "I wasn't kicking you out Bella, I was giving you more space."

I bit my lip, slightly embarrassed and returned his small smile. I snuggled in closer to his chest, "I don't need more space from you." He held me in his arms and closed his eyes, his hand stroking my hair sending me off to sleep again.

Waking up to Jasper's arms around me made me smile instantly. I could't help the butterflies that flew around in my stomach at his touch. He took in a deep breath next to me and pulled me close for a second before almost pulling away completely.

"Good morning," he murmured, laying on his back staring up at the ceiling.

"Morning," I whispered. "I'm sorry."

He turned his neck so he could look up at me, as I was leaned on my elbow. "Why are you apologizing?"

"For stealing your bed," I said, looking down at the covers, not really meaning my answer.

"I know you don't mean that," He commented, reading my mind. "I wasn't kidding when I told you I want to be your best friend again, Bella I meant it. I want to be here for you in anyway possible, like you were for me when we were kids."

I nodded. "You never stopped being that guy Jazz, when we started talking again it was just like picking up where we left off."

Jasper smiled at me before pulling my messy hair lightly. He resumed laying on his back and I sat up cross legged and braided my hair. I could feel all the strands I missed but as long as it wasn't a nest on my head I was fine with it. I looked over at the clock that read 10:30 AM, the blue numbers flashing with each second. Then suddenly surprising me the radio turned on and a familiar song filled the air.

Oh God, my mind is such a mess,

but there's these things I got to do.

you were my friend,

but now you're taking off your clothes.

I tried to look, but close my eyes.

I took a breath and made you mine.

You had your arms all tangled up in the moon.

Jasper's hand lazily flopped onto the clock shutting off the alarm with a groan. He stayed in bed not moving, his fingers drumming on his chest. "I have to work today," he informed me with a sigh.

I nodded, "At Jack's?"

Jasper sat up and nodded rubbing a hand over his blonde hair. "I wait the lunch shift today, noon 'til four."

I watched him stand up, his abs were perfectly sculpted on his chest and well taken care of. I didn't mean to stare so long and I guess I never realized I was until his laugh brought me out of my gazing. "A picture lasts longer you know Babe."

I blushed for a moment before crawling across the bed toward him. Standing on me knees on his side of the bed I reached up and pull him close by the waistband on his boxers. I heard his breath catch at my touch and I had to focus from not doing the same. I walked my fingers up his chest grazing over his abs and feelings his soft skin, running over the scars on his left side from the car accident. I looked up at him from under my lashes while biting my lip before smiling and pushing him away lightly.

"They're not that good, babe."

I laughed as he glared at me. Then suddenly he moved forward and pinned me to the bed, his legs on either side of my thighs. He kneeled above me as I lay there watching him. "You know Bella, sometimes you don't play fair. You see I could never get away with half the stuff you do. As forward as I am, I hold back from you but you're starting to make this little game difficult."

As he said this, his fingers inched my shirt up so my pale stomach was showing. He trailed his fingers over my skin and I cursed him for making my heartbeat pick up. He leaned down this time and left his face inches from mine, "I'd be careful." He warned before looking back at the clock with a sigh. "You Darlin' are going to make me late for work."

I smiled, "Well then you better start getting ready."

He chuckled as he started to head to the bathroom connected to his room. Ugh how jealous of him I was for that. He poked his head out the door for a moment and smiled. "You can get ready in the guest room bathroom. Everything you need should be in there."

I smiled and headed to the bathroom so I too could get ready. I hummed along to the song I heard this morning, trying to figure out how I knew it so well. The warm water was so refreshing and I instantly missed it as I got out of the shower. I was lucky I went shopping yesterday and so grateful that I had clean clothes to put on. I slipped into my new skinny jeans, and put on my new long sleeve black and red stripped rugby polo. I combed my hair with my fingers as much as I could but in the end I was at a loss and braided it back to side.

I folded my empty shopping bags up and put them in my work bag before heading downstairs to his kitchen. Nothing had changed in a year, not one placement of the dishes, or utensils, even what was in the fridge didn't change. I poured myself a glass of juice, feeling a little awkward helping myself but as I sat at the kitchen table I could see Ellen wandering around the kitchen with a baby on her hip humming along to a country radio station. Her voice as cleared as day drawled to me like it did one of the first days I had ever met her.

