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BPOV
"Ow Rose! You just about jabbed me in the eye!" I exclaimed, moving away from her slightly.
Rose rolled her eyes at me, letting out an exasperated breath. "If someone would stop moving then it wouldn't hurt!"
I crossed my arms and shut up. There was no point in arguing with her in any way because she would get her way no matter what. Dad and Emmett were running errands while Rose was dressing me up like a Barbie Doll for Homecoming. I stared down at my bare legs thankful they weren't plagued with the usual bruises and scabs. My toes were painted black with a white and silver design to complement my black, grey and white knit mini dress with my strappy black heels. My already wavy hair was curled into ringlets that fell nicely over my shoulders.
"There, all done Crybaby!" Rose exclaimed with a smile.
I smiled as I stared into the full length mirror in my room. It didn't even look like me, the girl in front of me looked sexy and beautiful. Something that was quite the opposite of me. I gave Rose a big hug before hearing the doorbell ring. Rose squealed and went to grab her camera and answer the door. I heard her greet Jasper cheerfully as I continued staring into the mirror. My heartbeat picked up at the thought that Jasper was waiting downstairs for me. If it were possible my smile grew at the thought of what he'd say when he saw me.
Over these last two weeks getting ready for Homecoming, I just started to grow fonder and fonder of Jasper. Edward barely entered my mind, and I could care less what he thought about this. I'm starting to feel like that silly ten year old girl again, that silly girl who was desperately in love with her best friend. I felt giddy in this moment as Rosalie called me downstairs. I walked out cautiously in my heels and held the railing tightly on the stairs. I blushed as I saw Jasper standing at the door with a white corsage. His eyes wandered my body with a smile before he stepped forward and helped me down the last step.
"You look perfect," he murmured.
"You don't look too bad yourself," I smiled.
Jasper wore simple black slacks with a white dress shirt and black tie, very plain yet sexy. Rose cleared her throat and held up her camera. "I need to take pictures for Charlie and Emmett! You look gorgeous Bella! You two look great together!"
Jasper smiled at me as he slid on my corsage, and moved to stand behind me slightly so Rose could take a bunch of pictures. As soon as I started to feel my face get sore from smiling I ushered Jasper and I out the door, reminding Rose I was spending the night at Angela's. Jasper helped me into his truck but before he shut the door he leaned in and kissed my neck. "You look too damn sexy." I blushed as he winked and walked around to his side.
We arrived a little late to Homecoming, so everyone was finally dancing and the DJ got through the first awkward group dances. Jasper look my hand lead to me a table where I ditched my purse and heels while he ditched his tie, rolling up sleeves to his elbows. Then as the next HipHop/Rap song came on Jasper weaved us into the crowd where everyone else around us were grinding to the music with their boyfriend or girlfriend. Jasper took my hands and smiled as he pulled me close to him. I bit my lip and look up at him, this was never something I did. Not even when I came to these before, I was never comfortable with this-not doing it in public.
"Ready to get out of your comfort zone?" Jasper teased, as he spun me around so my back was pressed up against his chest.
"Can't I just look the part?" I joked, but actually kind of meaning it.
Jasper chuckled, his breath hot on my neck. "You'll have fun I promise. Just move with me, feel the beat of the music."
Soon we were moving like everyone else, blending into the crowd but at the same time I could feel people staring at me. Miss. Isabella Swan, the school thought-to-be virgin and shy prude, grinding with her older boyfriend. It must've been a real shock. Jasper's lips traveled my neck and I could feel them curve into a smile. "People can't seem to stop staring," he murmured. "I'm staring to get a little jealous."
"I'm just too damn sexy," I teased as I turned around to face him. A slow song started and Jasper wrapped his arms around my waist. Stickwitu came on and I smiled as my finger tips played with the tips of Jasper's blond hair. We swayed to the music, just enjoying each other's company and I couldn't help the feeling that everything was perfect in that moment but then reality hit. Even though I was here with Jasper we weren't here together we were here as a hoax, and I hated that feeling. My face must've dropped because Jasper looked into my eyes and brought one hand up to caress my cheek.
"What's wrong Darlin'?" he murmured.
I shook my head and smiled again. "I was just thinking. I think Mom would've liked this."
Jasper nodded somberly before giving me a charming smile. "Mine too."
As the song ended, the music picked up and my gaze looked around at the all the people. Then I spotted Edward and Alice, I think they would've looked really happy if he weren't glaring off in my direction. Jasper had his hands resting on my hips as we swayed and grinded to the music, we were filled with laughter. Each songs melted into the next and it felt like we were dancing for hours. Everything was so perfect but I couldn't fight that feelings inside me of love, guilt, heartbreak and fear.
I turned in Jasper's arms as the next slow song came on, and my heart was beating a mile a minute. I wrapped my arms around his neck and his around my waist, I gazed into his blue eyes as Lifehouse filled the gym.
"What day is it? And in what month? This clock never seemed so alive. I can't keep up and I can't back down, I've been losing so much time" You and Me began and I smiled at one of my favorite songs.
"'Cause there's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do, nothing to lose. And it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you." Jasper sang to me quietly, his beautiful voice filling my ears. He knew this was one of my favorite songs, it has been since I was like ten. I reached up and kissed him, I didn't care about anything except him. His lips moved against mine softly as his arms tightened around my waist. I pulled away slowly and bit my lip.
"Jasper, do you remember when we were first agreed to this?" I murmured. His eyes searched mine as he nodded. "I told you that I didn't need anything serious right now, and I wanted him to just notice me again?"
Again Jasper just nodded slowly as we twirled to the music. "What if I changed my mind? What if I don't care if he gives me a second glance, and that I want something serious? Something serious with you."
My legs were almost shaking as he looked at me. We stopped twirling and just moved side to side slowly. I bit my lip and I felt my eyes water slightly at his silence. Then he pulled me close and sang into my ear, "There's something about you now, I can't quite figure out. Everything she does is beautiful. Everything she does is right. 'Cause there's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do, nothing to lose. And it's you and me and all of the people. And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you. I want something serious too. Bella, you have no idea how long I've wished to hear you say that."
I was beaming in that moment as he kissed me rougher than our kiss before. I smiled against his lips before I pulled away and rested my head against his chest. I love you Jasper Whitlock, I thought to myself contently. As the song ended Jasper led me off the dance floor to take seat, where I sat on his lap softly reaching around for my high heels. I slipped them on easily and stood up with a smile. "I'm going to run to the washroom and then maybe we can get out of here?" I asked as I bit my lip.
Jasper had on a mischievous smile while he nodded, standing up with me. "I'll go get truck warmed up."
We went our separate ways as we exited the gym. I clicked quickly toward the washroom only to be suddenly pulled into a classroom nearby. I let out a squeak in fear as I was suddenly pressed up against the door. Then his lips were on mine and they were all too familiar. At one point in time, my knees would've went to jello at this kiss but now it was all I could do to push him off of me. "Edward stop it!" I said.
Edward didn't move much, he was still pinned against me and his breaths were labored from the forced kiss. "God Bella, I've never seen you like that before. Don't you know how hot you got me? Fuck. You did that to me on purpose didn't you?" his voice was husky. It repulsed me.
"Edward get off of me!" I yelled.
"Why? Why don't we just have some fun in here? Your bodyguard is gone and we both know you still have feelings for me anyways. We could just pick up where we left off."
"Edward, are you out of your mind? And what about Alice? Are you gonna cheat on her like you did with me? Jasper is my boyfriend not my bodyguard, and the only thing I feel right now toward you is repulse."
Edward moved to kiss me again and I pushed him with all the strength I had. I quickly walked out the door and headed toward the front doors. My whole body was shaking as I stepped out into the chilly air, looking for Jasper. He was there right in front of me leaning against his truck. He smiled but it soon went serious as he saw me. I hugged him for a minute tightly before he pulled away to look at me.
"What happened?" he asked as his fingers moved across my lips. Then his gaze went beyond me as I heard the school door close. I made Jasper look at me again as I felt his fingers ball up into fists.
"It's not important. Let's just go home."
Jasper helped me into the truck and he came around starting to drive toward his place. "You're going to have to tell me sooner or later."
I nodded slowly. "I don't want to ruin something so perfect. I just want it to be us tonight, with no interruptions."
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