"You just help yourself Isabella Marie, everything here is just as much yours as it is mine."

I smiled slightly as I stared at my juice glass but I almost completely knocked it over when I heard the front door open. In walked Jeremy, Jasper's dad, who seemed a little too early if I remembered correctly. He noticed me almost immediately, and I smiled with an awkward wave. I stood up as he entered the kitchen with his charming smile, Jasper always did look like his dad when he smiled.

"Well if it isn't Bella Swan, long time no see girl," he laughed. "What are you doing in our neck of the woods?"

I laughed and greeted Jeremy with a hug. He held me close with a chuckle then held me out at arms length with a smile. "Let me get a good at you! It's been a long time."

"I came over to visit Jasper and I forgot he had to work today. I just helped myself while he was getting ready," I shrugged. "It has been a long time, you're looking good Mr. J."

Jeremy rubbed his stomach with a smile, "Why thank you, so you and that son of mine are finally talkin' again?"

I smiled with a nod. "It's been too long."

Jeremy agreed and went to the fridge himself for something. I took my seat again and saw Jasper come down the stairs with a smile. He and Jeremy greeted each other casually and I could see Jeremy glancing between us without a word. I bit my lip and Jasper looked back at the clock.

"I have to get going, I need to be at work before twelve," he announced, setting his cup down by the sink. "It's your day off right?" he asked me.

I nodded, "I need to go into Port Angeles though, I need to talk to my boss about my schedule. I was going to have Rose drive me in, since she and Emmett probably have to make a few stops there."

Jeremy patted Jasper's shoulder. "Why don't you two just go together, that way you save some gas? I'm beat so I'm going to hit the hay, for a bit. I'll see you tonight Jasper."

"Okay Dad. Come on Bells." With a small good bye to Jeremy, I followed Jasper out the front door to his truck.

We both laughed as we buckled up. "He's on to us. He's going to talk to me tonight, I can tell."

I smiled. "Well at least you honestly tell him we didn't do anything."

Jasper smiled. "Yeah but would he really believe me?"

"True point," I agreed as he drove down the highway. As we got closer to Port Angeles I looked at Jasper and smiled. "Is Tom working today?"

Jasper gave me a confused look but nodded. "Yeah we have the same shifts, why?"

"I was just wondering," I shrugged. "He was kind of funny last night."

"Oh yeah, and why was that?" Jasper asked, glancing at me.

"He was trying to flirt with me, and then when you came over an kissed me, he just kind of stopped caring."

"First, you kissed me," Jasper teased, "And second, that's kind of funny. I should rub it in his face."

"Jasper!" I exclaimed with a giggle looking out the window at the shops.

"What?" he asked in the same tone. "He kind of annoys me."

I smiled as he parked by Jack's which was thankfully two stores down from Barnes and Noble. I looked through my bag and noticed my jacket was still at Jasper's house. It's a good thing I was wearing long sleeves, it was chilly out today. I walked with Jasper to Jack's and as we walked in his arm was thrown across my shoulders holding me to his side. I smiled and noticed a bunch of people standing around the bar looking at us. Jasper waved to a few before looking back at me.

"Is Rose going to give you a ride back? Or you gonna wait up for me?" he asked.

"I should probably get a ride back with Rose because I have kind of been avoiding her since this whole thing started," I explained. "Trust me, I'd rather stay here but I think she deserves some sort of answer."

Jasper nodded in agreement. "I know we said only in school, but can I please annoy the hell out of Tom?"

I couldn't help but laugh. "I'll see you Monday Jazz. I can't hang tomorrow Dad is coming home from Seattle."

He nodded and smiled as I leaned up to kiss him. His lips moved against mine softly and his fingers caressed my face before pulling away with a smile. "I'll see you later Bells."

Walking out of the restaurant I stared down at my phone almost in fear as I dialed Rose's number asking her to pick me up from Barnes and Noble. I made a quick chat with Frankie about my schedule on Fridays and then when I walked out, I gulped at the sight of her. There was my model gorgeous sister-in-law leaning against her red BMW dressed in tight jeans and a mechanic tee that somehow she had managed to make look more stunning than anyone else ever could.

"Hey Bella, long time no talk." She greeted with a devious smile.

I let out a shaky laughed and smiled. Oh boy.

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